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And helplessness.

Maybe it's not the first time strictly speaking, the same feeling, it seems that he experienced and felt it not so long ago.

Last time, it was also the time when An Xin didn't come to school and was sick and hospitalized, he sent messages and called several times, but the former didn't reply at all.

But that time was different from this time.

At least that time, he called An's father and An's mother and got a specific message reply, unlike this time, his call to An's father was directly hung up by the other party several times.

Once, twice, three times......

When such a situation appeared again and again, no matter how hard Lin Feng tried in his heart to comfort himself that it would be fine, his mood had slowly sunk to the cold bottom little by little.

He's not stupid.

He's just a little rough in his usual personality.

But this time, he had a very real sense that something was definitely happening.

A lot of things are connected all at once.

Before the illness of the bun was hospitalized.

On his birthday, the one on the roof of the rooftop caught him off guard.

And many times in the past, the buns had some subtle emotions that were different from the usual......

He wouldn't have thought much about it before.

But now, it seems that all the details of the events have been pieced together bit by bit like pieces of a puzzle, and the complete truth is about to be presented in front of you.

It's just that this "puzzle" always seems to be missing such a piece, no matter how hard he tries to analyze and speculate, he can't see the whole picture of the truth, as if it is still faintly hidden behind a faint fog, which makes people feel so anxious that they almost go crazy.

Four o'clock.

Lin Feng in front of the desk put down his pen.

He didn't have the heart to continue revising.

Taking a deep breath, he took out his mobile phone and opened the WeChat software, pursed his lips vigorously, and started to send messages to An Xin again.

Fingers are rapidly tapping on the phone's full-screen keyboard, and lines of text are constantly typing on the screen.

"Baozi, what the hell is going on?"

"I didn't answer the phone calls to you, I didn't reply to the messages, and I also called my uncle and hung up."

"I'm really worried."

"Are you sick and hospitalized again, is it serious?"

"Now I don't know anything about the situation, I can only guess wildly, which is a bad feeling."

"If something really happened, can you tell me."

"Don't ignore me, tell me what's wrong, if you see the message, call me back, or if you really don't want to answer the phone, at least ...... Reply to me a WeChat, please. ”

A long text message is finished.

There was undisguised concern between the lines, and there was even a whispered plea and plea in his tone that he had almost never seen from someone.

And then.

Confirm, send.

……

In the taxi of a family of three, An Xin's mobile phone, which was sitting quietly in the back seat, rang again.

Mother An beside her looked over, and Father An, who was sitting in the front passenger seat, also looked at An Xin quietly through the rearview mirror.

The girl pursed her lips.

Without looking at her phone, she could guess who sent the message.

She could easily guess what the mood of someone who was still reviewing in the school classroom at the moment.

How sad.

Because, that sad mood......

Now she also has five times or ten times the experience.

"Don't you look at the information?"

An's mother, who was sitting next to her, asked softly.

An Xin bit her lip and shook her head.

The girl's eyes looked out the window, and the traffic and the evening scenery of the city were speeding backwards, pulling out a somewhat misty marquee-like light and shadow.

It's like the thoughts that keep going back in her head.

She still remembers the scene when she just transferred to Shanghai more than half a year ago.

That day, she walked into the classroom of the seventh class of the third year of high school, and at a glance, she could see a certain stupid person looking at her expression in disbelief and shock.

A comforting hug on the rooftop that day.

That day, when I was staying at someone's house with Sister Xue, I kicked someone out of his bedroom to sleep on the sofa, and late at night someone sneaked into the room to get a pillow and was caught by myself.

Chinese New Year's Eve that day.

Fireworks in full bloom.

That day of birthday, the same hug on a different rooftop.

It is as if the glorious night view of the whole city is used as a foil.

Merely......

Everything is a thing of the past.

From the first day she transferred to the magic capital more than half a year ago, she already knew that there would be such an ending in the end.

Even in fact, more than half a year ago, she should have listened to the dissuasion of doctors and parents and chose to leave, but it was only because she was reluctant that she begged her parents to finally win the last half a year.

In the end, you can be willful for half a year.

By now, it's over.

She knew she couldn't keep going, and when it was time to leave, she should leave.

It's just that......

The girl sitting next to the rear window lowered her head slightly and inhaled softly:

It's just that when this day comes, even if you have been mentally prepared in advance, you will still be unprepared.

The beautiful eyelashes fluttered slightly.

Suddenly, An Xin felt a slight pain in her heart.

Then, the sour pain seemed to spread like poison little by little, spreading throughout her body, and the pain was so painful that she couldn't even breathe.

"Mom, Dad."

"Can I stop leaving?"

Inside the car, the girl's voice sounded softly, with uncontrollable slight tremors and cries.

I don't know when it started, but her eyes finally couldn't help but turn red.

Father and mother were silent.

After a long time, when Father An finally considered the words and wanted to persuade him, the girl in the back row had already shook her head and tried to show a smile to her parents:

"It's okay."

"I'll say whatever I want, don't worry."

"I am ......"

After a pause, as if still trying to control her emotions, the girl inhaled lightly, sniffled, and spoke softly:

"It's a little bit uncomfortable."

The voice of the last sentence became very soft.

The girl lowered her head, curled up her slender legs, and buried her hair in her knees.

Shoulders, slightly twitching and shaking.

……

Half past four in the evening.

An Xin's family of three had already arrived at the airport of their destination.

In the seventh class of Shanghai No. 13 High School, Lin Feng had completely put down his pen and stopped reviewing, and his whole body was buried in the desk motionless.

Ouyang Qi, who was at the same table beside him, didn't dare to take a breath.

Yang Fan and Ren Rou both looked over with worried eyes from time to time.

Tang Bingyao, who was in the seat next to the group, seemed to be still concentrating on the college entrance examination questions, but the tip of the pen had been hovering on the answer sheet for a long time.

Not a word was written.

Five o'clock in the evening.

The girl and her parents had already received their boarding passes and walked through security.

The bell rang, and in the classroom of Class 7 of the third year of high school, the students who had completed an afternoon review task got up one after another and prepared to leave.

And at this moment, Lin Feng also took a deep breath, as if he had finally made up his mind, suddenly got up and put on his schoolbag, ignoring the anxious calls of Ouyang, Yang Fan and Ren Rou behind him, and rushed towards the outside of the classroom.

"Kaede!"

Tang Bingyao was also extremely anxious to put on her schoolbag and hurriedly chased after Lin Feng's back.

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This chapter is made up for yesterday, and today's first update will be before 3 p.m., and the next chapter will finish this volume, and then the college and career chapter will begin.