It's nothing, I just want to talk to everyone. It may be that I drank too much chicken soup for the soul, or it may be that the recent plot of this book is seriously stuck. Maybe it's the new book I've prepared that distracted me, or maybe it's because I've been up late for a long time last night.

In short, it's like talking to everyone, I hope you don't nag me.

"Lord of Scarlet" should have entered the middle and late stages so far. This is my first book, I have no experience, and I have taken many detours. The beginning was not ideal, it was deviated when it was put on the shelf, and the plot of the blue dragon girl in the back was not ideal. Thinking too much but unable to write with limited pen power, pale words and powerlessness often bother me, every time I open the coding software, this sense of powerlessness deeply troubles me, headache. I really shouldn't have dropped out of school too early, but if I was given another chance, I would definitely study hard... It's a pity that you can't turn back time~

It's been going around and around, and the big lord has been writing for two years, and I've experienced a repetition in the middle, which has consumed everyone's passion and my enthusiasm. I really only had a little time to write about it with enthusiasm. After these hot energies, I slowly slacked off again. I used to write behind closed doors, writing by myself, with dreams in mind, because it was the dream of the Scarlet Crusaders and Lordaeron in my heart, and I couldn't bear to give up! So I went over and over again and never gave up. Even though many people persuaded me to open a new book, and even the editor said that I would forget about opening a new book, I didn't give up. I can't bear it, I can't bear to abandon my dreams, I'm 31 years old, and I'm middle-aged, and I don't want to throw away this only dream, so I insisted on it again.

I added an author group some time ago.,Everyone in the group is an author.,It's okay to spell words.。 Because I slowly discovered that it is difficult for the circle of online writers to persist on their own. You need encouragement and persecution. Where does the persecution come from, it is to compare the number of code words per day with others. I said in that group that we not only need to encourage ourselves, but also encourage others to work together, to give hope to others, and to let others' hopes encourage us to move forward. This kind of experience is very hard, very bitter, very helpless. Because there will come a time when enthusiasm runs out...

In the circle I am in, there are a few people who still have a very good income from manuscript fees, more than 350,000 yuan a month, and as little as 50,000 or 6,000, but I am ashamed to mention this matter to others. When others asked, I could only proudly say that I finished this book for the sake of my dreams, and it really didn't matter how much money I had. But what about the facts? It's just a swollen face and a fat man, in exchange for a few words of praise from other authors, but the deep loss and envy in my heart are speechless. Perhaps, this is what you should give up in pursuit of your dreams.

The family environment, to be honest, really affected too much. My family was quite supportive of my writing. I don't care about many big things, but the TV is banging next to me every day, so that I now have developed a liking for code words, and I have to listen to the sound of songs and TV. They don't know how much time and effort it takes to write a book. It is always obvious to them that writing is as simple as eating, drinking, and drinking tea, just turn on the computer. I can't say anything about this situation, but if I talk too much, my parents say that I kicked them out, and if I talk too much, I will say it, and there is still less support for you?

I usually code words, my wife is playing on the sofa with her mobile phone and watching TV, I am coding words, here and sometimes shouting for me to bring a tea, a while let me wash clothes, a while to get her mobile phone, a while this, a while that, and want me to accompany her out shopping, walking. It's really not easy to think about her, and if you want to say yes but you need codewords, it's very anxious. Every time at this time, if I get a little impatient, she loses her temper. You say, just a few steps away, you have to let me run an errand? If I don't run, I'll turn my face in an instant, when have I begged you? You were like a queen when I begged you! Reluctantly, I'm cheap when I co-author? Right?

I have very limited time to code, and when I come back from work at noon every day, it takes about two hours. Then there is the night work, but because it is too cold, it is difficult to sit down at night lately. Writing this kind of thing, the inspiration is interrupted intermittently for a while, and it is simply speechless! The most important thing is, I can't say it, the children are both off work, my wife helped me see it, usually she is very busy at work during the day, and she only comes back at night, and she has to take the child after a tired day. During the day, my parents watched their children, and my family was really supportive of me.

Speaking of which, I still can't help but complain about my wife, she is really a good employee of the boss, which boss has such an employee, I am really happy! That's really a unit as a home! Concentrate on your work! I'm busy all day, and I don't have time to wash my clothes! I have to wash my own clothes! I also wash your clothes, when did you care about me every day? As soon as the people from your school call you, you are gone, and you are busy every day! Busy! Neither husband nor children! Wear! Uppercase clothes!

Have you ever seen someone who takes things from home to work every day? It's not worth much, but that doesn't mean right, right? Your school has reached this point, what kind of school do you open? Let you buy things with money every day, are you a big leader? Or what kind of official? It's a shame that your school is still a private school! I go to work every day, and when I bring back my children at night, I am tired, busy at work, and I am playing idle at work every day? You didn't bring it on yourself? Who do you blame! You don't fight for your rights, I'll fight for you, you still obstruct me, don't let me go, you deserve it! In the end, you don't have a good life, and you don't let me live well! What a gift!

Contradiction, this is contradiction.

It's really hard to talk about the accumulation of depression, so sometimes I look for something inspirational to look at, cheer myself up, and encourage myself. I can't get this affirmation from my family, so I can only rely on myself. It's quite helpless, right?,This is the contradictory life of a little person like me.。

In the end, I thought I had drunk too much. I still say the same thing in this book, I will not be a eunuch, and I will try my best to stick to it. My personal competitive personality does not allow me to give up halfway, and it is inevitable that this book will be completed, and it will not be completed at will.

My complaints, just take a look at it, don't remember to tell my wife, so the book friends in the group, don't talk about my family affairs, she will see it, otherwise she will lose her temper at me, and don't mention the book friends who are behind. She is an only child, she has been pampered since she was a child, and she has not suffered much, maybe I owe her in my last life, and I can only be a cow and a horse to pay off the debt in my previous life. But it's okay, as a man, there is still a little responsibility, and the reason why I write these contradictions is because I can't make it clear to her, and I don't want to listen to it, I don't want to listen, and I can always lead the problem to me! If you don't admit your mistakes, you won't admit your mistakes, I admit my mistakes! Who told me that I was also sick? If you don't look at the child, you know that you code words every day when you are free, deduct your mobile phone, and you don't know how to go out shopping with her, so you know that you stay at home and don't know how to care about her. Low EQ and no brains, I admit it! I don't say anything anymore, I'm a man or something, but anyone who knows what empathy is, knows how to care about others, and knows how to take a long-term view, won't say anything! It doesn't make much sense anymore. I also understand my wife very well, but I can't do it, so I can only be cheeky and scolded.

I'm sorry, I'm talking to everyone about the garbage in my heart. It's going to be emotional, and it feels inappropriate to say this, but I feel like I have to let you know my situation, and I may be angry for a while, and the single chapter will be deleted, I'm sorry everyone, I'm a more emotional person.

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