I had a bit of a headache when I saw the story of this note, and then I gave Jessica a brief description of the content of this note, I wanted to see what kind of reaction Jessica would have, but when Jessica saw the contents of this diary, her face changed a lot, because it seemed like she had seen something quite terrible.

"Jessica, why did you have such an expression after reading this diary?"

"I seem to have a bit of an impression of this story, and I've seen similar stories elsewhere, and if I'm not mistaken, the hero of this note will see something on this island that he will remember for the rest of his life."

"Oh my God, it feels like I'll never forget these words out of your mouth and it's become quite a terrible thing, is there really something very terrible behind this diary?"

"yes, if you don't believe it, just read on, but there are some things you may not know."

"Hey, that's true, but now that I've watched so much, then the next content naturally needs to continue to read on, in fact, I think some things as long as you face it, to face it is not as terrible as imagined!"

"Do you really think so? But you'd better keep reading, there are some things I can't tell you too well. ”

After listening to Jessica's words, I became interested in the second half of this story, and after reading the first half of this story, I had very big doubts about the mental state of the protagonist, and I always felt that this was no longer a diary, it was completely suspenseful.

Because is there really anyone who can write down all these strange things with a pen?

But if there really is such a person, then this person will probably really become as crazy as the person recorded in this diary, what should I say, this feeling is like this madness is spreading in the air, no one can break free from this madness, if one day Jessica and I also encounter such a terrible situation, at least for me I don't have the courage to record it, Because that means I have to face a bad experience about this situation all over again, and that's obviously a terrible thing!

I'll continue to describe what happened in the first person in my diary:

Time flies very fast, even though I don't have a watch, I don't have anything else to keep track of, and I can't even tell the difference between night and day, but I know that time flies, and I've always trusted my instincts, and I'm always trusting my instincts.

In fact, trusting your intuition is really a very important thing, because if you can't even trust your intuition, you can't really be yourself.

Whether your intuition is right or wrong, you have to trust your instincts, and this is the advice I have left for you, and if one day you find out that this advice I have given you is happening, then you should be careful.

I'm walking into a world that I don't even know about, and everything around me seems to be real, but don't think so, I know that everything around me is actually starting to change dramatically, and sometimes there is no way to see it with my eyes, and there is no way to describe it in words.

It's really horrible, all of this.

After I lost my sense of time for everything around me, I felt that I should have acquired some other abilities, but the reality did not go in the direction I had hoped, because the world was no longer the world I had seen before, everything I saw was so unreal, and everything was pointing to something that was not quite right.

I began to walk along the road towards the interior of the island, which was actually bigger than I had imagined, how should I describe it, at first when I and the crew of the boat were washed ashore, there were rolling dark clouds in the sky, because of these clouds we didn't know what the place we were staying in and what kind of state it was, but now I know where we were, because it was a rather terrible thing.

In the dark, I've been in the dark for so long, I don't know how to describe the darkness around me, because the darkness itself is not the thing that scares me the most.

The thing that really scares me is the horrible stuff that all the islands have, and with every step I take I find that my body is starting to become less obedient than it used to be, and all the efforts I have made seem to be no longer able to make me feel real, and that's what I'm experiencing now, it's a feeling of total nothingness, and I'm really starting to feel like everything around me is no longer what I've seen before.

You have to believe my judgment, because I don't joke about it, and if you can believe me, then you will know that everything I say is absolutely true, but this truth is hard to be confirmed by what you see before your eyes.

I'm wondering, if I continue to walk towards the depths of darkness, what kind of things will await me in the depths of darkness?

I gradually felt that everything around me was so unreal, and I myself was so weak, do you know how a person reacts when they become unusually weak?

I didn't know before, but now I do know these things, and when I really get really weak, everything around me starts to get very unsettling.

The roads to the center of the island weren't that hard to find, but when I found them, I couldn't believe that they would really get me out of trouble.

Actually, I may not know exactly what the predicament I'm facing right now, but who knows?

I seem to be a little short of water, I seem to be a little short of food, I seem to be short of salt, and some vitamins, and there are many, many things that I am missing, and you may think that I have access to a lot of supplies on such a small island, but obviously, if you really think so, I can only say that you are a complete idiot, just like I am now.

I found an ancient road, and the reason why I say that this road is very old is because I found some ancient traces on this road, and these are some fossils, fossils of some very old creatures, maybe they can't be considered fossils, but anyway, fossils are fossils, and there are some things in the fossils that I can't understand.

Soon this kind of existence that I can't understand will appear in the middle of it again, if I could have discovered these problems earlier, then maybe everything will not evolve into the later situation, but where will I have the idea at this time, where will I realize this problem?

Everything in the darkness is so familiar, everything in the darkness is so clear, everything in the darkness is so unfamiliar, but even so, even if I really feel that it is all quite strange, so what, I feel that I have long lost the ability to judge what is happening in front of me, and I believe that God has decided to abandon me at some point.

But it was expected that God would have forsaken me, and it was impossible for God not to forsake me, and now that it has become apparent, what can we say when God's light has dimmed in this world, when God's people have suffered all this endless torment in this world, and when they feel these sins?

It is true that God has long since abandoned his people, but why should we believe in a damned God?

Yes, I should have given up my trust in this false God a long time ago, he is indeed not a being worthy of my trust, there is not only God in this world, but why should I believe everything about God, am I really that stupid?

No, I'm definitely not that stupid, I can no longer think of God as someone I should trust, if one day, God comes back to us, then I may trust Him again, but at least for now, I can be sure that God has abandoned us, abandoned me, abandoned this land, abandoned this corner of the world.

I followed this ancient path towards the depths of the island, of course I did not know what would await me in the depths of this small island, where could I have imagined what would await me, my imagination was limited, and whether it was my hallucination or not, I still did not know.

In fact, what scared me more than what I was facing now was that when I woke up from this dream, I would find myself still on the boat, on that damn ship, which was even more maddening to be honest, how could I tolerate that I was still in that boat, to put it bluntly, it was really not a situation that ordinary people could imagine.

I continued along this path, in fact, I could not be sure that this road would reach the center of the island, it was all due to some mysterious intuition, now I am no longer the same person I used to be on the ship, after I have learned some secrets, as for how I have learned these secrets, I cannot tell you, because you really have no way to understand these secrets.

In the depths of these secrets, in the depths of endless darkness, there are voices that keep calling to me, I know that these voices are coming from somewhere on this island, they are whispering, whispering quietly in my ear, I want to see where these whispers come from, but I can't do it, in that deep, deep depth, behind everything, at the edge of the infinite universe, I know that there are powerful forces telling me something that is happening.

I continued along this path, and I knew that eventually I would see at the end of the road something that I wanted to see, and something that was hard to accept, and it all came from my intuition, but I knew that my intuition must be very strong, and no matter what, these instincts were pulling me on.

It's a long way, it's a hard road, but I still have to go on like this, if I don't go on like this, then I'm going to have a terrible future, I don't want to make my future impossible, I hope that one day my future will be different from my previous life.

Even if that means I have to accept some facts that I would not have been able to accept before, that there are certain facts in our world that can have a profound impact on our human lives, and if these facts are true, surely those things can be true, and I believe that.

I don't care if anyone will actually believe everything I say, I don't care if anyone will care about everything I care about, all of this means many, many things, a lot of things, more than you can imagine.

In the abyss, I knew that there must be a place, and I knew that I would see something there that I would or would not want to see, and why do I say that, because at the end of the dark abyss, I knew that there must be something staring at me, in the depths of the darkness, in the depths of the unspeakable world, there was a place, a place that did not belong to this world.

It is a road to the abyss, and it is also a road to new life, and at this time I am walking on such a road, whether I can really reach the end of this road or not, there is one thing I must believe, that is, in the process of this road, everything I have to endure is quite incredible, I have come such a long way, and everything that follows must continue to walk.

I will not give up on my own, nor will I allow myself to give up on myself, and at the end of this path I hope to be able to see some light, something different from my previous life, which is flickering at this moment, quietly watching me in the depths of the darkness, as if expecting me to go towards him.

In the depths of the darkness, there were bright eyes looking at me, and I was looking at them, and I knew they were so mysterious and terrifying, but I couldn't stop, and there was a good chance that what I said wouldn't respond to me.

But I could hear their voices, their whispers, constantly in my ears, in my head, and they wanted me to hear them, and their calls kept ringing.

The sounds went from very small at the beginning, and then gradually they got louder, and finally they got louder and louder, and I can't say how loud they could be, but the only thing I could do was to put these sounds into a state that I could understand, and if I couldn't understand them, it didn't really matter, because in all of this really nothing anymore.

I knew that everything was not so important, the voices in the darkness were no longer so clear, the voices in the darkness became clearer again, I walked towards the voices in the darkness, I walked past the places where these voices were, and I gradually found that my body was not the same as my previous self.

Maybe you don't understand what it's like when your body gradually loses its senses, sometimes I can still feel my body, sometimes I feel that my body no longer belongs to me, this is just too terrible thing, of course I know that I have to work hard to overcome this kind of thing, if I can't overcome all this, I will be defeated by everything in front of me, if I admit defeat, then I am finished, it is the kind of complete finish.

The road had become so long that I was the only one walking on it, and on both sides of the road were fossils that seemed to be beckoning to me, as if they were talking to me, and these fossils seemed to want to lead me to a place I had never been before.

The voice in the darkness made me follow this path, and the power in the darkness transformed my body into a different form, and I didn't want to write about my physical changes, because it was too much to accept.

While nothing of what I've been through is anything that is acceptable, there is no doubt that what is happening in my body right now is undoubtedly more unacceptable, and even though I've tried so hard to do it, I still find myself unable to figure out what it all means.

I'll have to figure out what kind of logic goes into it all, and I'm sure I'll figure it out.