Some people may find it strange that he will ask me why I am not as dead and alive as I am in idol dramas when I am out of love, buy drunk and negative words, and show all the pain points to the people around me.

On the contrary, I belong to the kind of people who don't show their sadness, one is afraid of bothering others; The second is that there is no time to cry.

Actually, it's not that I don't shed tears, I just don't think it's worth it.

I don't blame Xia Qing's choice, after all, Han Yishen has done no harm to her career development, and I can't help anything, just because I feel that the past four years are not worth it.

After four years of silent guarding, I imagined that she would become my wife and enter the marriage hall, thinking that she would wait for my career to gradually take off. Maybe there are really too many temptations in this circle, everyone has changed, Xia Qing is no longer the original college student Xia Qing, she needs to think about her career.

What's more, Han Yishen still loves her so much, and the two of them have more or less unknown pasts. The owner of a media company, a guitarist in a bar, this is a multiple-choice question, I think it's not difficult to choose!

That's why I won't cry, after all, it's not worth it, this is a world where the weak eat the strong, and if you want to survive in this world, you have to learn the rules of survival. I understand that only by myself will survive until the first day and get ahead, and I think that then I will meet the right woman for me.

"New Yunji! New clouds! New clouds! ”

At the end of a few songs, the enthusiastic female customers shouted loudly, feeling their enthusiasm, Lao Wan said loudly: "Do you want to continue, where are your screams!" ”

"Next, I want you to have a good news, that is, our band, these brothers behind me, we have signed up for variety shows, and the audition will start at the beginning of next month, if it goes well, we will officially record the show "Our Band", I hope you will support a lot, thank you very much!"

After Lao Wan finished, the scene was shouting again. Shen Yu played the keyboard melody and started the next song "Noah's Ark".

After the performance at the bar was on the right track, we started to be much more relaxed, including Changyang Li and Lao Wan, who were more open than before, and the typhoon was getting better and better.

We also have some bar fans, I am more impressed, they are a couple of sisters, they look like Internet celebrities, they come here almost every night to listen to songs, and I don't know if they are in love with Shen Yu or the rest of our band.

………

After several times in a row, life has not changed much, white rehearsals, evening performances. However, during this time, my relationship with Shen Qi'er has upgraded several levels, from usually too lazy to say hello when we meet at the bar, to now occasionally going out to smoke at the door and chat about gossip in my free time.

I was lying on the sofa, bored scrolling on my phone, since Xia Qing blocked me, I can no longer see her news in the circle of friends.

Qin Wen is really a diligent and studious girl, and I saw her checking in to the library of Nanjing University again. Since she stopped playing in the band, she has been obsessed with her studies and can't extricate herself, which is good, and doing what she loves is the happiest thing.

It's also funny to get up, every time I think of Qin Wen, I think of Kangqiao and her, and as a result, I also follow in Kangqiao's footsteps, and even... Worse off.

I would also make a mental assumption that if the whole band was wiped out on this show, would it be time for me to go home? Now that the summer is gone, and if the band can't grow, I don't know what else will support me to continue to make a living in this city.

If it weren't for Xia Qing leaving after forming a band, I think I would have packed my bags and boarded the green train home!

For the first time in a long time, I'm starting to really miss my hometown.

I miss its warmth like spring; I miss the poetry of it surrounded by mountains; There are also ingenious bars and cafes along the riverside......

Yes, your love for a city will not be slowly revealed until you go out; Or maybe I've really been away from Qianxian for too long!

"Yun Qian, are you there?"

"What's the matter!" When I saw that WeChat was actually Shen Qier, I was a little surprised.

"Can't I talk to you if it's okay, you're really straight!"

It's unimaginable that Shen Qier is still equipped with a playful emoji, and when she thinks of her image, she always feels out of place. Maybe it's because my thinking is too solid, no matter how socially mature I dress, she is a person a year or two older than me after all.

"Hehe, let's go! I don't think you're going to be someone who has nothing to do and talks to me. ”

"Our band has written a new song, and I want you to help make up the solo part of the electric guitar." She really has nothing to do but go to the Three Treasures Palace.

"Address!"

I'm resting today, and it just so happens that there's nothing to do, so I'll give it a try. I came to a piano shop according to the address Shen Qier sent me, the scale is not large, about 40 square meters, after a few chats, it turned out to be opened by a friend of Ah Ghost, usually their band will gather in this piano shop to rehearse or something......

One afternoon, I made up about ten versions, and several people disagreed, and in the end they voted to choose one or the other.

As a thank you, Shen Qier invited me to a meal alone, and it wasn't until I got on her locomotive and arrived at the destination that I knew it was Western food, and I personally didn't like Western food very much.

"Shen Qi'er, isn't this too cold, I made up an afternoon for you, just this bit of Western food, isn't there any creative labor fee......" I cut a piece of steak with my right hand and put it into my mouth, looking at Shen Qi'er on the other side and deliberately quipped.

"Eat or not, this is the best way I can afford it at the moment." She also ate a piece of meat, and what made me feel funny was her dress and hairstyle, a typical motorcycle girl, sitting in this western restaurant with a unique personality, I already felt the constant gaze of other people on us.

"Haha..."

I laughed awkwardly twice and then changed the subject: "I didn't expect you to ride a motorcycle." ”

Among the people I know, Shen Qi'er, a girl who rides a motorcycle, is really the first. I used to ride it when I was in high school, but it was just an ordinary motorcycle, and a Yamaha like her had a 100,000 yuan base.

"Heh, what's so difficult about this, I Shen Qi'er will have a lot of things!"

"Boyfriend taught you?" I speculated.

Shen Qi'er was silent at first, and then said lightly: "If you want to take care of it, the steak can't stop your mouth." ”

I couldn't help but smile and didn't ask any more questions, looking at Shen Qi'er's reaction, it probably confirmed my words.

Most of the boys have a motorcycle dream, especially the boys who play in bands, so I guess my guess is right. A girl doesn't like a motorcycle for no reason, mostly because of the influence of the people closest to her.

It's time to eat, it's time to drink. We walked out of Hang Lung Plaza, it was getting late, and I didn't bother to go around.

"Put on your helmet and I'll send you home."

Shen Qi'er handed me a helmet, and then brought the helmet herself.

"I'll just take a taxi back! It's a blessing that I haven't been checked by the traffic police just now, but the people on the locomotive are not so lucky every time......"

"Less nonsense, if it does, I'll let you see my drag racing skills." Shen Qi'er was flat.

"Come on! You're not afraid of death, don't take me! ”

I didn't even want to refuse decisively, I really didn't want to deal with the police, and secondly, I was afraid of any traffic accidents. It's okay for me to ride it myself, others ride so fast, and it's panicked to sit in the back.

"Coward!" Shen Qi'er glanced at me with disdain.

She had just stepped into the motorcycle on her slender legs and sat down when a white sports car drove up next to us, alternating its high and low beams, twinkling into our eyes.

The love is shallow, and the deep relationship is like water