Chapter 1 What a failure
In the evening, the sun is sinking.
Hoshimi weibu carried his handbag against the bus stop sign, and the white earphone cable could be vaguely seen between the hair that slightly covered his cheeks, and the earphones were firmly plugged into his ears, but the plug at the other end was just hanging down on his chest in frustration, hanging alone.
There is also a mother and son on the side of the platform. The mother carried the lunch box and small schoolbag in one hand, and held the child tightly with the other. The heavy makeup on her mother's face was a little succumbed from sweat, and standing beside her, you could clearly see the faint cyan color of the contours of her eyes.
Unlike his tired mother, the little boy seemed to be full of energy and kept talking about interesting things in kindergarten, when a colorful ice cream truck drove on the side of the road, and the boy immediately rushed towards the ice cream truck when he saw it, and after being stopped by his mother's arm, he began to cry incessantly.
The mother squatted on the ground and hugged the child to coax her, but the child still kept crying, attracting passers-by to look sideways. Or because of the anxiety caused by the concentration of eyes, the corners of the mother's mouth gradually pursed into a straight line, the tip of the nose and cheeks began to redden, and finally she couldn't hold it anymore, and the mother suddenly shouted to the child with a straight face: "Have you cried enough!" What's the use of you but crying. β
As soon as the words fell, the mother's face immediately showed a bad expression, and she suddenly realized that she had unconsciously poured her anger on the child just now.
After being yelled at a few words, the little boy was a little stunned, his eyes wandered, and he realized that his mother was really angry, although tears still couldn't stop pouring out, but he reached out to hug his mother's neck.
The mother was no longer angry at this time, but gently hugged him, held him in her arms and whispered: "Mom just doesn't worry about you running around, it's easy to get hurt if you run around on the street." I'm sorry, but Mom was so excited just now. β
Hoshimi saw from afar that the bus had reached the last intersection, quietly waiting for the green light. Hoshimi reached into his pocket and was about to take out his card when he happened to touch the mint candy he was carrying. The mints in the aluminum box were cold in his hand, and Hoshimi looked down at the aluminum box in his hand, and when he took it out of his pocket, it made a tinkling crunch, and after thinking about it, he turned around and walked towards the mother and son behind him.
"Here, it's mints, Auntieβno, the mints in my sister's hand are sweeter than ice cream." As he spoke, Hoshimi smiled and watched the little boy slowly squat down, the box drew a semicircle in the palm of his hand and gently fell on the boy's hand, which was still a little wet after wiping his tears, Hoshimi looked at the tears on the boy's face and smiled unconsciously.
Hoshimi raised her eyes to see the bus slowly approaching, and when she got up and retreated to the pick-up point, she heard the boy's mother shouting thanks, and she turned around and replied, "It's okay, there are only a few pieces of candy left in the box." If you want, please eat one, it may be much more refreshing. After saying that, Hoshimi got on the bus that stopped in front of him, went straight to the empty seat by the window and sat down, and waved his hand through the glass to the boy who had stopped crying outside the window.
The headphones that are not plugged in are still hanging on the ears and there is no sound. The next second, the bus started, and looking at the scenery running backwards outside the window, Hoshimi's ears remembered a familiar voice and began to question her angrily.
"When exactly are you going to start a family?"
"Can't you just find a stable job and live a good life?"
"You don't know what to do out there all day long! Why don't you let me save a little heart, do you want to be angry with me to death! β
Hoshimi shook his head irritably, leaning his forehead against the cold glass window, relieving his cheeks that were burning with shame, and muttered in a low voice, "I didn't expect you to be angry with me in the end." What a failure! β
Hoshimi silently responded to the woman's angry accusation in his heart, "I'm really a failed daughter. β
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A few hours earlier, in a conference room in the Sony Building, girls were sitting in chairs with their heads bowed. Chairs sat in two rows around the white round table in the middle, and the silence and oppressive atmosphere squeezed the already small amount of air all the time.
Hoshimi sat in the crowd and watched as the members of the debut list walked one by one to the fixed black camera at the front of the conference room, and then walked outside the conference room one by one.
She didn't sit in the center of the crowd, obviously sitting in the most inconspicuous corner of the first row, obviously beside her was the camera that used to depend on her, but she seemed to have become a stranger without temperature in the blink of an eye, just looking at herself coldly, and the dark glass mirror cast her depressed reflection.
The camera in the conference room seemed to be instantly stuck, and the members of the selection group who were not selected for the debut list were all still, and the only thing flowing in the picture was to remove tears, leaving only drowning silence.
Xingjian looked at the mobile phone lying there quietly on the desktop, black, particularly conspicuous on the white desktop. In addition, in addition to the mobile phone, there is also a chandelier printed on the screen because of the reflection and his face that stretches his head up at the moment. Hoshimi propped his hands on either side of the chair, letting his chin fully imprint on the black phone screen.
Perhaps it was the backwater-like atmosphere of the conference room that made her uneasy, like an ornamental fish in a fish tank, where the sloppy owner forgot to turn on the switch to oxygenate the fish tank, and the fish could only lean out from time to time to float and gasp, constantly swinging in the water. Seeing that he was like a fish trying to survive, he began to grimace at the screen of his phone, sometimes putting his nostrils together, and then smirking.
"Poof."
Hoshimi turned his head to look at the Nakagen Hiya beside him, who was originally red-eyed and silently crying, but was so stubborn that he didn't want to make too much noise. The girl's already flushed cheeks rose a steep shade again under the sudden gaze of Hoshimi.
Looking at each other, Nakagen Riya Xiang took the lead in hanging her head shyly and arched her body silently, but unfortunately a shadow fell in front of her in the next second.
Zhongyuan raised his eyes and saw Hoshimi grimacing at her, and couldn't help but laugh again. Zhongyuan realized his gaffe at the moment, and hurriedly raised his hand to cover his completely red face, and there were still deep and shallow tear stains on his cheeks.
Looking at Nakamoto's dodging gaze, Hoshimi didn't continue to grimace, but he didn't withdraw his head from Nakamoto Hiyaka either. She is like a table mate who likes to mistreat in elementary school, constantly putting her face up to interfere with Zhongyuan's subconscious dodge, and catching the other party's wandering gaze with a bad heart.
Hoshimi Mibu feels like she has suddenly returned to her kindergarten days, and while the other children are still stuck in the anxiety and sadness of leaving their parents, she has already discovered the mysterious toys hidden in the back window of the classroom, and as the discoverer of the treasure, she is the first to run up and start enjoying the kindergarten life.
Because of his sideways, Hoshimi's hands that were originally propped up on the chair had shifted positions, one hand was propped up on the side of Nakamoto Hika, and the other hand was ready to pass over the table, ready to launch a new round of attack.
At this moment, the right hand that crossed the table suddenly touched the mobile phone that was still favored, and Hoshimi seemed to realize something, and with a sense of guilt that did not exist in his heart, he began to hold the mobile phone and launched the final scientific attack on Zhongyuan, who was crying a little out of strength at this time.
Five minutes later, the battle to reshape history ended with a complete victory unscathed, and it ended when Nakamoto Hiyaka was forced to use a precious photo with tears on her face but a smile on her lips as a trophy.
Facts have proven that science and technology are the primary productive forces, and they can also become absolute combat effectiveness.
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The memory is interrupted by the platform that crashes into her eyes, and Hoshimi does not step by pressing the exit bell in front of her seat, and she arrives at the station.
When he got off the bus, Hoshimi found that the sun, which had just revealed half of his little head, had completely fallen asleep, and the moon had slowly taken over from the other side.
Hoshimi took out his phone, it was not too late, it was exactly seven o'clock, and it was less than ten minutes from the station to the apartment. From the station, and then through a quiet long alley, this time is the bustling city offers her only ten minutes.
The unread messages that kept flashing on the lock screen of her phone reminded her that the selection of her debut list had really been revealed, and she was really defeated. At the last second before pressing off the screen, the evening breeze leaned over and swept away the words she had just spoken:
"Hey, what a failure."