In this regard, Jiang Yu showed an expression of understanding.

Rita's apologetic look just now, and the wavering look in her eyes now, all show that when Mashiro came to Japan to try to become a manga artist, the other party seems to be more than just a friend and supporter.

For example, in those stories, the kind of people who can give everything they have wholeheartedly for their friends can only exist in stories after all, right?

Reality is not a fairy tale.

And the relationship between Mashiro and Rita doesn't seem to be as beautiful and simple as a fairy tale.

In other words, under the influence of the passage of time and other factors, that beauty and innocence have been exhausted.

Waiting for idle changes but old people's hearts, but old people's hearts are changeable.

There is no Nalan Rongruo in this world, but this kind of weakness of world love and human affection is the same.

Just when Jiang Yu was a little pessimistic about most people's emotional outlook, after saying "That's ......" before, Rita, who looked hesitant and wanted to speak, gritted her teeth and continued to speak in the slightly uneasy puzzled eyes of Mashiro.

"That's a misunderstanding, I've never supported it."

Said something like that.

"Rita ......"

I don't know if Jiang Yu's senses are wrong, he always has a feeling - that girl is screaming.

Xiao Bury gently tugged at his brother's sleeve and whispered behind him, "Now you should go out and say something, right, brother?" ”

Jiang Yu was stunned when he heard this, and retorted in a low voice: "But this kind of thing is not something we can interfere in, right?" ”

He always believes that the kind of emotion that has been maintained for many years between others, and the kind of emotion that has been cultivated after years of getting along day and night, is not a field that ordinary people can easily set foot in.

Even if it's a friend of the other party's "now", it doesn't work.

In this regard, Xiao Bury's expression suddenly became a little gloomy, he snorted, and said in a low tone: "Because I know very well? The feeling of being denied by someone close to you. So, now is the time to stand up. ”

Jiang Yu, who heard his sister say something like this that was not like what she would say, was just about to make a haha and pass it casually, but his heart was suddenly tightened, and many pictures flashed in his mind in an instant.

One of the scenes that made him speechless was the scene where he, who looked like a child, turned his face away with the hand of a little girl with beautiful flaxen hair who was trying to keep a smile, and closed the door with a depressed heart.

Is that...... I?

Then, the thing that resides in his mind, which he didn't know exactly what to count, faithfully plays its role and mobilizes the relevant memories.

I'm afraid it's not a good memory for the predecessor either. That's why it's been so long, it's all hidden in the depths of his mind, so that until now, he has no way of knowing what stupid things he did in those years and how many people he hurt.

Jiang Yu frowned, covering his head with one hand, feeling a slight tingling sensation in his mind, as if watching a movie, understanding the ins and outs of the matter.

That was shortly after the death of the previous mother.

Because I learned from my parents that since then, Jiang Yu has been locking himself in his room, and he will only show himself when eating. Xiao Bury, who was very worried about this, pestered her parents and begged them to take her to see her "Ernie sauce".

Yes, Xiao Buri, who has two older brothers since he was a child, calls the two of them, one is an ordinary "Nissan", and the other is a slightly intimate "Ernie sauce".

However, at that time, it was naturally impossible to recognize the difference. In his little heart, it is probably just to distinguish the two elder brothers, and specially adopt different names. It's just that when you grow up...... Especially after entering the house under Jiang Yu's care, she somewhat understood her mood at that time.

That must be...... Different from other feelings of respect, admiration, or admiration.

Straight to the point. Xiao Bury, who came to visit him at that time, naturally ate the closed-door soup, and just met Jiang Yu a few times. Even the only time he mustered up the courage to talk to him ended in being ignored.

At that time, she was naturally very sad and sad, and even had the idea of "never paying attention to Ernie sauce again".

But in the end, all kinds of emotions finally failed in front of the worry and concern for his "Ernie sauce".

She tries to communicate with each other, tries to develop the same interests as hers, and tries to pick up on the other person's topics...... After coming back to my senses, unconsciously, I became what I am now.

Ah, of course, Coke, potato chips, and bamboo shoots are the three ways she figured out how to match them.

After realizing the deep meaning of his sister's words, Jiang Yu's expression became a little embarrassed, he wanted to explain something, but he couldn't say it smoothly.

There can be no fault with a child who falls into depression after losing his closest mother, and there can be no fault with a child who cares about his brother who he admires.

So, it's time for the back-to-back part - whose fault is it?

Presumably, no one can be blamed, only that karma will meet, or, by mistake.

"I can't stop looking at Mashiro and waste my time and talent on things like manga. Please, please come back to England with me. ”

Rita grabbed Mahaku's hand like a pleading, just as they had loved each other for years.

"I'm not going back."

Mahayro quietly brushed Rita's hand away, her tone was flat, but no one could ignore the firmness contained in it.

Seeing this scene, Jiang Yu gently patted his sister's hand on his shoulder, and his tongue, which was extremely dull just now, seemed to become flexible all of a sudden: "...... I'm sorry. Also, you're right. ”

Hearing Mashiro say this, Rita's expression and tone became a little anxious: "Mashiro's parents will come to Japan soon. In that case, they will ignore Mashiro's wishes, complete the procedures for leaving the Japanese school, and then prepare for the resumption of the British school, and forcibly bring you back to the UK. So until then, please retake ......"

"Well, can I interject?"

Seeing the right time, Jiang Yu interrupted Rita's words loudly - he always had a feeling that something irreparable would happen if he let the other party continue.

The two girls shifted their gaze to Jiang Yu at the same time, and one of them was full of uneasiness. The other is dissatisfaction.

"Yujun, as a gentleman, it is very rude to interrupt a lady's speech? It's as rude as declining a lady's invitation to dance at a banquet? ”

For such a slotted remark, Jiang Yu spread his hands and said helplessly: "Generally speaking, the current 'gentleman' refers to another meaning that is not very good...... But none of that matters, what I'm trying to say is, Rita, you...... Do you really want to go back? Go back to the big canvas and continue to paint those delicate and beautiful paintings, but lack the author's own perception and soul? ”

"I know how high the level of the real white is—I believe that anyone who has seen a real white painting will definitely be amazed, right? And even more so for creators. In addition to being amazing, I guess what followed was self-shame and 'I can't keep up no matter how hard I try, right?' 'Impressions. ”

"My ambition is not to paint, but I can understand it. For gifted people, the kind of success that is taken for granted, the praise that is taken for granted, and the focus of attention as a matter of course...... Except for the person concerned, it's not a good thing for anyone, right? ”

“…… Said. ”

Rita hung her head and seemed to say something out of her mouth. But Jiang Yu didn't pay attention to this, but continued to talk about it according to his previous train of thought.

"But Rita, you may not know how hard Mahaku has worked since she came here. In the beginning, she often tried to sleep until three or four o'clock in the morning for the sake of the newcomer's reward. And even if the hand-in sketch is sent back again and again, he will never be discouraged and continue to draw the next one. ”

"Although because of this, and her common sense of life is too bad, my side has been quite hard in every sense from the beginning......

"Jiang Yu is too good."

Although he said this, there was no half-angry expression on his face-although he didn't usually produce this kind of expression-even the anxiety dissipated a lot.

Jiang Yu glanced at Zhenbai, signaled the other party to be quiet with his eyes, paused, and continued to speak: "I think that if you want to see whether a person likes a thing, just look at what the other party does after failure." If you give up on yourself and feel sorry for yourself, it must not be that you like that thing, but you like the sense of accomplishment it brings; On the contrary, if you are defeated again and again, and blow the horn of the charge again and again......"

"I guess I like it, right?"

“…… Other...... Finish. ”

Hearing Jiang Yu's tirade, Rita's reaction was quite strange, as if she was frozen, trembling slightly, lowering her head, her lips snorting slightly, and saying babbling words.

Xiao Bury looked at his brother who was talking eloquently with bright eyes, and the big eyes flashed with the color of worship.

Confident but not arrogant, polite and generous, he also has amazing talents......

And she's so kind of him-

- She thought, it must be, "like", right?

Thinking of this, the girl's cute little face couldn't help but blush. But fortunately, at this moment, she is behind Jiang Yu, and she doesn't have to worry about others finding out about her abnormality.

Jiang Yu, who was trying to suppress his shame and said things that didn't seem like he could speak, of course he didn't have the leisure to pay attention to the expressions of the few girls present. He just continued to say to himself: "I don't know what kind of state Mahaku was like when he painted in England. All I know is that when she was drawing comics, she was having fun. Even if the manuscript is rejected again and again, I am very happy; Even if someone points at the nose and says, 'This won't work!' I was very happy; Even if you need to revise the draft until late at night every day, you are happy; Even if I don't know what to draw for the next serial, I'm happy......"

"For such a true white, I think, I must be looking forward to it, right? And Rita, you, are you willing to let such a true whiteness disappear? Are you willing to let your best friend lose this happiness? ”

"So I said, don't say any more!"

Regarding Jiang Yu's question, Rita roared out of control, and her eyes were also viciously glaring at the young man who issued this series of questions, no longer the elegant and innocent appearance she had before.

Subsequently, her emotions completely exploded.

"What do you think you know there? Obviously you don't understand anything, you don't understand anything, whether it's for me, or Zhenbai! In that case...... In that case, why do you say something self-righteous with a nasty look that knows so well?! ”

"What do you think...... What kind of mood do you think I had in order to bring Mashiro to Japan? What kind of mood did you have at this moment, so you came to pick her up?! ”

Deep black emotion swirled in Rita's eyes, and Jiang Yu subconsciously wanted to avoid it, but thinking of him and Xiao Bury before, his heart became firm again.

In life, there are some beautiful feelings and some special relationships, no matter what, they cannot be avoided or broken. If you really do that, in retrospect, you will regret that the person who longs for a restart in life is definitely yourself.

And at that time, I was absolutely alone, immersed in that dark sea of wheels, chewing my own bitter fruit.

"Yes, I really don't know what kind of life Mahaku lives in the UK, I don't know how many people expect her from her, and I certainly don't know about Rita...... But I understand, I understand the feeling of being hit by someone on my favorite thing and wanting to give up for a while! ”

Rita's eyes widened instantly when she heard this, she looked at Jiang Yu in disbelief, and opened her mouth to speak, but she couldn't say a word.

Looking at Rita's expression, Jiang Yu secretly said that he was lucky. Most of his previous remarks were speculation, and some of them were direct guesses. And looking at the other party's appearance now, it seems that there is no problem with speculation, and the guessing part is just right.

Rita Eindworth.

A long time ago, it seemed that in a casual conversation with Mashiro, he had heard a similar name - Adel Eindworth. Listening to Zhenbai, it seems to be a grandfather who is over seventy years old, and he is also her painting enlightenment teacher.

And since the two have the same name, and Mashiro and Rita are the same age, the opportunity for the two to meet is obvious.

Presumably, the studio where Mashiro learned to paint during his childhood must have been full of children who could be described as "geniuses", right? However, those so-called "talents" were crushed by the girl's ignorance with her own brush.

And, the saddest thing is that the girl didn't even have the slightest self-awareness. I want to talk about "Programmer in the Second Yuan" with more like-minded people, pay attention to "excellent reading literature" on WeChat, talk about life, and find confidants~