Manager Wang came to my table and poured himself a glass of wine, he raised his glass: "Why, don't come to my performance tonight, come to me to buy drunk?" ”

"Haha, Brother Wang, come and have a toast!"

I was already slightly drunk, and said with a wry smile: "Brother Wang, when two people fall in love and get married, isn't it very important for them to be in the right place!" ”

"Haven't they all been like this since ancient times?"

Manager Wang put down the wine glass, deep eyes I think he is a person with a story, he asked me: "I seem to understand, Yun Qian, is my girlfriend's parents prejudiced against you?" ”

"Hmm!" I nodded, confided in Manager Wang what happened, and laughed at myself: "Brother Wang, you say... Should I give up on summer love? ”

"The most difficult thing in this world is not feelings! I can feel your feelings, because my experience is very similar to yours, a few years ago I was in Shanghai, my girlfriend's father didn't look down on me, I was inspired to do something in these high-rise buildings, and then I was assigned by the company to manage this bar in W City, my girlfriend and I are already planning to get married during the Spring Festival this year! ”

"Brother Wang, it's awesome!"

Manager Wang smiled, only he knew how much suffering he had endured, and he encouraged: "My point of view is, don't give up easily, as long as it's not the woman's change of heart, these are not what you worry about. Your goals and direction in the future will be very difficult and dangerous. ”

I took a sip of wine and sighed, "Brother Wang, who said it wasn't! Who made him Xia Qing? The starting point is too high, and I will definitely enter the music scene in the future, and in the eyes of Xia Qing's father, I have to surpass Han Yishen, how easy it is to say. ”

"Yun Qian, have you ever thought about giving up, there are so many good women in the world... It's not Brother Wang that I said negative things, you can work hard in this direction, but people must also learn to leave a way back for themselves, the society is very realistic, we must learn to consider the worst angle and be prepared, don't waste time in exchange for no results, you can only look up at the mountain under the mountain! ”

I didn't speak, Manager Wang stood up, "I still have something to do in the bar, so I won't accompany you, you take it easy, don't drink anymore!" ”

I waved my hand at him with a wine glass, Manager Wang's words were not unreasonable, and I was the kind of person who would only die if I heard Xia Qing say that he hated me and never wanted to see me again.

In a drowsy state, I opened WeChat, and Su Mengyuan sent me a message earlier: "Yun Qian, you are a bastard, a big liar... Wait for me! ”

There is also news of Xia Qing: "Yun Qian, thank you for coming to see me, I am really happy to see you at the first glance when I wake up, Yang Yangyang said that you have some things that need to be dealt with, but I know that this is not the case, is it my dad who made things difficult for you?" I apologize to you on his behalf, don't care what he says, I'm me, my dad is my dad! ”

Xia Qing is a smart woman, probably from the moment she sobers up, she envisions all the possibilities of things.

Although I looked at Xia Qing's comforting words, my mood did not improve, after all, my strength was too poor, not only could I not get Xia Guoqiang's recognition and appreciation, but also Xia Qing came to say good things to me, if I had half of Han Yishen's social status, I think Xia Guoqiang would definitely choose me according to his daughter's wishes.

Whether it's Su Mengyuan or Xia Qing, I don't have the heart to reply, I just want to be quiet and paralyzed in this alcohol, drunk and dreaming of death.

Drinking spirits, listening to music, before I knew it, I fell on the table, the music around me didn't seem to have anything to do with me, when I woke up in a daze, my vision was blurred, I seemed to see a girl in a white down jacket, and I heard her communicating with Manager Wang, I didn't hear what I said clearly, I just felt dizzy... It's like hanging a bucket of water, and I fall asleep again.

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When I opened my eyes again, I had already arrived at Osmanthus Lane, the wind outside was very strong, making the surrounding osmanthus trees rustle, the temperature difference at night was large, and every gust of cold wind was like an ice blade blowing on my body.

Smelling the faint smell of perfume, the girl in the white down jacket put my hand on her shoulder with great difficulty, and helped me into the house with a slow step, it was the first time I was sent home by a girl in embarrassment like this.

"Yun Qian, you're such a bastard, I really owe you in my last life... I didn't answer the phone, I didn't reply to WeChat, I said yes to pick me up, but it turned out that I sent you, a drunkard, home! It was Su Mengyuan, she said with difficulty: "What kind of stuffy wine does a person drink, it's okay now, this time it will be me to send you back, why don't you owe anyone!" ”

"Thanks, Sue... Su Mengyuan! ”

Leaning back on the sofa, she poured me a cup of boiling water in a kettle, she was never a summer love, and she would not make me a soup in the kitchen that could be decanted, just a glass of boiled water that had no taste other than temperature.

"Yun Qian, what's wrong with you? It can't be that Xia Qing broke up with you, right? Make such a mess of yourself. ”

I smiled bitterly and said, "It's never been good, why break up!" It's just that she was humiliated by her father! Her father doesn't look down on me, isn't it because you upper-class people have a very big view? ”

"I said Yun Qian, why do you have to hang yourself on the tree of Xia Qing? There are so many women in the world, there will always be someone who suits you. ”

Su Mengyuan is the second person to say this to me tonight, she didn't answer my question directly, maybe in the worldview of upper-class people like them, the future other half will definitely not be an ordinary boy, but a social success person with a prominent family like Han Yishen.

"Heh, it's not that I have to die, but the appearance of Xia Qing is my whole forest, and if I give up her, I will only have the desert."

Su Mengyuan was silent for a while, stood up for a moment, put down the meow in his arms, and said to me with a smile on his face: "Yunqian, come on!" Anyway, no matter what, as a friend, I will cheer for you, I wish you and Xia Qing your lover will eventually become married, it's not too early, I should go home, and I will drive away in the car! ”

"Well, drive slower and stay safe on the road!"

I watched Su Mengyuan walk to the door and shouted at her back, "Su Mengyuan, thank you!" Thank you very much. ”

She stopped and didn't respond to me, and it wasn't until I heard the sound of a car outside starting soon later that I was sure she was leaving.

I took a hot bath, held Su Mengyuan's cat on the sofa and smoked a cigarette, and figured out a lot of things, what does Xia Guoqiang think of me, why should I care, I am not living with him for the rest of my life, as long as Xia Qing is willing to be with me, what is the resistance of other people!

I can't just retreat like this, but I must not be wronged by Xia Qing, go all out to achieve my goals, and not affect and trouble Xia Qing's dream.

I have already thought that tomorrow I will use the morning time to stew a chicken soup and go to the hospital to see her and replenish her body.

On this cold night, I seemed to have a dream, a long, long dream, I dreamed that Xia Qing got married, at that time she had already achieved something in the Chinese music scene, and the people who came to the wedding were all kinds of big names in the entertainment industry.

In the church, Xia Qing looked very beautiful in her wedding dress, the priest gave her hand to another man in a suit, they kissed after making vows, and the entertainment reporter recorded it all with his camera, and I watched quietly below, like a knife in my heart.