Chapter 175: Isn't There Still Me?
It's autumn.
In the autumn of the magic capital, there is also a hint of coolness in the breeze.
On the roof of the 13th High School, it is empty and quiet, because it is the rooftop of the top floor, so the wind is a little strong, the wind is whistling, and the slight coolness of autumn has to be drilled in along the cuffs and necklines of people.
An Xin reached out and tightened the neckline of her off-white sweater, and then gently sighed on her hand:
"kg lost ......"
"Defeat to the SSK team."
"You're feeling bad too."
The girl asked softly, unusually softly.
As a childhood sweetheart, and even the "leader" of the game that pulled Lin Feng to play LOL from S1, An Xin is the one who knows Lin Feng's identity most clearly.
So she will know the close relationship between the top laner "Yuanshen" of the kg team who fell in the semifinals of the World Finals and Lin Feng.
I also knew what the head of the Four Emperors of the SSK team meant to Lin Feng.
Lin Feng bowed his head.
Silent and silent.
An Xin looked at Lin Feng quietly like that, and also didn't make any urging.
It was quiet on the rooftop, as if only the wind was whirring.
After a while, Lin Feng lowered his head and said slowly:
"The fat man called me that night."
"That guy cried again when he lost, saying that he was useless and didn't win with me as promised."
Saying that, Lin Feng paused and pursed his lips:
"I don't know how to comfort him."
"Actually...... He's done well, well. ”
"At that time, I was thinking, the opponent is a team as strong as SSK, even if the fat man goes to work hard alone, of course, it is impossible to create a miracle with a light yì."
"So it's nothing to lose."
……
"The fat man just kept telling me that he didn't play well and that he had failed everyone's hopes and my hopes...... But, I thought, it was because he was under too much pressure alone. ”
"What if...... If I can fight with him, will he not have to bear so much pressure alone? ”
"Then I watched the video of those three games many, many times, to pretend that I was a mid laner of kg, and I went to the line with F-"
Speaking of this, Lin Feng lowered his head again, and his tone was low:
"It turned out that it didn't work."
"I'm too weak now, even if I actually play...... It's not F's opponent at all. ”
"It's useless."
"Even the current sixteen-school league, which will play in the outer high school next, is the same."
"There is a gap between the strength of the e-sports club team and the upper and outer teams, so it is up to me to carry the rhythm."
"So lately, I've been desperately trying to figure out how to do it, how to formulate tactics, and how to improve my strength a little more-"
"But it doesn't seem to be enough."
On the huge rooftop, the wind was whistling, and Lin Feng's low voice sounded like talking to himself.
An Xin'an listened quietly, pursed her lips and did not speak.
At this time, Lin Feng suddenly said:
"Baozi, don't you think I'm useless—"
Hearing this, An Xin couldn't help but raise her good-looking eyebrows, and a thin trace of anger flashed on her pretty face.
……
However, Lin Feng lowered his head as if he was unaware, and continued to mumble to himself:
"yes, it's really useless."
"Not to mention going to the World Finals, going to fight against Team SSK and that guy, even this kind of high-school level sixteen-school league...... I can't even think of a way, I can't rely on my own strength to lead everyone to victory......"
"At this level, what qualifications do you have to say that you want to be the best esports player in the world."
Lin Feng was still muttering with his head down, and his mood seemed to be getting more and more depressed.
And suddenly—
Syllable!
He got a blow to the head.
"Ah pain-" Lin Feng hugged his head and looked at An Xin in front of him, who was Shi Shiran retracting his white little hand, in confusion: "Baozi, why are you beating me?" ”
An Xin raised her eyebrows, and a pair of good-looking big eyes glared at Lin Feng angrily:
"Of course it's to wake you big idiot!"
"What do you mean by 'useless'?"
"The most annoying thing is to hear you say this kind of thing, and I want to beat you when I hear it!"
"Back then, I could sit in the No. 1 mid laner position in the national server and lead the team to the final finals of the S1 World Finals, how could it be 'useless'!"
Lin Feng: "But that was before......"
An Xin glared at Lin Feng: "Don't interject!" Hear me out! ”
Lin Feng shrank his head and obediently listened to An Xin continue to speak:
"Moreover, why do you have to bear all the pressure by yourself when you hit the external middle school or something?"
"It's a team game, everyone has to work hard, everyone has their own responsibilities."
"Why do you have to be alone and take all the blame on yourself?"
And then he was fighting with himself, and he was on the tip of the bull's horns...... If you can't drill it, you're desperate to drill it! ”
"You used to be like this, and now you can't get rid of this bad problem!"
……
Lin Feng was said to lower and lower his head, and his momentum became weaker and weaker:
"But—"
Syllable!
Another slap in the face.
"But it's big! You're the best, and you think it's cool to carry pressure like that, right? If you're alone, what do you want others to do? Haven't you ever thought that other people would want to help and feel worried? ”
The more An Xin spoke, the more angry she became, and she stretched out her hand to give Lin Feng another blow.
Lin Feng was almost ready to resign himself to his fate, and he drooped his head and took the initiative to send it up to cooperate with the beating.
But An Xin's hand suddenly stopped in mid-air.
Lin Feng waited for a long time and didn't wait for the next burst, and was about to look up at An Xin in confusion, but suddenly a flower and a faint fragrance came to his face, and then a soft and warm body gently touched his body.
I didn't expect Lin Feng to be stunned at this moment.
Reaching out and gently hugging Lin Feng, An Xin's voice that suddenly became soft again sounded in Lin Feng's ears:
"Big fool, I know."
"I know how sad you are."
"But don't take all the pressure on your shoulders—"
"It will make others worry and feel distressed."
Stretched out a hand and touched Lin Feng's hair from behind, An Xin smiled slightly:
"And, isn't there still me?"
Isn't there still me?
In a word, a hug made Lin Feng's whole person become quiet all of a sudden.
Standing quietly, feeling the warmth of the embrace of the girl in front of me, as if all the negative feelings of suffering, heaviness, and depression over this period of time have subsided little by little.
Suddenly, Lin Feng spoke up:
"Buns—"
An Xin let out a soft "um".
Lin Feng stretched out a hand and grabbed his hair: "Oh, have you become fat......"
Syllable!!!
A merciless doubling of the power of the shock!
An Xin, who was embarrassed, pushed Lin Feng away at once, and then his face was full of murderous anger in an instant:
"Big idiot, you want to die! It's obviously thin, okay? ”
……
"So...... Two electric masters, three drills, 1 drill and 2 pairs, right? ”
"Last year's runner-up in the 16th School League...... The style of play belongs to the type of fast-break and fast-paced in the early stage. ”
On the way back to the classroom, An Xin combed through the information that Lin Feng had told her about the team attached to the high school, and nodded happily:
"yes, got it!"
Lin Feng added: "And those guys are very arrogant! ”
An Xin pursed her lips: "Arrogant guy, then it's okay to blow them all up." ”
Then her gaze fell on Lin Feng: "Tonight, our e-sports club team has training, right?" ”
"Oh yes," Lin Feng nodded subconsciously, and then suddenly paused, in a daze: "Eh? We? ”
An Xin nodded naturally:
"yes."
"I've decided to join the esports club!"
As she spoke, she glanced at Lin Feng, and her tone was threatening: "Why are you looking down on me?" ”
Lin Feng shook his head like a rattle.
"That's pretty much it."
An Xin nodded with satisfaction, and then waved her fist at Lin Feng, revealing a bright and bright smile:
"Don't forget, my tactics are pretty good!"