Chapter 62: What Reason Do I Have to Give Up?

Although the years have been unkind to me, I will still say from the bottom of my heart, December, hello!

Looking at the calendar, calculating the Spring Festival, in less than two months, I will go home for the New Year. In fact, I was a little reluctant to go home, I didn't have good performance, I received a low salary, and after paying the rent and living, the cost of going back and forth was not enough. If I opened my mouth, my dad would definitely reimburse me for my travel expenses, but I really couldn't open my mouth.

I remember that when I used to go to school, I would go home by plane and high-speed rail. Now, I have been ready to grab the hard seat of the green train in advance, the company's holiday time happens to be the Spring Festival, I heard some students say that the train carriage of the Spring Festival is particularly crowded, the air quality is poor, this year I really want to go to experience it for myself.

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"Come on, everyone! For our Double 12 in East China to prepare for the war, there is only one regiment before the Double 12, Taiji Cave, if you don't get a membership card for this group, then the Double 12 anniversary celebration will be with you on the day of the meeting..."In the conference room, Yang Xin wore a straight suit and said: "The meeting is dismissed, the bill should be issued, and the old customers should be contacted to participate in the Double Twelve!" ”

"Do it!" We'll answer neatly below.

At present, the most miserable thing in the company is me, Tian Jingyu, Ma Chuang, the three of us, Tian Jingyu has taken customers to the group several times but there is no deal, and Ma Chuang's customers who have trained out of the group have not.

It is said that luck will not disappoint people who work hard, go all out to work and good luck will always come to their heads, I began to disbelieve this sentence, why a group of people go to a park to issue a bill, so that Sheng Yu, a person who joined later than us, met a class A customer, no need to attack the order, the customer actually took the initiative to buy the transaction.

Sitting at my desk, I pondered as I wrote my name and phone number on a single page. For me personally, when doing sales, I agree with the saying that seven points of hard work and three points of luck, when you meet the right person, you get twice the result with half the effort.

I also have my own thoughts, I should quit when I come back from the Spring Festival, not because I feel that this job makes me unhappy or hopeless, but because it takes up too much of my spare time. There are no weekends, and the rest is to find a reason to ask for leave, and after December, Manager Yang often arranges to go to the square to issue bills in the evening.

My spare time, bands, bar performances, and musical arrangements are like a sponge thrown in the desert, no matter how much I squeeze it, I can't squeeze out a drop of water.

As far as I know, Xia Qing will go to a music festival in Hangzhou, Zhejiang Province in mid-December after returning from Shanghai.

Listening to Yang Yangyang, Qinsheng Media Company seems to have the intention of arranging the "Qinsheng Band" to participate in the band's variety show to increase public popularity and exposure, and now it has been participating in the music festival to accumulate experience and improve some popularity, laying the foundation packaging, and making full preparations for their future debut.

I can't help but sigh, Han Yishen, this guy, is really painstaking. Summer love, summer love, you are the most regretless encounter in my youth, I am afraid to see that we are regrets for the rest of my life.

"Yun Qian, gone, what are you in a daze!"

Ma Chuang shook the leaflet in front of my eyes, and Tian Jing Yu was also standing next to him.

"Ahh Oh, let's go! Say hello to the team leader. ”

I finally came out of my thoughts, Li Jing and the four of us came downstairs, and the three of us big men smoked a cigarette below, and some of them didn't blow some cowhides. I took Li Jing with me, and this time we changed places and went to the park near the Beijing-Hangzhou Canal.

Walking on the forest path of the Canal Park, we were sent when we saw people, and as soon as the wind swept by, the yellow leaves on the trees slowly fell and the thick stacks of golden yellow on the ground were next to each other, and the fallen leaves finally returned to their roots.

Li Jing walked ahead of the three of us, playing with a leaf that had fallen on her shoulder. She often fights with Tian Jingyu, so that the employees of the entire company think that there is a leg between them, who knows that Li Jing is obsessed with Yang Yangyang, but it is a pity that it is also wishful thinking.

"Yun Qian, do you have something on your mind?"

Ma Chuang handed me a yellow crane tower and said, "Seeing that you are not in a state today, you are absent-minded." ”

"Ma Chuang, I want it too!"

Without waiting for me to speak, Tian Jing Yu shamelessly snatched this cigarette and put it in his mouth, and Ma Chuang took out another one for me.

"It's nothing, I'm just thinking about things at work, I've been in the company for so long, I haven't made any achievements, I have no rest and no spare time, I can't squeeze out time to do my own things... Seriously, I can't do it anymore. I said a little negatively, Mr. Li's system has a "don't say negative things, don't be a negative person", you can't spread negative thoughts in the company, once you find out fine.

"I'm not the same! Since I did this job, I don't even have time to spend with my girlfriend, she has trouble with me at every turn, Yun Qian, let's stick to it first, it's not good to change jobs now, and I'll talk about it after the New Year. Ma Chuang said.

"Yes, Yun Qian, you see that I have been for more than three months, it's not that I haven't opened a bill, I have a good mentality, not everyone has the kind of luck that Sheng Yu has, let's work hard!" Tian Jingyu heard what we were talking about on the side, and he also came to interject to guide the psychological work.

"It's not just that I didn't have a bill, I have other reasons..."I explained to the two of them, "You know, I like music, playing in bands with friends, writing songs and arranging music, and now I have to send out bills at night, so I'm really out of line." I don't want to be cut off by a river in the outside world while I still have passion and dreams. ”

"Oh, I see, I envy you guys who know how to play instruments, that's cool!"

Ma Chuang and Tian Jingyu nodded as if they didn't understand, and Tian Jingyu asked again: "Yun Qian, fight so hard, is it for the heroine of the music festival Xia Qing?" ”

"Yes and not all, for her and for me."

I like Xia Qing, but I don't want me to say that doing these things just for Xia Qing I think it's hypocritical, and my dedication to music started before I met Xia Qing.

If I didn't have a summer love, I would still do this, but one day I will realize my music dream, and I will have such a beautiful and moving woman with the same hobbies to share with me.

"Whether it's or not, in short, I have a goal to live at least really, unlike me, I came out of society after graduating from high school, I haven't settled down, I've done everything, my girlfriend has no sense of security, and my parents are not at ease..."Ma Chuang sighed and said with some sadness.

"No matter what the future holds, may there be no regrets in this life. Whatever you want to sit on, lean in that direction... There are some things that don't be slapped to death, you have to do them to know! ”

After I said this, they were both silent, and Li Jing ran over curiously and asked, "What are you men talking about, and whether you are sending orders or not!" ”

"Fa Fa Fa Fa!"

The park has a very colorful leisure life for the elderly, and we met several elderly people playing saxophone ensembles, and they were having a lot of fun playing a song "Tales of a Small Town" in the ensemble. It's a pity that I don't know the saxophone, otherwise I must have gone up and have fun with the masters.

Seeing this happy scene, I am more confident, these old people in front of me, so old, are still playing music, and I am only in my 20s, so I have a lot of time to ponder and study.

What reason do I have to give up, what reason do I have to feel that I will never be able to catch up with Xia Qing?