Chapter 149: A Sense of Emptiness
When I have money, I will definitely go to Innsbruck once. At this stage, I regard this goal as a kind of expectation for the future.
The cable car glides at a constant speed, and the other tourists in the carriage are full of praise, and everyone is deeply attracted by the iceberg and snow scene.
The snow-capped mountains are long and long, as if they are still overflowing with curling trills.
"Yun Qian, look at that mountain peak, it's full of snow, it's so beautiful! Take a picture! Su Mengyuan pulled my sleeve and was very excited.
Adjust the focus of the camera, and the beautiful scenery is captured by me again.
Before I came, the Jade Dragon Snow Mountain in my mind was majestic. This time, I witnessed its beautiful scenery, which was more majestic and spectacular than I had imagined.
When we got off the cable car, it was already past 5 p.m., and the scenic spot was almost closed. It's a pity that the skiing thing can only be put on hold for the time being, and I will come back tomorrow morning to fulfill this wish.
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After returning to the hotel where Su Mengyuan lived, I was covered in sweat, so I sneaked into Su Mengyuan's room to take a shower, and sneaked out again.
As soon as I returned to the car, Su Mengyuan asked, "Yun Qian, how are you going to eat at night?" ”
"Why don't you go to the hotel and order a boxed lunch for me?"
"If you want to get beauty, why don't you go and give me a portion!"
"I thought so! The premise is that I also want to live in a five-star hotel..."
Su Mengyuan snorted lightly: "By the way, anyway, we have time at night, why don't we go to the city to eat?" ”
"Whatever!"
Let's go, go around and around, we came to a special restaurant called "Prince of Western Yunnan" according to the recommendation on the Internet.
Walking into the prince of Yunxi, you will feel the full romance of Lijiang and the strong Naxi style, the decoration is mainly woodwork, there are several good ink paintings on the wall, and the environment is centered on the young master of Mufu Muzeng.
"Are these guests here for dinner?" I was amazed that these admiring tourists kept taking pictures of the restaurant with their mobile phones.
"I'll go, even you will fall?" I turned my head to look at Su Mengyuan, and she also took out her mobile phone to take pictures and share it with her friends.
It's crazy! And I just want to have a good meal, which consumes so much that my stomach is almost hungry.
Salmon milk fan salad, braised pork with Pu'er tea, stars and moon, Banna fragrant bamboo meat, yellow catfish...
The dishes were gradually served by the waiter, and I couldn't help but swallow.
What really amazes me is that the dishes cooked here perfectly integrate the ethnic style into the dishes, no matter the shape or texture, it is simply a combination of food and art.
"Okay, stop shooting, or I'll finish these dishes!"
"Eat! Eat you! ”
Su Mengyuan put away his mobile phone at this time, and proudly sandwiched a piece of braised pork with Pu'er tea, and praised: "Wow! This taste is also fantastic, fat but not greasy, and there is even a faint aroma of tea, this wave is not a loss at all..."
"If you don't lose money, eat more, you won't have it when you go back tomorrow!"
I smiled, Su Mengyuan is like a gourmet, and it will be a long word to describe different dishes after eating them. I'm really hungry, so I'll fill my stomach with a smile and fill my stomach first.
After dinner, we took a stroll around the center of Lijiang again. I lit a cigarette and sat in the park, with a few groups of seniors square dancing in front of me, which reminded me of the evenings when I was at a tour company.
I just opened the circle of friends, a lot of likes and comments, most of them are innocuous words, but Ji Luge's comments are the most real, he: "Brother Yunqian, you also came to Lijiang?" Have a few drinks in the evening? ”
I immediately dialed Ji Luge's phone, he and their team was in the bar, let me go over to play, I politely declined his invitation, and asked the people of their team to go skiing together at the Yulong Snow Mountain Ski Resort tomorrow morning.
"Who to call? So happy! At this time, Su Mengyuan also came back from the bathroom.
"Brother Jilu!"
I got up and said, "They are still in Lijiang, they just asked me to go to the bar to play, I didn't go, I asked them to go skiing together tomorrow morning!" ”
"Yo, the sun is coming out in the west, and you won't have a chance to drink and flirt with girls in this bar?" Su Mengyuan deliberately mocked me.
"Su Mengyuan, do you think I'm that kind of person?"
I glanced at Su Mengyuan and said with a wicked smile: "Hehe, nothing else, this girl in front of me is a thousand times ten thousand times more than the one outside, how can those vulgar fans compare to you!" ”
"Humph!"
Su Mengyuan said shyly in a coquettish voice: "Where did you learn this, flamboyant tongue, oily tongue..."
"I learned it from Baidu... Haha..."
After sending Su Mengyuan back to the hotel, I went to a nearby convenience store that had not yet closed to buy a pack of cigarettes, and then drove to a road with a view of the snow-capped mountains, parked by the side of the road, lowered the window, looked at the outline of the snow-capped mountains, and smoked a cigarette called sorrow.
Looking at the gray night sky, I felt very empty.
Every time there is such a beautiful girl as Su Mengyuan traveling together, why is my heart still so lonely?
Since Xia Qing and Han Yishen have been together, I have become more lonely spiritually, and I have not been so lonely in the past few years when I silently liked Xia Qing.
It's like, a thought, a belief. A priceless gem that I guarded, and although I didn't get it, I could always protect it. And now, the gems have been bought, and I can't find a reason to protect them.
Wang Sisi, the proprietress of the Seaview Inn, she has been waiting, she at least has a hope, she knows who to wait for, and she waits endlessly; And I'm shallow, in terms of feelings, I don't even know what my hopes are, who should I wait for?
I smoked half a pack of newly bought cigarettes, and suddenly I wanted to be a prodigal son in love, drunk today, and then on various occasions with women, I talked to them with different rhetoric, intoxicated in the gentle township, Wushan was covered with rain, and the wind and snow were staged.
Maybe it's because I've been single all these years, but I realize that I really need a woman now, a woman I love or a woman who loves me.
But they didn't welcome it
What I talked about in high school is not called love, a closed school, on campus, either eat together in the cafeteria, or take a walk together in the playground, when the director of the political and educational office comes to patrol the playground, I have to pretend that I don't know Qin Jing, in addition to studying or studying.
College is the best time to fall in love, have plenty of spare time, freedom, and school won't care about you. And I actually had a crush on Xia Qing for four years, and in the end, the bamboo basket was empty.
I didn't think there was anything before, but the more I think about it lately, the more I feel regretful, and I don't even have the qualifications to talk about a sweet love when I'm happy and sad, like others, when I recall a sweet love in college
The memory of this period in my life is a blank slate, like a blank sheet of paper, full of wrinkles.
The love is shallow, and the deep relationship is like water