It's not easy to fall in love.

Don't you think that falling in love is only sweet flirting? No, it's not a relationship, it's a date. True love is an extremely troublesome and painful affair that requires the weight of another person.

Otherwise, how could so many people break up?

Chapter 8: Why, introduce yourself or something, okay

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"Guys, would you like to listen to me a little bit?"

"From today onwards, we will be living together in the same class. So, I think from now on, we will introduce ourselves spontaneously, and it would be nice if we could all become friends soon. There's still time before the entrance ceremony, so what's going on?"

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Wow, introduce yourself, why do you want to introduce yourself? Isn't this the beginning of the fight to divide people into three, five, nine and so on? The first impression is important! It's the first time in your life that you can be so casual?

You extroverts, of course, are good, but it hurts us introverts~

"What should I say when it's my turn?" "Isn't it better to be funny?" - I can't help but start thinking about these kinds of questions.

Do you want to make Bojun smile in a super passionate way?

But all of a sudden, my blood was boiling, and it seemed to ruin the atmosphere. And speaking of which, I'm not that kind of personality either.

This is Ayakoji's idea, so what about my thoughts?

"Am I going to talk about the highlights of the past? Do I want to speak out about my strengths? No, no, that would make me look very tasteless, a hero who doesn't mention the courage of the year, and can't make himself look high. ”

"Am I going to tell me what I used to do wrong? Am I going to talk about my shortcomings? No, no, I haven't been so cheeky to use the so-called 'self-blackening' advanced strategy. ”

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Oh no, it was my turn before I knew it during the period of immersion in fantasy. A lot of eyes were waiting for me to introduce myself. Hey, hey! Don't stare at me with those expectant eyes!

There's really no way, so let me do everything I can to introduce myself.

Click! I stood up with a lot of momentum.

"Ugh...... That one...... I'm Kiyotaka Ayakoji. That one...... Belch...... I don't have anything I'm particularly good at, but I'll try to be nice to everyone, uh...... So please advise."

I ended the greeting and hurriedly took my seat.

Call...... Did everyone see me introduce myself?

…… I failed!

I couldn't help but put my head in my hands.

It's all because I'm too immersed in fantasy, so I don't have enough time to build a relationship that introduces myself.

Not only did it not attract anyone's attention, but it also left no impression. That's how I ended up with a bad self-introduction.

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People's prejudices are like a big mountain, once they make a bad first impression, then the rest of the life will not be easy. The above paragraph is Aya Xiaolu's confession, in fact, it's hard to say whether this paragraph is Brother Lu's disguise, including the later part, Brother Lu's confession is just like an ordinary student!

If you don't know, I'll popularize science, Brother Lu is an emotionless existence, by analogy, it is more similar to a killer, you can do whatever it takes to use the people around you as a tool for the sake of the end.

So what exactly is this camouflage? Or is it real?

Actually, I still tend to be true, in fact, I feel that this kind of confession is Brother Lu's nature, and "no feelings" is caused by acquired training.

In other words, Brother Lu's body is still an ordinary middle school student, or even an autistic teenager like Biqigu. But he was later brutally trained by non-humans to become an emotionless "killing" machine.

But Brother Lu seems to want to return to his true self, he just wants to live quietly, he doesn't want to be a genius, and he doesn't want to use others as tools, in short, Brother Lu wants to find his feelings back.

But that's all for later, we'll talk about it later, and come back and think about introducing yourself.

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"Please advise, Ayakoji-san. We're the same, we all want to get better with everyone and work together."

Hirata said this to me with a hearty smile.

Although it was scattered, the applause still rang out. It felt like seeing through my failures and helping the round.

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You are devils! Are you trying to humiliate me? Why do you want me to introduce myself? Isn't it good to get to know each other slowly in the future? I also have all kinds of advantages! I don't want to be autistic!

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This applause, which was not so much sympathetic as pity, made me particularly sad.

Unwillingly, even so, I am a little happy in my heart.

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Ah, it's really nice to be sympathized...... However, as I have said before, even if you are happy, not accepting the sympathy of others is the last dignity of a lonely person.

After introducing myself, a small group in the class gradually formed, and I was a remnant of the old era, and there was no boat to carry me in the new century.

So, I've always hated introducing myself.

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"It's because I'm avoidant that I want to silently join that kind of occasion. Horikita, you are, why didn't you participate in the self-introduction? This is just a self-introduction. By introducing myself, I can not only build a good relationship with many students, but also make friends."

"I can think of several reasons that can be refuted, and it might be better to explain them. Even if you introduce yourself, there's no guarantee that you'll make friends. Rather, there may be some disputes due to self-introduction. In that case, don't do anything from the beginning, and there will be no problems. Am I wrong?"

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Horikita-san, doing nothing is not the way to avoid disputes. In other words, many disputes are caused by nothing being done.

For example, if you don't do anything at home, you will definitely be scolded by your mother.

Of course, it's a good excuse for sophistry: "Why are you scolding me when I didn't do anything?" I don't do anything to honor you! Why are you still scolding me! ”

There are some things that you have to do, whether you want to do it or not, why? Because humans are social animals, some people will say, "Man has to live for himself", no, man lives for others, and if you give up this view, then you will also fall into the quagmire of autism.

It is far better to study hard for the sake of your parents, to study hard for your girlfriend, and to study hard to make money and become an official than to study well for the sake of knowledge.

Many people forget that the essence of reading is to acquire knowledge, but this forgetting is correct. The motivation for reading is not very pure in the first place, because this society is not very pure.

But on the other hand, for the sake of his parents, for his girlfriend, and for the sake of making money as an official, he finally returned to himself. Because in this world, there are complex and heavy connections between people, and if you want to be happy, you must first make others happy.

Man is a very lowly animal, and it is not permissible for only one person to be happy.

Pursuing something that only you can be happy with is suicidal.

— but there are still countless people who have come before and who have succeeded them.