Chapter 226: I'm Sorry

Slum.

The simple house, everywhere with wooden nails, the house has two floors, the old adobe bricks, are the traces of rain and sand, this old house after the baptism of the years, always exude this dilapidated atmosphere.

And the slums are full of such houses, the same, because here, there is no need to pay rent, except for a certain amount of electricity and water, the accommodation here is basically free, except that like most slums, the security and environment here are not very good, everything else is fine.

"Young Master, what are you doing here?" The guards of the Zhang family frowned, they didn't understand what their young master was doing in the slums, the security here is not very good, of course, with their own strength, no matter how bad the security here is, there is no need to worry.

"If you don't want to come, you can't use it. Zhang Zihong waved his hand and said, he didn't want to explain anything to anyone, here, it should be regarded as a knot in his heart.

A knot in his heart that he had when he was a beggar.

The house in front of me looked very shabby, but there was a small vegetable garden in front of the house and on the right, in which a variety of different crops grew, and with the care of others, these crops grew quite pleasantly.

At the same time, it also adds a little bit of life to the house.

"Knock knock!"

Leaving the guards aside, Zhang Zihong stepped forward and knocked on the door.

After a while, a haggard-looking girl opened the wooden door from the inside out.

"You... What are you doing here?!"

Seeing Zhang Zihong outside the house, the girl took a step back in fear and quickly closed the door of her house.

"Guan Nuo, I'm here to apologize to you. ”

Zhang Zihong stood quietly outside the house, and said to her in a very sincere voice.

"Don't pretend, haven't you hurt me badly enough! I dropped out of school because of you, why don't you let me go!" Guan Nuo cried hoarsely behind the door, "I beg you, let me go?"

"I'm sorry. Zhang Zihong bowed to the door in front of him, the girl in front of him was the veteran's child, that is, because he dropped out of school, because of his family, this girl was not willing to accept any of the colleges in the end.

It sounds ridiculous, but it's true.

"I know you won't forgive me. Zhang Zihong said in a very flat tone, "This is a letter of recommendation that I begged my father to write, if you take this letter of recommendation, all the colleges in the imperial capital will accept you, this card...... Inside was the 4,000 dollars I earned as a mercenary. ”

"If you have anything, you can take this card to the Duke's Palace and find me. ”

"I'm sorry. ”

Zhang Zihong bowed to the house again, ready to leave.

"Click!"

The door was opened.

Hearing the movement behind him, Zhang Zihong turned to look behind him again.

"Do you think ...... If you are powerful and powerful, you can play with the dignity of others at will?!" Guan Nuo's eyes were red, and there were tears on his face.

Zhang Zihong did not speak, but looked at Guan Nuo quietly.

"Take your things, get out of here!" The resentment of more than half a year broke out at an instant, Guan Nuo directly picked up the things on the ground and fell Zhang Zihong.

"What are you doing!"

The guards of the Zhang family were very vicious and ready to come forward.

Zhang Zihong stretched out a hand, then shook his head and stopped the guards behind him.

Silently picked up the things that had fallen on the ground and put them back at Guan Nuo's feet.

"I'm not here to play with your dignity. ”

"It doesn't mean I have to get your forgiveness. ”

Zhang Zihong took a step back and bowed to Guan Nuo again.

"A few months ago, I was kicked out of the academy again, and all my classmates were applauding me for being kicked out. ”

"I was forced to transfer to Luoshui City to study, and at that time, I ...... I met a homeroom teacher, and all my classmates called him the big devil, and I didn't pay attention to it at the time, because I injured too many teachers. ”

Then he just took my legs and threw me into the old town as a beggar. ”

"I met an old beggar who told me that only when people live can there be hope, and living is not about living every day, but about living with hope. ”

"It's as if I'm here to apologize to you, it's a knot of mine that I want to untie, whether you want to forgive me or not, it doesn't matter to me anymore. ”

"Because I'm here. ”

"The world is inherently unfair, when I was a beggar, I wagked my tail at many people and begged for mercy, just for the insignificant dozens of dollars, and those who gave alms got psychological satisfaction, and I ...... Also got the money to live. ”

"These things, to me before, were really insignificant...... I begged my father for six hours on my knees before he agreed to write this letter of recommendation, and I earned the 4,000 yuan for being a mercenary. ”

"All clean. ”

Zhang Zihong looked at Guan Nuo quietly, his eyes were clear and translucent.

"People live to live with hope, and I hope that I will not give up the opportunity to go to school because of me. ”

"Dignity, in the face of the hope of living, is very insignificant. ”

"If you think I'm playing with your dignity, I can lend you these things, and I'll be waiting for you when you have the strength to seek revenge on me one day. ”

After speaking, Zhang Zihong bowed to Guan Nuo again, very solemn and short.

Looking at the back of Zhang Zihong leaving, Guan Nuo clenched the things in his hand, and tears flowed down a little uncontrollably......

Zhang Zihong's words are not wrong, not wrong at all.

Dignity can sometimes seem so insignificant.

Rich people can trample on the dignity of poor children at will, which is why those poor children desperately want to get ahead, because dignity seems so insignificant in the face of reality.

Can you do whatever you want if you have the right to have money?

Yes, having the right to have money can really do whatever you want.

The poor in the downtown no one asks, and the rich have distant relatives in the mountains.

This is the fundamental inferiority of human beings, which cannot be changed, no matter which dynasty, which country, the grading system of human beings exists, and it has existed since ancient times.

This is called human nature.

Zhang Zihong didn't just go to Guan Nuo alone, he went to all the classmates who were bullied by him before.

It's like the big devil said, do not do to others what you would not do to yourself.

Although doing these things is fundamentally not of much use, at least Zhang Zihong has gained a psychological comfort, which is better than doing nothing.

You meet someone and make a mistake, you want to make up for it and want to pay it off, only to find out in the end that you have no power to return to heaven at all, and the sins you have committed can never be remedied.

We can never pay off what we owe...... As long as it is wrong, it is wrong and can never be remedied.