The sound of insects outside the yard was heard all the time, and I could still hear it faintly when I closed the window.

I looked back, the Ragdoll cat was sleeping peacefully in its nest, didn't climb into my bed tonight, I had insomnia, and Xia Qing never replied to my message.

Out of curiosity, I clicked on Xia Qing's circle of friends, and the news she posted not long ago was gone, and I had mixed feelings in my heart.

It was I who disappointed her, and when I was in the café, my attitude was so clear, no different from agreeing, but when I got home, I gave Xia Qing a backsliding reply.

So there is, not only ignoring me, but also deleting the results of the dynamics.

But how could Xia Qing understand my difficulties?

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At 8 o'clock the next morning, I arrived at the travel company, there was no one in the company, only Ji Ya and the front desk were inside, I said hello to them and sat alone on the sofa, the new employees were treated better, and after a while, the front desk also handed me a cup of hot water.

It wasn't until about 8:20 that Shen Jiajun hurried over, because the newcomers had to be trained for two days, and in the morning, Ji Ya explained to us the company's establishment, background, vision and corporate culture, and then put several promotional videos of the head office, as well as videos of middle-aged and elderly people participating in a two-day tour of W City.

I looked at those pairs of gray-haired elderly people, like children when they went to travel, posing for poss, saying to each other I love you, grandpa's naughty grandmother, such a picture is really warm, and I am deeply touched in my heart.

Or, this is what people often say about holding the hand of the son, growing old together!

When you meet the right person when you are young, you can get along with each other day and night for a lifetime, and after you are sixty or seventy years old, or even in your eighties, you can still go to the outside world healthily and see the great rivers and mountains of the motherland.

In an instant, I understood the true meaning of the phrase "the carriage and horse used to be very slow, and I only loved one person in my life", which is the love of the older generation. Unlike today's young people, most people are looking for a girlfriend for a girlfriend, and after the novelty and love period has passed, they are looking for the next woman, over and over again, and I don't know when it will mature.

Many times I really envy the kind of love of the older generation, and when I meet someone who truly loves each other, it is a lifetime, and I will never give up.

Shen Jiajun is two years older than me, but I always feel that he is different from everyone, he carries a lighter but never a cigarette, and he talks less with his colleagues, maybe he is still a stranger when he first arrives!

At noon, I said that I would go to eat a bowl of noodles nearby, but he began to refuse and said that he was not hungry, and then went to a nearby park alone to relax, probably because he had too many things on his mind.

In the end, I called him again when I passed through the park, and he was willing to accompany me to the neighborhood to eat a bowl of mixed noodles together.

In the afternoon, it was the company's membership day, and our new employees did not have training for the time being, but arranged the venue of the conference room together with the old employees, until two hours later, Manager Li called me and Shen Jiajun to the office, and trained the specific salary system, promotion system, sales skills, specific classification and difference of membership cards, etc.

Overall, it was relatively easy to just join the company, I always felt that I hadn't done anything, I clocked out at 5 o'clock in the afternoon, and I left with Shen Jiajun after a simple goodbye to my colleagues.

On the second day of entry, this time I took the time very accurately, and when I entered the elevator, I could see the middle-aged and elderly people who came one after another, because today is the member day of the W city branch, so many old employees wore overalls and warmly received them downstairs and upstairs.

"Yun Qian, I won't train this morning, you will first help receive customers with the old staff, serve tea and water..."

Team leader Zhang Zhiqiang hurriedly ran over and handed me the cup and kettle.

I motioned, took the kettle and cup, and poured water for the customers in the conference room.

Yang Xin, the sales manager, held the microphone, constantly greeted the customers, and served as the host of the event.

It was only after all the members arrived that our members' day activities finally kicked off, and not only the salespeople were versatile, but also many young customers were constantly performing talent shows.

I stood in the corner like an audience and sighed, it is not easy to be a salesperson now, while the quality of service is guaranteed, I also have to have all kinds of talents.

Otherwise, how could there be reports on the Internet, the takeaway brother, teaching others to play the piano, programming, playing games, playing guitar, etc., it turned out that I was not alone, and there were many ordinary people who put down their dreams in order to survive in the city with lights and make a living.

The customers in the conference room were not fuel-efficient lamps, and an old aunt in her eighties sang songs belonging to their time, with a loud and loud voice; Some even dance, the movement and beat are not lost to today's young people.

After the event, Ji Ya walked up to me and handed me a flyer: "Yun Qian, at three o'clock in the afternoon, you and your team leader Zhang Zhiqiang will go to Sunshine Square to distribute flyers and learn from experience... Eh, by the way, what's wrong with Shen Jiajun? Until now, I have not come to the company. ”

"Okay, no problem!" I took the flyer promoting the company's two-day tour, paused and said, "Miss Ji Ya, I just asked Shen Jiajun, and he said he was not coming..."

"Well, it's good not to come, I don't want him yet!"

After Ji Ya said this, she stepped on her high heels and walked away with a click.

I didn't care about Shen Jiajun's departure, I had already expected it, and then I came to the personnel department, found Ji Ya and said to her: "Ji Ya, I have a friend who said that he would come to our company for an interview in the afternoon, his name is Huang Bin, he used to work as a real estate salesman in a store with me, I pushed your WeChat to him, you contact him..."

Ji Ya said "Okay, no problem", and then I left, and followed Zhang Zhiqiang and them to Sunshine Plaza to distribute flyers, where there are more customer groups and high efficiency.

When I was at the bus stop, I gave a cigarette to the team leader Zhang Zhiqiang and other colleagues, and I heard them talking about the Midi Music Festival.

Xia Qing is holding a microphone, wearing a black leather coat, very cool, that familiar cool is completely different from the temperament of Xia Qing I saw yesterday, yes, she has changed back, she is still the lead singer C, but the portrait of the person behind is someone else.

What shocked me was that Han Yishen was actually an electric guitar position, originally I thought he was just the president of a media company, but I didn't expect him to be versatile, he took off his suit on the poster, and he was dressed up very eye-catching, holding an Epiphone electric guitar in his hand, and Xia Qing was close together.

I think, Xia Qing is really disappointed in me, otherwise the art photo with an electric guitar belongs to me, maybe just like Han Yishen said, maybe... I'm really not suitable for Xia Qing.

How can I help the shallow love and deep fate, after all, it will be like a year!