81. I'm sorry about Mr. Murakami's affairs (2)
Ai Nakano raised her head, looked up at Yu Murakami, who was bowing, and said confusedly, "What are you talking about?" β
Yu Murakami raised his head and looked at Ai Nakano: "You should have felt it a long time ago." He paused: "There are many differences between me and Yu Murakami. β
"Wait!" Suzune Sakura couldn't help but stand up: "What the hell are you talking about?" Aren't we going to say, why do you want to get close to Aiyi after you broke up? β
"I'm talking." Yu Murakami glanced at Suzune Sakura: "But this matter must start from the beginning of everything. β
Suzune Sakura: "What do you mean?" β
"Yu Murakami, this person, has always been sick."
"Sick?" Ai Nakano frowned, unable to understand why Yu Murakami suddenly scolded herself: "What disease?" β
"Since the death of my parents, the soul in this body has been torn apart, from one person to two people."
Ai Nakano's expression became complicated, as if she had thought of something, but there was still disbelief on her face.
Yu Murakami doesn't like things like this now, being able to read books leisurely every day is already the greatest happiness, why do you want to do such a troublesome thing?
But don't do it?
Ai Nakano's "Manyoshu", Suzune Sakura's incomprehension, these are more troublesome.
"That is, a dual personality." Yu Murakami paused, gave Ai Nakano a moment to think, and then continued: "Yu Murakami's personality, who is in love with you, is dominated by him most of the time because of his optimistic personality and yearning for life. β
"And I, enjoy the quiet, I don't care about the outside world, I don't have any pursuit of life, I only come out occasionally."
"The two of us knew each other existed, but we never communicated."
"He's been running away from this fact, he has a little bit of a hate for me, feels that because of my presence, he is out of place in society, and even warns me not to allow the destruction of his current life."
"Naturally, I agreed, because I don't have any expectations for life, and since I don't have any expectations, I don't care what kind of life I live."
"We've been together for a few years."
"It wasn't until sometime in the middle of the night on February 28 that I regained control of my body." Murakami sat down, his tongue slightly dry, he took a sip of tea and continued to the four who were listening quietly: "It was the first time I came out in February, and it was late at night when there was no trouble, and I felt content and pleasure. β
Sakura Suzune gently clenched his fists, looking at Yu Murakami's calm face under his long hair: "Then you... When there is no exchange of personalities, can you see the outside world? β
"I can't."
Suzune Sakura rolled her throat: "How do you feel?" β
Yu Murakami looked at her and said with a smile: "Actually, it's like falling asleep, but I can feel how long I've been asleep in a daze." β
"Oh." She breathed a sigh of relief.
Ai Nakano asked, "If what you say is true, what about him?" What about the other personality? β
Yu Murakami glanced at her, then looked down at the cup and didn't answer directly.
"I was going to treat myself, so I walked out of my rental house and wandered around Tokyo in the middle of the night." Yu Murakami suddenly laughed and sighed, "It's really cold in Tokyo on a February night. β
Ai Nakano didn't urge and listened quietly.
"I walked through the silent and uninhabited Kamogawa River, saw the Sky Tree, and passed by Jiarong Beauty Shop......"
Ai Nakano's eyes flickered.
β...... My last stop was the bookstore, where I planned to read until he returned. β
"I've never read a book for so long, and I feel satisfaction and joy from that tranquility."
"By the time I looked up, it was already dawn. However, he did not appear. β
Yu Murakami looked at Ai Nakano's eyes: "The split personality suddenly got better, just that night, at a certain time when I happened to come out." β
"And the other personality, because he was well ill, and was very unlucky not to have acquired a body that day..."
Yu Murakami saw very clearly that Ai Nakano's pupils were slightly dilated.
β... It's gone. β
"Gone?" Suzune Sakura's voice was several notions higher.
After realizing that she was too loud, she subconsciously covered her mouth, and then couldn't help asking, "Then ...... you two?" β
"Nope." Yu Murakami shook his head: "I don't have any memory of him. β
"I'm a little sad, like a pen pal who suddenly doesn't reply. I'm a little happy that I can always control my body in the future, so I don't have to go for a walk in the cold wind anymore, and I don't have to worry about being interrupted in the middle of reading a good book? β
"I went home, searched for another piece of information about my life, and found a list of notes {girlfriend} on my phone."
From here, a few people probably already knew what was going on.
"I don't bother with my girlfriend, I don't know her."
Sakura Suzune looked at Ai Naino and said, "Then why did you start to get close to Ai again?" β
The conversation finally came back to what we were going to discuss today at the beginning.
"Guilt."
"Huh?"
"After I got better, I read a lot of books, and I gradually had a guess about the reason for my recovery." Yu Murakami took a breath: "Divided because of the sadness of the death of my parents, and merged because of the joy of communication....."
He looked directly at Ai Nakano, and there was not much emotion in his eyes: "It's just that my luck is better, I come out once a month, and it happens to be a good time." β
There was an eerie silence in the living room.
"Even if what you say is true." Ai Nakano raised her head and looked into the eyes of "Yu Murakami": "Why didn't you take the initiative to say it at first?" β
"I like to be quiet, I'm not interested in making friends, and I don't have any dreams. Even if I met you, I only wanted to repay you - because of you, my illness could be cured. But after two months of getting along, "Murakami's eyes were different from before, more profound, and he looked at the four of them separately: "I already regard you as friends, so I decided to tell the truth." β
Ai Nakano stared at him, and he also looked at Ai Nakano.
ββ¦β¦ What you're saying doesn't make sense at all, let's be honest...... I don't believe it. β
"Although I didn't have much time to control my body, I learned a truth from the disappearance of another personality." He didn't avoid Nakano Aiyi's somewhat dazzling gaze: "Novels are about logic, and reality will only open your heavenly spirit cover, stuff what happened into people's shallow brains, and then help you close the heavenly spirit cover." Whether you can understand it or not, whether you can accept it or not, is your own business. The other personality has been in control of the body for nine layers, maybe more, but it is me who stays in the end. β
"Bang Bang!"
He and Ai Nakano were a little surprised, and together they looked at Higashiyama who was applauding.
Dongshan pursed his lips and smiled, his cheeks puffed up slightly, and his little hands clapped desperately.
"Murakami-kun, is this the novel you want to write? It's so interesting! I have a feeling that the sales will definitely be high! β
"En-en-en." You Mubi nodded and joined in the applause: "It's a pity that it's a little sad." β
The two retracted their gazes, and Suzune Sakura was silent.
Ai Nakano: "You really don't, fuse some of his memories?" β
Yu Murakami squinted slightly, and quickly returned to normal.
"Huh?" Dongshan stopped applauding: "Isn't it over yet?" Sorry, sorry, please continue. β
With his hands on his chin, he looked at the two of them with big eyes.
"Nope."
"Village.... The other person has so much more time than you, and there are only a few certificates in the beauty industry. You have so little time than him, why are you proficient in cooking and become a voice actor in a short period of time? The acting is still very good? β
Yu Murakami's tone was flat, and he tapped his temple with his right index finger: "Maybe it's because of illness, or maybe it's for other reasons, I have the talent of {doing the same thing and making ordinary people desperate}, and I can master all kinds of things in a lot of time." β
"No wonder." Sakura Suzune said: "You retook the test during the interview, but during the training camp, I think your level is not worse than that of Nailiya-san." β
"Hiss-" Dongshan took a breath of cool air: "This ability, it seems to be!" β
Yu Murakami took out the photo left by the original owner, put it on the table, and gently pushed it in front of Ai Nakano.
"The reason why I became a voice actor was because I mistook it for another me, and his dream was to become a voice actor. But after reaching out to you, I found out that it wasn't. β
Ai Nakano looked at the two people in the photo and flipped the photo over again.
{I want to become a voice actor!} (Rabbit)ββ2014.2.28}
Yu Murakami looked at Ai Nakano, who was a little fascinated, and said softly, "Can you tell me another dream of mine?" β
There was silence in the living room for a while.
"Wait a minute." Ai Nakano left the living room and quickly returned, handing him an identical photo.
Yu Murakami flipped directly to the back, and the handwriting was a little ugly.
{I want to buy a house in Tokyo, I want to get a driver's license, I want to commute by car!} ββ2014.2.28}
Yu Murakami gently stroked the date and said to Ai Nakano: "I'm sorry for the other thing about me, but it's the credit of him and you that let me survive." β
"This..."Sakura Suzune looked at Ai Tanono and continued: "No one can blame anyone for this kind of thing, and you can only come out once a month, so you can only blame him for his bad luck." β
Miss Sakura is really a kind-hearted person, and of course it has something to do with the fact that she doesn't know another Yuu Murakami.
Ai Nakano was silent.
Yu Murakami can understand that this kind of thing is too ridiculous after all.
"When I say this, I'm not afraid that you will hate me, I just want you to know that I am not Yu Murakami as your boyfriend, I have my own thoughts and experiences."
"April 25th, the dubbing scene of "I Brave", that was the first time I saw you."
Ai Nakano felt a little uncomfortable inexplicably, didn't want to stay any longer, and stood up: "I'll go back to the room first, good night." β
Dongshan ζ°ζ° (You Mubi): "Good night, Aiyi (Sister Aiyi)." β
"Wait." He called out to Ai Nakano.
Ai Nakano didn't look back.
"Can I still be friends with you?"
"If what you say is true."
Ai Nakano's voice was very soft, and after finishing speaking, he walked out of the living room, and after a while, there was the sound of the bedroom opening and closing.
Dongshan and You Mubi began to discuss the plot.
"It's so sad, but Murakami-kun's storytelling ability is great, even better than acting."
"Yes, I feel that person is so pitiful, obviously he cured the disease, and most of the time he has been in control of the body, but the illness is cured, but he disappears."
"Huh? I feel that the other person is also very pitiful, obviously it is everyone's body, but he can only come out once at night. Who survives in the end also depends on luck. β
Suzune Sakura stroked her forehead and sighed, "Are you really listening to the story?" β
"Huh?" The two didn't know why Suzune Sakura said this: "Isn't it? β
Sakura Suzune glanced at Yu Murakami, who was sitting on the side: "These are all true, this Yu Murakami in front of you is not Aiyi's ex-boyfriend, he is a personality who survives by luck." β
"What... What the? β
"Ehββ?"
The two looked at the silent Yu Murakami incredulously.
Yu Murakami nodded, affirming Sakura Suzune's words: "It's true." β
Dongshan and You Mubi looked at each other, and both of them saw in each other's eyes, "This is an April Fool's joke, right?" "Whether the three of them will act together to deceive us, the camera must be hiding in some corner".
Yu Murakami saw what the two were thinking, and in order not to leave any misunderstanding, he affirmed again: "It's true, I'm not Ai Nakano's boyfriend, that personality has disappeared." β
Higashiyama turned his head with an embarrassed smile on his face and {if you want to play with me, I'll play with you}: "It's okay, anyway, we don't know another Murakami Yu's personality, we know you, right, concave sauce?" β
You Mubi nodded in agreement: "That's right, as long as you cook according to the agreement and don't do anything illegal, I won't kick you out." β
Yu Murakami lowered his head slightly and said to the two, "Thank you." β
The two of them were uncomfortable by his seriousness, just like a handsome rich second generation who is usually full of flowers, and suddenly confessed, and the person who was told was very entangled in his heart, is this a casual joke, or is it true?
"I, I'm going to take a shower."
"Wait for me, I'll go too."
Only Suzune Sakura was left in the living room.
Yu Murakami looked at her and asked, "Aren't you going?" β
"There can't fit three people in the bathtub."
Yu Murakami nodded.
The two were silent for a while, and Sakura Suzune suddenly said, "What you said is true?" β
"Of course."
"You didn't know Ai Nakano before?"
"I don't know."
Miss Sakura continued to ask: "There is no fusion either, that, his memory of Ai Nakano?" β
"I don't have any memory, I met you two on the same day."
The two fell silent again.
After a while, Suzune Sakura stood up: "I hope what you said is true, or else ......"
She turned and walked out of the living room and back to her room.
"Alas~" Murakami sighed with a sigh of tiredness and relief.
In the future, I finally don't have to be a man with a layer of skin.
He stood up and stretched, feeling the cells all over his body come alive.
I only hope that Ai Nakano can accept the fact that he is not "Yu Murakami", and the other three people don't care who Yu Murakami is at all.
They only care about Nakano Ai's feelings, and who is spending this time with them.
Ai Nakano returned to her room, lay down on the bed for a while, got up again, sat down at the small table, and opened her laptop.
Search {How to get rid of your ex-girlfriend completely}, {How to see through the boyfriend pretending to have amnesia?} }, {The trick used by the ex-boyfriend to recover the ex-girlfriend.} }
The results are all ordinary, anyway, I didn't write any ex-boyfriend who made up schizophrenic stories.
Keep searching.
{Soul}, {Personality}, {Great Stimulus}.
frowned and looked at it for a while, and there was indeed a second personality.
Is it true that what he said? She was still a little skeptical.
But reason tells her that there is no need for Yu Murakami to lie. Moreover, his style of doing things, his skills in voice actors, and his cooking......
If it was true, how would she face him?
Ai Nakano lay on the small table, frowning, and fell into a tangle.
On the other side, Suzune Sakura was also lying on her bed.
......
"You didn't know Ai Nakano before?"
"I don't know."
"Didn't inherit his memories?"
"Nope."
......
"Hey~hey~"
She rolled over and tucked the quilt between her thin, white legs.
In this case, doesn't it mean that he is not his best friend's ex-boyfriend now?
And then......
No way! No way!
Pull the quilt violently and put it on your head.
Three minutes later, the quilt was thrown aside.
"It's hot to death!"
Higashiyama took a shower, returned to the bedroom, practiced the new song for a while, and couldn't help but take out the setting book of {Higashiyama Nao}.
After {Mystery Transfer Student}, write {Dual Personality, Exceptional Talent}.
looked at it with satisfaction, and sighed in his mouth: "Murakami-kun is worthy of being a person who wants to write novels, and he is really good at making up stories." Hmm~~, should I involve him in Nao's setting? β
Tilted his head and thought about it for a while.
"Well~, forget it, Nao is my own, and I can't let others interfere. Isn't it, Nao-chan ~~hey~hey~"
This night in Sakuraso is not peaceful, but Murakami sleeps soundly......
Midnight.
"Smack!"
His hand was smacked.
Wake up suddenly.
Through the faint moonlight from the bedside window, he saw You Mubi standing at the head of the bed.
"What are you doing? Want to scare me to death? β
"Naβ"
Yu Murakami quickly stabilized his mood and frowned: "You don't sleep in the middle of the night, why are you coming to me?" β
You Mubi's voice was a little empty: "Is what you said at night true?" β
"Of course, but it doesn't matter to you whether it's true or not." Yu Murakami was curious as a child, explained a few sentences, and then said, "Go back to sleep, don't think nonsense." β
Yu Mubi stood in place, and Yu Murakami began to get impatient - he hated others entering his room, especially uninvited.
"Can you then study medicine and biology?"
"What?"
"The kind that can resurrect people."
The voice was small, choked, and hoarse.
Yu Murakami looked at the thin and small body in front of him, opened his mouth, and his vocal cords couldn't make a sound for a while.
The impatience in his heart is gone, how similar is You Mubi to him?
He reached out, hesitated in the air, and finally rubbed her hair.
"I'm sorry."
There was another silence that was almost deadly.
"I'm sorry, I just, I dreamed of Mom and Dad." You Mubi seemed to smile in the dark: "I said something strange and disturbed you." β
She turned and walked to the door, her head bowed.
"Everything will pass." Yu Murakami felt very uncomfortable and couldn't help but speak: "I am also alone, without parents, without a house, and even sleeping in the dark most of the time. But, but ......"
Yu Murakami really won't comfort people.
β...... However, no matter how short the time is, once I have mastered my body, I will stay happy and leave my sadness, sadness, and all my worries to the time when I can't move. β
Feeling that what he said was pale and full of disgusting chicken soup flavor, Murakami added.
"What is there in the future, just look for me, there is nothing to discriminate against and cover up between orphans and orphans."
As soon as he finished speaking, Yu Murakami regretted it.
What orphans are you talking about?
Comfort people for this kind of thing, save it for the next life.
......
......
"Hmm. Thank you. β