Chapter Eighty-Nine: If Life Is Only as First Seen
The injury on this body was rubbed by Xia Qing for a while, but it was a lot of Shu Jing, I sat on the sofa with her, and we talked a lot about music.
Only the personal emotional aspect has been skipped by us, and my mood seems a little heavy, because in the conversation just now, Xia Qing revealed some information to me, and I have probably guessed the arrangement of Qinsheng Media.
After a long time, Xia Qingcai whispered: "By the way, Yun Qian, I have a small show in the piston the day after tomorrow, do you have time to watch it?" ”
"Well, I'll be fine at night."
If it was during the day, the company would not have to explain it, and when I saw Xia Qing nodding, my heart settled down. Indeed, the woman in front of me is getting better and better, and she is already starting to organize her own small concerts.
"Xia Qing, listen to what you mean, does Qinsheng Media Company have a new arrangement for your band?" Xia Qing was hesitant and reluctant to say it, but I couldn't help but ask: "Listening to what you just said, are you ...... Is there something you want to say to me? ”
She dodged her gaze and was silent for a moment before she muttered: "Alas, nothing can escape your fiery eyes, yes, I can more or less get some information from Han Yishen these days." Yun Qian, do you know, this performance of the Pistons may be my last performance, at most one more, at the end of the month...... At the end of the month, all the members of our piano sound band, we may go to Japan for further study for half a year......"
"In this way, Han Yishen went to Japan to talk about cooperation these days, just for your piano band!"
I was not surprised, but I was very reluctant in my heart, I was abroad for half a year, I didn't know what kind of changes would happen, even from the day I met Xia Qing, I never had half a year without seeing her.
I didn't want the atmosphere to be too sad, so I smiled at her and said, "Come, laugh, don't keep a face, Xia Qing, this is a good thing!" Go abroad for further study for half a year, and when you return, many bands don't have the opportunity to go, cherish this opportunity, and the benefits for your future road will only be more and not less! ”
"Yun Qian, you ...... Do you really want me to go? I know it's a rare opportunity, but ...... I've never been away from home for so long, homesick and homesick. It's also unexpected, we haven't seen each other for half a year, and I'm also abandoning... I don't know what will happen in half a year......"
I felt a burst of emotions about to part, and I had mixed feelings in my heart, so I put my arm around Xia Qing's shoulder, she didn't resist, leaned on my shoulder, and I said softly: "I can't bear you, and I don't know what will happen in half a year, but ...... I still want you to go. Xia Qing, I know this is your dream, I don't want to be the drag of your dream because of this, I can't be so selfish, not to mention that you also signed a contract with the company, the company arranges these necessary trainings and can't refuse casually, besides, this is also a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity, like that slacker band, they don't have the qualifications to go if they want to! So, don't be so heavy, be happy and optimistic, why don't you two part with life and death, I will wait for you to come back in China, half a year, not only you, but also me. I believe that the clouds you see after returning to China, not the clouds you see now, will definitely surprise you...... Believe me, I also believe that after you come back, you will say more musically: "Yun Qian, I also believe in you!" So, you can't like other girls for half a year, you know? ”
"Ahh
My mind was full of black lines in an instant, and the girl's mind was really hard to fathom, and the topic jumped too fast.
I immediately said: "Where is this, I swear to the sky, how can I be so attentive, if you touch it, my heart will be big with fingers, how can I fit so many girls." ”
"You, oily and smooth, exactly the same as when I first met you at school, honestly, didn't coax other girls, right?"
"The conscience of heaven and earth, I have been a bachelor for four years, and you don't know, if I coax other girls, I can use my crush on you for four years, and I will accompany you to go shopping, eat and watch movies......" I said angrily, this is the most real summer love, a little cool.
"You also said, Yun Qian, you are really stupid, if you took the initiative to confess to me at that time, wouldn't we be together, it's very tiring to hold back all these years!"
"Tired, really tired, but it's worth it, I'm a few pounds and a few taels, I thought like this at the time, as long as I can accompany you to play together, go crazy together, and share joys, sorrows, and sorrows...... It's content, how dare I dare to get along with a boyfriend and girlfriend relationship, for me, I'm already very happy, really! Over the years, as long as I think of you, I can't help but think of the scene when we first met. ”
Xia Qing seemed to be moved, his eyes flashed, and he slowly spit out from his mouth: "If life is only as first seen, what is the autumn wind and sad fan." Yes, people can never run out of time, four years have passed in a blink of an eye, listening to you say this, many old things are vivid, very picturesque, just like those two poems, no matter what kind of misunderstanding we have in the future, Yun Qian, I hope we can calm down and talk calmly, if we can't calm down, we all have to think of what we said today, remember the feeling we met for the first time, restrain ourselves, and solve the problem quietly. ”
"Well, I promise you! However, I believe that this will not be the day. ”
I said with certainty that I wasn't sure. The four cruelest words in the world are none other than "things are people". People are always changing, and no one can predict them.
These two lines of poetry are not only applicable to love, but also to the relationship between friends. Over the years, I also have a few friends who used to play well, but then gradually drifted apart.
The beauty and indifference of the first acquaintance. Then some factors disappeared, and there was no longer that feeling, and I often thought in my heart how wonderful it would be if everything stayed at the first feeling, when innocence, speculation, no conflict of interest, everything was so natural.
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It was too late, and I didn't worry about Xia Qing coming home, so I let her stay in my room for one night, and I spent the night on the sofa in the living room with the air conditioner on.
Until the next day, on my way to the company, I could recall what happened last night, and the more I talked with Xia Qing, the more resonant and sentimental it became, just a little bit, if I couldn't restrain myself......
Maybe I didn't want to go to work this morning, but now that I think about it, I do regret it a little, and I am full of curiosity about this unknown thing.