The elevator didn't come for a long time, I simply ran the stairs, and finally saw Qin Jing not far from the entrance of the residential building, that is, the place where I parked, I hurriedly ran over and grabbed her.

"Qin Qin, where are you going this Chinese New Year's Eve!"

Qin Jing struggled desperately: "Don't worry about you, Yun Qian, you let me go, I don't want to see you!" ”

No matter how she tried to break free, I clung to it: "Qin Jing, I hope you can calm down, I am not a human being, I know that I have caused you harm, I hope you can give me a chance, give me a chance to apologize, okay?" I'm here, you want to beat or scold casually, as long as you can calm down, okay? ”

"Smack!"

Qin Jing really slapped me hard, I touched the left side of my face, it hurt hotly, she really hated me. I looked at her and said sincerely, "Come again!" As long as you can forgive me and accept my apology, it's worth it for me to be beaten to death tonight! ”

Qin Jing didn't beat me again, she looked at me, tears flowed out, I really feel sorry for her at this moment, I can always think about growing up together and spending time with her.

I held her hand and said very sincerely: "Qin Jing, I owe you an apology, I owe it for four years, I'm sorry!" I don't know if you can really forgive me, I know I was... If I give you an explanation, it won't cause the current situation, you know! I can always think of the happy times we had growing up together, from high school to high school, our relationship was so good, I really don't want to ruin it in my generation. I'm sorry to you one more time..."

Qin Jing shed tears and said coldly: "Yun Qian, have you really loved me?" ”

I looked into Qin Jing's eyes and nodded, "Yes..."

I really loved Qin Jing in high school, but... I don't know why, that love is very short-lived, inexplicably because of the baby's pro-baby, and it gradually faded after the inexplicable college entrance examination.

"Oh, I don't think you've ever been, right? I was so stupid that I almost believed your! ”

Qin Jing laughed at himself: "If you love me, why did you fill in Wuhan University together, why didn't you discuss it with me and fill in the colleges and universities in Jiangsu alone?" If you join me in advance, I will change my mind for you and accompany you to Jiangsu... Is this what you call loving me? How cheap is it, exactly? ”

"But Wuhan University... It's your dream for three years! ”

If the opposition of the parents was a foreshadowing, is the remote place really the fuse?

Maybe it's nothing, at that time, the college entrance examination was filled in, and my family kept getting in the way, asking me to fill in the medical university, medical school, and traditional Chinese medicine college, in short, as long as it was related to medical treatment.

I was upset at the time, and I objected to my art exam, and I couldn't even make my own decisions by filling in a volunteer, so I had to hold a discussion meeting at home, so I simply secretly filled in the colleges and universities in Jiangsu, just wanting to stay away from home.

This is what I hid from Qin Jing, and I was angry at the time... I don't want Qin Jing because I gave up my dream.

"You're an emotional liar anyway..."

Qin Jing sneered: "I lied to me, and I also deceived Xia Qing, don't be surprised how I know Xia Qing, Lin Yuan showed me a group photo of Xia Qing in your circle of friends, yes, she is very beautiful, I have nothing to say if I lose to her." But what you're doing is really scummy, it's not Xia Qing who brought home the girl for the New Year this time! Yun Qian, you weren't such a person before, how many more people do you have to hurt before you are willing? ”

"Qin Jing, I'm sorry for you and I admit it, but don't charge you with those crimes. I have never lied to Xia Qing, as for this girl today, we are just friends, things between us, don't involve others. ”

I didn't expect Qin Jing to associate these things together, and I didn't want to explain to her that Xia Qing chose someone else, I was already distressed enough, and I really didn't want to mention these troubles.

Qin Jing was silent for a while, and said to me: "Don't explain, I don't want to hear your affairs, from now on, I, Qin Jing, will no longer be sad because of your shallowness, so be it!" Let go... There are some things that happen that you can't go back, and all the friendship between us ended four years ago.... That's it, let's get together and disperse! ”

I froze in place, looking at Qin Jing's departing back, wanting to call her... But I don't know how to speak, if she turns back, what should I do!

The agreement to grow up together is so clear, I believe that I have ticked it......

I grew up with her, and my parents were engaged to have a baby. When we played together, we studied in one class, and in one high school for early illness. Childhood sweetheart, we have been in love, it is Pets's first love.

And I can't tell anymore, are you a friendship? Or are we all mistaken for love.

I lit a cigarette and took a puff before my emotions calmed down. I'm lost, it's not because I can't be together, after I lose love, I still count on Qin Jing to forgive, because I don't want to lose this friendship.

I thought that without love, Qin Jing and I would still have friendship left, but in fact, I couldn't even keep the friendship, nearly twenty years of friendship!

"Yun Qian!"

Hearing someone call me behind me, it was Su Mengyuan, I forced a smile and asked, "Why did you come down?" It's cold outside, so why don't you chatter on it. ”

"Come and see you! See if he was killed, what about Qin Jing? ”

Su Mengyuan walked up to me with a smile and said in surprise: "Wow, Yun Qian, have you been hit by the eighteen palms of the dragon descending?" Qin Jing was determined to secretly hide the secret book of martial arts. ”

"Alas, I'm so worried, don't make fun of me! Qin Jing's hand strength is really big..."

"You deserve it! It's me and I will beat you, and I have to slap you ninety-nine or eighty-one times to relieve my anger. ”

"You know everything?" I asked.

"Well, I asked Lin Yuan, and he told you and Qin Jing some gossip." Su Mengyuan said, I knew it was Lin Yuan, but there was nothing to hide, so I said to Su Mengyuan: "Then do you want to hear more?" I'll tell you all. ”

"yes, okay! There is no Spring Festival Gala to watch, and it is not bad to listen to gossip. Su Mengyuan said with a grin.

"Alright, let's get in the car! It's cold here...."

I also have a stomach in my heart that I want to talk to someone, and Su Mengyuan came just in time. So I told her all the stories about me and Qin Jing, of course, the night before the college entrance examination, I skipped it.

"Yun Qian, in fact, I think the most wrong thing about you is not that you are empathetic and fall in love with Xia Qing, after all, at that time, you and Qin Jing were no longer boyfriend and girlfriend, but you didn't give Qin Jing an explanation, and you made it clear at the time, you didn't care about a person who cares about you, causing her to block you, you have to get by, and you never wanted to contact her to explain."

Su Mengyuan's words were amazing, I think what Qin Jing really can't forgive is the way I do things.

"Why not, but unfortunately I understood it too late, and in the end I couldn't even keep the friendship. Maybe I grew up with her at that time, and the relationship between the two parents was good, and I was immature, so I let it go, and I didn't think it was a big deal. After liking the summer love, I thought that time would only dilute love, and after returning to my hometown, she and I could regain the beauty of the time... It's not that I didn't report it, the time has not come, and now Xia Qing has left me in the same way, but she chose to explain the reason, I don't blame her at all, she did much better than me..."

I suddenly remembered the time when Xia Qing ignored me, and I felt a sense of panic at that time, and I couldn't help laughing at myself: "I can't imagine what kind of person I will become if Xia Qing chooses to treat it coldly, I can't find the answer, and the inner torture will not be less than Qin Jing!" Su Mengyuan, it's ridiculous to get up, I really understand Qin Jing now. What is it called? One report and one report, Xia Qing always chose someone else. ”

The love is shallow, and the deep relationship is like water