Chapter 22: Adventurers and Knights (4)

Because the demonic beast was fed out, Lin Feng, who was riding a horse, was naturally very safe along the way, and the sky tree in his field of vision was getting bigger and bigger, judging from the fact that the moonlight was obscured by branches and leaves, if it wasn't on the battlefield, it would be a scenic spot.

Although the appearance of the Sky Tree remains largely the same, it will be incomplete after this battle in the near future, and it may even be consumed by greed like last time.

Looking at this towering sky tree, I am afraid that in normal times, Lin Feng would deeply feel how pleasing the natural environment is, but at this moment, Lin Feng's thoughts are all on one person.

Lisa...... Wait for me, again, next ...... I...... Just, come back ......! ”

The pain as if burning his lungs, the regret as if tearing his heart apart, Lin Feng ignored these clenched reins.

Curse greed, curse Warcraft, curse all, believe that there is something to pursue in front of the curse, in order to live.

"Ahh

Taking a breath, Lin Feng, who had been riding a horse with his head buried all along, raised his head, and the appearance of the surrounding environment began to change from the scenery of soldiers and knights coming and going.

In front of him were private soldiers in cloth armor, the soldiers of the nobility, and at the front of them were the nobles and the great magician, Lozfar.

"β€”huh, hmm."

Coming down from the horse, the strong wind blowing from the side hit me, and as usual, the clouds were still moving frighteningly fast.

Lin Feng walked to the campfire and sat down, grabbing the dirt on the ground with his left hand, and looking up at the starry sky.

The nature of this world has not been damaged by environmentally harmful substances such as modern industry, and everything reveals a primitive, natural beauty.

On the battlefield, you can't cry for everyone who dies, sooner or later you have to learn how to freeze your emotions.

Although Lin Feng knew it very well, his tears still dripped to the ground uncontrollably, and seeing Lin Feng, who was tired from crying, regained his composure, Wu Jiu, who was silently watching from the side, came to his side.

A short time after the battle meeting ended, Lin Feng and Emilisa met, and before leaving, Emilisa even showed a calm smile to avoid him worrying, but at this moment, Lin Feng saw that it only increased his sense of crisis.

Lin Feng grabbed the left hand on the ground and squeezed his chest tightly.

It was before parting, Emilisa took the initiative to hug.

"Don't worry, I'll be back."

A whisper in my ear was full of hope, but the expectation was out of sight.

The Eluson incident was followed by the Warcraft incident, what was the reason for such cruel treatment?

In Lin Feng's past cognition, the protagonists who traveled through the other world were all suave and suave, and they were also the closest to gods.

Why, then, is I crying like a lamb to the slaughter? Why do they destroy each other's dreams and hopes, and why do they keep repeating such stupid behaviors?

Bastardβ€”β€”!

He cursed in his heart. What the hell are you thinking? The one who really needs someone to lend a hand is yourself, right?

Suddenly, a strong wind blew through the Sky Tree, filling Lin Feng's long sleeves.

As if seeing Emilisa, Lin Feng stretched out his hand to hug him, but the faint light and shadow turned into light particles along with the wind.

Lin Feng knew that it was an obsession in his heart, but he didn't want to believe it, he desperately grabbed his collar, his body was still trembling.

I'm sorry, Lisa, I'm sorry...... It's all my fault...... I'm really sorry......

Lin Feng gritted his teeth and looked up at the sky, and the tears that should have been dried welled up again.

The flames of the battle in the distance seemed to press on his chest, and at this moment, Wu Jiu sat down.

β€œ...... You okay. ”

After seeing who the other party was, Lin Feng hesitated a little, and finally spoke.

"I'm ashamed of calling myself a [Guardian Knight], and I have made a promise in my heart that I must protect the two of you, but ...... Damn it! ”

"Although I don't know exactly what happened, death is always inevitable, that kind of thing, you should understand it from the beginning of your understanding, you have to continue, Lin Feng, because there are many people looking forward to you."

"But what can I do when I can't even protect my closest people? Tell me, what the hell can I do when my head is full of garbage? ”

"It's not like that, Lin Feng, it's because of this that we have to fight, strive to become stronger, and strive to protect the people we want to protect, after we win this crusade, maybe more people will be guarded by us? Let the right light shine on your spirit, and don't give up on yourself. ”

In response to Wu Jiu's gentle words, Lin Feng reached out and pressed his temples and shook his head:

"What other face do I have to talk about protecting others, it's me, it's me who sent her to hell, if I stopped ...... at that time"

"I don't know, but you have to be responsible for what you do."

β€œ...... The word responsible is really rotten. ”

"β€”it's hard, isn't it?"

Wu Jiu leaned his face closer to Lin Feng, who was crying.

β€œ......!”

Like loving-kindness, like consolation, like mercy.

Just a few words, just such a sentence, the embankment in Lin Feng's heart collapsed like this.

The mottled line of defense was destroyed, and the collapsed, accumulated things rushed out in one go.

Originally, it was planned to be sealed forever, but the accumulated passion could not eliminate the slightest bit.

"Really...... It was very hard, I was so miserable, so scared, so sad, so sad that my heart hurt so much that I thought I was going to die...... I really wanted to die, but I couldn't, I couldn't do it anyway. ”

"Hmm."

"I'm working hard, really, really hard, working hard, trying everything to do my best, it's true, I've never worked so hard since I was born! But, but, why, even though I have paid so much, I must take away all the meaning of my existence to be satisfied? Why, here's why! ”

"yes, I know."

"I hate this world very much, I hate this world so much, whether it's over there or here, I hate it so much, but I like you very much, and I really value you...... That's why I'm desperately trying to get you back from this world, I'm so scared, so scared, so scared, that once again let the person I love the most die...... I hate thinking about myself, I hate it......"

Inability to control feelings.

It's like a child crying a meaning, and the emotions that once erupted poured out into the ocean, and tears soaked the face of the coward wearing a smiling mask.

The perfect plan that was drawn up from the beginning, the stupid guy who thought he was playing happyend -

Tears were rampant, and there was an unknown liquid flowing back in his mouth, transforming Lin Feng's choked cry into an even more unpleasant sound.

The nose can't breathe air, it's embarrassing, it's miserable, and a big boy hugs and cries in front of the girl he likes.

Immediately after, a soft touch came from Lin Feng's shoulder.

The girl's unique aroma stimulated her nasal cavity, and the hot breath exhaled from her mouth caressed Lin Feng's ears.

"If you're tired, just get some rest."

The shame is so bad that people want to die, and they are surrounded by warmth so much that they think they are dead.

Wu Jiu, who listened to Lin Feng's crying, gently agreed.

Lin Feng's scattered words could not form meaning, and they could not be conveyed at all.

Despite this, Wu Jiu's voice still gently unraveled Lin Feng's heart.

I don't know why, maybe I just don't want to explore.

But it was already a fact that Lin Feng seemed to be redeemed by that warmth now.

Tears poured down, and Lin Feng kept hugging his head and crying.

Crying, crying, crying, and before you know it, the sad cry disappears into the distance.

Even the cacophony of the wounded and the busy soldiers who came and went disappeared.

- All that was left was the sweet voice that kept humming a little song.