The light rain was falling and banging on the window lattice, and Xingjian was lying on his back on the bed, and the mobile phone screen emitted bursts of blue light, and finally the settlement list of the authorities' mahjong appeared.

She threw away her dying phone and turned her head to look at the window, where the rain was dripping diagonally along the glass, looking through the wet, blurred glass, and seeing the rain monotonously covering the marble flower beds beneath the apartment.

The phone screen goes off and the bedroom becomes quiet. Hoshimi yawned wn and was about to get up and turn on the computer to browse the forum, when a knock on the door rang out after the familiar boot sound.

"Please come in." Hoshimi reflexively leaned on the back of the chair and looked at his surprised mother outside the door, and asked strangely, "What's wrong?" Are you done with it? ”

The mother was silent and glanced back and forth for a moment before asking, "Where is the snow leaf?" ”

"I went back, ate cake with Citrus and left." As if something sounded, she added: "She didn't bring an umbrella, I gave her the umbrella at the door, but it hadn't rained when she left, and she should have arrived home by now." Saying that, Xingjian subconsciously went to find the confirmation information of the mobile phone, and remembered that the mobile phone was out of battery and was left on the bed by her, and got up to charge the mobile phone.

Hoshimi Mikoto was obviously not satisfied with her daughter's answer, and frowned and reproached, "What's the matter with you?" At least leave someone else for a light meal, because others are specifically concerned about your trip. ”

The sound of the rain was noisy and chaotic on the glass window, and the fluttering was so upset that Hoshimi was so upset that she said in annoyance: "I didn't let her come!" I've been consciously avoiding suspicion lately, and she has violin lessons in the afternoon......"

Hoshimi Mikoto retorted dissatisfiedly, "You're really getting more and more ignorant!" Is that what I taught you? Others Xue Ye doesn't care about you yet, if you are half as sensible as others, I will ask God to worship Buddha! All day long, you know that you are bored in your room, either playing with your mobile phone or computer, and what about your recent report card! Why didn't I see it. ”

A sense of annoyance arose in Xingjian's heart, his snort couldn't help but worsen, he sat on the bed irritably and took his mobile phone, wanting to ignore his mother and feeling guilty and uneasy, so he could only take a deep breath and patiently explained: "I originally wanted to show you the report card last time, but I forgot about it when you were very busy during that time, and there was no big change in your grades, I think Mr. Eguchi has already contacted you, so I didn't say anything." And that computer I just turned on......"

"Mr. Eguchi said that you have not been in good spirits in class lately." After a pause, Hoshimi Mikoto's face became a little pale, and she couldn't help but order in an aggravated tone because of worry: "Come out, come to the study." ”

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One of the things she studied most thoroughly in her long childhood experience of living under the fence was that creatures like humans like to lie the most. For example, mantras, mantras sometimes state part of the truth, such as "I'm not bragging" is generally ready to brag, "I'm not talking about you" is generally ready to educate you.

For example, now that Mikoto Hoshimi and her are sitting on one side of the square table, Mikoto Hoshimi is "It's not that I don't believe you", which actually shows that Mikoto Hoshimi doesn't trust Hoshimi Mikoto.

Mikoto Hoshimi noticed her daughter's bleak smile and couldn't help but comfort: "Mom doesn't believe in Miho's abilities, Mom is just worried about your body, didn't you just be that interested in idols at first?" Mom also thinks that you may not be suitable for the idol profession now......"

The bleak smile on Xingjian Weibu's face became more and more public, and the palm that was cut by falling during dance practice hurt hotly, and he asked sharply: "Do you think I'm not suitable or don't think I'm good at all!" ”

Mikoto Hoshimi realized that something was wrong with her daughter's emotions, and raised her hand to try to hold down Hoshimi's arm to comfort her, but her daughter threw her away.

"Don't pull me!" Hoshimi bounced up from his chair without stepping up, and the emotions that had been stored for a long time burst suddenly, and he shouted angrily, "Why! Why do you say I can't do it, I can't! ”

Mikoto Hoshimi's four fingers clenched into an empty fist and knocked on the square table with a crisp sound, and said coldly, "Miho! You calm down, mom didn't say you can't, mom is just worried that your current physical condition may not be able to withstand the high-intensity trip, and the things of the forum these days are ...... If you become an idol, it will affect your social networking, and it will be contrary to my original idea. ”

"First of all, my body is too good to be good! Secondly, now that I want to be an idol, since I have decided to do this, I must accept its corresponding influence. ”

"So what are these! Can you really handle the pressure? Mikoto Hoshimi pulled out a stack of crumpled medical records from the desk drawer and threw them onto the table, the pages like a slap in the face, and Hoshimi's face turned red and it was hard to breathe.

Hoshimi's heart seemed to be clenched by an invisible hand, and the burning anger made her whole person look like a tiger that had not eaten for a long time, and every word came out between her almost crushing teeth, and her back stiffened.

She reached out and grabbed the slip and crumpled it up again and threw it aside, indignantly: "You actually rummaged through my things! ”

The closer the person is, the more they know how to use words to kill the other party, and Hoshimi said as if he had lost his mind: "So just because of these few pieces of broken paper, do you think I can't do it?" I know very well how my own body is, after all, when I was lying alone in the hospital, I also climbed up with a railing! ”

"What else have you done besides coming out and pouring cold water on me at this time!"

"I didn't plan to be an idol at all, did you ask me? Did you really ask me a question when you signed me up? ”

"Do you think you really asked me when I didn't have friends? When I was originally defeated but was brought back by you, did you think about how I would face those so-called teammates who joined the group on their own? ”

Hoshimi didn't know why, but she found indescribable pleasure in the angry questioning, so that she didn't know how to stop at all, and could only watch her mother's wide eyes and purse her lips to look at her in disappointment.

And her consciousness had long since drifted away, except for her lips to fluctuate, and a sharp blade continued to slash towards her mother, who was cowering at the table in defeat.

"Where were you when you asked Bai Shang to take me to the club to rest! You keep saying that you don't worry about me, that you are worried about me, but what have you done! What else have you done besides tying up my limbs and manipulating me like a marionette! ”

"Yes, you're still looking for someone to help watch me, from Ikuta, Kumoto-sensei to Shirakami, where else are you not interfering?"

Hoshimi felt like a fish swimming in the deep sea, without the care of the fish, without food, she couldn't help but swallow everything she saw, her whole heart was about to be broken by the seaweed, the tail of the fish was entangled in the seaweed, she struggled desperately and still couldn't move, and the other big fish found her rushing towards her, baring their fangs and trying to eat her remaining bones and blood.

'Stop, the stars are not moving, stop, you can't say any more!' She kept shouting to herself in her heart.

Hoshimi didn't step to see her mother leaning back on the back of the chair in a daze, her always straight back was inexplicably rickety, she seemed to see the former withered torso for a moment, she was so frightened that she hurriedly ran away with her mobile phone, rushed out of the study, and then ran out of the house without even thinking of changing her shoes.