Dull weather.

On the day of the funeral, it was cloudy and rainy.

Yan An knelt on the ground and pressed the loess on the red cloth with his own hands, and then watched the people next to him cover the soil with a shovel and compact.

On the tombstone in front of him, there were only a few lines of words, Yan An's eyes moved down, and he saw the person who erected the monument, Cisun, Yan An.

She is the only name.

Yan An took out a tissue to wipe the raindrops on the milk photo, looked at the old man smiling kindly in the photo, and looked at her mother with a gentle and tranquil face next to her, thinking that she would be buried here when she died in the future, and the vacant space next to her was prepared for her in the future.

She turned around and saw a huge number of people standing behind her, holding a black umbrella in their hands, like a flock of crows, obscuring the entire sky in Yan An's line of sight black.

She took a step to the side and asked the people who came to the funeral today to offer white flowers to the dry milk one by one. Every time she put a white flower up, she had to bow deeply to the person in front of her, and after that, she only felt that her head was too heavy to lift it at all.

The person who held her hand the most was Han Jinrong, he said: "The second time I'm here, you are a child with a hard life, mourning." ”

The way down from here is difficult, it rains and the road is rough. Zhu Yu held an umbrella for her next to her, and Peng Tiantian held her, almost little by little, and moved down the mountain.

The traffic lined up on the side of the road was spectacular, but Yan An knew that there was no car here that could shelter her from the wind and rain.

Jiang Bai walked up to her, held her hand with red eyes, and shouted, "An An." ”

Yan An raised her eyes, her gaze was dull and abnormal, as if the person who came out of the funeral today had nothing to do with her.

Jiang Bai held her hand and said, "Obedient, go back with me." ”

Yan An still looked at her blankly and didn't speak.

Jiang Bai wiped his tears and said, "It's my own home, not you...... Or will I accompany you to a foreign country for a break?"

Yan An gently pulled her hand away with an expressionless face.

"An An!" Jiang Bai grabbed her hand again, crying and said, "Speak, you haven't spoken for many days, I'm worried about you." ”

"Sister Jiang Bai. Peng Tiantian spoke up and said, "Let's slow down first, she needs to rest now." ”

A car slowly stopped in front of her, and Zhu Yu made a gesture of collecting the umbrella and said, "Let's go." ”

Yan An got into the car and moved to the other side of the window, Zhu Yu took the umbrella and sat next to her, gently shook the rain on the umbrella, and said, "It's a little cold today." ”

Yan An still looked out the window motionlessly. Zhu Yu glanced at her, followed the driver in front of her, and said, "Let's go." ”

When the car started, Yan An looked up and saw the top of the hill in front of her, where her dry milk and her mother were buried, and there was a *** in a black suit in the rain.

Peng Tiantian saw Zhu Yu carefully close the door and come out with a bowl, and asked him, "Drunk?"

Zhu Yu nodded.

"Are you asleep?" Peng asked again.

"I'd rather she be awake. As soon as I closed my eyes, tears began to fall. If you fall asleep and still have to suffer this pain in your dreams, it is better to wake up. ”

"When are you leaving?" Peng Tiantian asked him, "You can't ask for leave over there, can you?"

"It can be delayed for a few more days. Zhu Yu sat down and said solemnly, "I plan to take Yan An over." ”

Peng Tiantian was shocked: "Are you crazy? You brought her over, you don't train and don't compete?"

"I'm really not at ease with her now. ”

"If you don't worry, you can't ...... Where do you take her and let her live? ”

"You can't take any more leave from school, or your scholarships and grants will ......."

"Money is all outside the body, I will stay and take care of her, and I will find a way to deal with things at school. ”

"What can you think of? You have to fight for a free place to study abroad, and you can't be sloppy in your studies. ”

Zhu Yu is stubborn, Peng Tiantian is also very stubborn, and no one can convince anyone, and a gentle knock on the door sounds. Peng Tiantian glanced out of the cat's eye and opened the door.

Yuan Pei, who was wearing a beanie and a mask, moved in cautiously and asked, "Where are the people?"

"Slept. Zhu Yu glanced at him, got up and went to the kitchen.

"I also brought her Chen Kee's wonton noodles. Saying this, Yuan Pei still tried not to make a sound and put things down. He took off his shoes and walked barefoot inside, asking, "Nothing happened today, right?"

"It's hard for you to hold a concert and I'm still worried. You're going to come over there as soon as it's over, aren't you?"

Yuan Pei didn't answer his question, but only asked, "Did she eat today?"

"When I came back from the cemetery, I went into the house to sleep, and just now Zhu Yu drank a little porridge. I haven't spoken to anyone. ”

"How can this work?" Yuan Pei frowned and said, "I'll go see her." ”

Zhu Yu saw Yuan Peng enter Yan An's resting room, and asked Peng Tiantian: "How can you let him in and disturb her rest?"

"Since this happened, people have been very busy, and every time they take a plane back to see her after work, I don't think he has a bad heart. ”

"He's not bad-hearted, isn't Chao Zhen ......" Realizing that he had blurted out something, Zhu Yu hurriedly removed his eyes and closed his mouth.

Since this happened, the cause and effect of the incident has been a topic that has been avoided between the several of them. But just because some scars don't show it doesn't mean it doesn't exist. Now Peng Tiantian hesitated for a moment and asked, "Do you think Chao Zhen should be responsible for this?"

Zhu Yu asked him rhetorically, "What do you think?"

"Yan An and her dry milk are just strangers to Chao Zhen now. Yan An herself has always felt that she shouldn't take her dry milk over, shouldn't let her out of her sight, and when she said farther, she felt that she shouldn't give the old man a vague dream. will not suffer such a blow when the bubble bursts and the truth is known. It's endless, and it's an accident that no one wants. Even out of the basic kindness of a stranger, Chao Zhen didn't want this to happen in front of him. ”

After listening to Peng Tiantian's words, Zhu Yu only said: "I don't think as much as you, I'm very selfish, I just want Yan An to be happy." As for Chao Zhen's position, it's not something I should consider. ”

"Who would have thought that he would ...... because of amnesia"

Peng Tiantian's words stopped at the moment when Yuan Pei opened the door. He walked out cautiously, showed them the paper in his hand, and said, "Still crying, still crying in a dream." ”

As soon as these words came out, the three people present couldn't bear to open their eyes. Yuan Pei sighed and asked, "It's so difficult now, what will I do after that?"