Ye Xin felt that in addition to love, she was still very happy, she didn't worry about food or clothing, and she was still a boss of her size. Although these were all given by Yi Jinyan, although she was just a wage earner before Yi Jinyan came back. But in this world, there are more wage earners than bosses, right?

The darkness before dawn is very difficult, as long as you can get through it, you will be greeted by endless light. But how many people can't get through it? How many people fell in the sunrise before sunrise and never got up again.

Ye Xin felt that she was about to become a person who fell in the glow and could no longer get up.

Fortunately, there is Yi Jinyan. But she can't rely on Yi Jinyan all the time, after a long time, she will lose herself. She can't be soft-hearted, she can't get close to Yi Jinyan anymore, this has already crossed the line.

Wei Rushui has already left, and the second floor of her cake shop is also hers, she lives there, and it is convenient for Ye Xin to take care of her when she lived in Ye Xin before.

In the evening, it was past nine o'clock.

Ye Xin was at home by himself, wearing a white suspender nightdress, sitting on the sofa and watching TV.

Obviously, a few months ago, she was still a third-rate college graduate with several jobs, but now, she is bored and doesn't know what she wants to do, when did she become like this? It turns out that money is so useful.

"Later, we didn't come together, even if I still love you after many years......." The sweet female voice sang this song, feeling a little mismatched.

It was Yi Jinyan's call.

"Hey." Ye Xin picked it up.

"I'm at your door, you open the door for me." Yi Jinyan on the other end of the phone said.

Ye Xin stood up and walked to the door. "Let's go. Don't come back again. ”

Yi Jinyan began to knock on the door, shouting as he knocked. "Ye Xin, you open the door for me, open the door, Ye Xin. Open the door. ”

Ye Xin opened the door, and a smell of wine came to his face. Yi Jinyan still looked sober.

"I drank, but I wasn't drunk." Yi Jinyan spoke first, "I'm hungry, I haven't eaten much for a day. ”

"I only have frozen dumplings here." Ye Xin shouted at Yi Jinyan outside in the kitchen. "Eat."

A few minutes later, the water boiled. Ye Xin looked at the gurgling water, a little distracted. After a while, Ye Xin came out with dumplings, and a small plate of dipping sauce with vinegar and chili oil.

"You see, you still remember what I like to eat."

How could you not remember? Ye Xin watched Yi Jinyan eat and didn't speak.

After Yi Jinyan finished eating, Ye Xin put away the bowl and went to wash the dishes. Yi Jinyan stood at the kitchen door and looked at her. After Ye Xin put the bowl away, Yi Jinyan hugged her from behind.

On the side of Ye Xin's face, there was a warm and wine-scented breath exhaled by Yi Jinyan.

"I miss you." Yi Jinyan said, "I can't control myself, I can't help but want to come to you." Don't drive me away, okay? He said it almost in a pleading tone.

How can I Ye Xin, how can I make you Yi Jinyan care so much?

But it was too late.

Ye Xin did not refuse Yi Jinyan.

Yi Jinyan woke up in Ye Xin's bed the next day. When he woke up, Ye Xin was already gone. He hurriedly washed up and went out the door. There was a box of medicine on the table in the living room, and he didn't see it.

Although Ye Xin is not easy to get pregnant, it is better to prevent it. She went to buy the medicine in the morning.

"You say, Yi Jinyan went to look for you last night?"

In Wei Rushui's cake shop, the two of them sat facing each other.

"Hmm." Ye Xin replied softly. "What the hell are you going to do?"

"Sister Like Water,"

"Well, I'm here!"

"I'm afraid, afraid I'll be soft on him."

"You have decades ahead of you, you have to plan for your future, you can't be alone!"

Ye Xin looked at the water glass on the table, and his thoughts drifted somewhere.

"But you don't have to be too anxious, you are still young, you will meet someone who is sincere to you, and I don't advise you to forgive Yi Jinyan, this matter is not easy for outsiders to interfere with. It's best if you can figure it out for yourself. He said earnestly.

This time, Ye Xin was really a little speechless, "Sister Rushui, I'm 22 years old this year, I'm not a minor girl, why do you look like you're afraid that I'm going down the wrong path!" ”

"Loving him feels like taking drugs, knowing that I can't do it, but I want to embark on this road of no return, I can clearly see the distance between us, not only in terms of identity, but also in many other things. He is the pride of the sky, and I am just dust falling in the dirt, close to him, not only will it stain him, but also will break my peaceful and unpeaceful life, I am trying to push him out, but he approaches me again and again, he is willing to be soiled by me, but I do not want to contaminate the noble him. ”

This is Ye Xin's Weibo that afternoon, and there were hundreds of likes in less than two minutes.

"Bloggers look like people with stories."

"It can be seen that the blogger still loves that man very much, what kind of thing would make the blogger disappointed in that man?"

"I feel sorry for the blogger, men are really big pigs' trotters!"

"Upstairs, you don't want to kill a bunch of people with one shot, there are still good men."

"The blogger knows at a glance that he is a very gentle person, what kind of man is willing to hurt such a gentle person?"

"Don't cry in your heart, there is nothing worth nostalgia for a stinky man, let's look for it again, find someone who is a thousand times better than him!"

Heart girl is Ye Xin's Weibo name.

......

There are many more, all of them are comforting Ye Xin, of course, there are also some people who are denouncing Ye Xin, saying that poor people must have something to hate, and these people have been scolded back by those who stand on Ye Xin's side.

Ye Xin's Weibo was not to find comfort, she just wanted to vent. There are a lot of things that can't be said, she posted them on Weibo, and in a few hours, she will delete them.

Of course, Yi Jinyan saw this Weibo.

Yes, how gentle Ye Xin used to be, what kind of people did what kind of things to disappoint such gentle people? Now Yi Jinyan just wants to slap herself a few times, how can you do these things that make her sad?

How much Ye Xin loved him in the past, and how much he hates him now.

That night, Yi Jinyan came to Ye Xin's house again. But this time he didn't go in. Sitting in front of her house all night. Left early.

Ye Xin didn't know.

Ye Xin went to the cemetery, her mother's cemetery. She put the flower down, stood for a while and left.

After walking for about twenty minutes, Ye Xin saw a small park. There was a swing in the park, and she sat on it.

"Brother Jinyan, be taller, be taller!"

"It can't be any higher."

"It's a little higher! Just a little. ”

"Just a little."

"Well, a little would be fine."

"Brother Jinyan."

"What's wrong?"

"Will you always be nice to me?"

"Yes."

"Then will you treat me well for the rest of your life?"

"Yes. We're going to be together for the rest of our lives. ”

"Well, Brother Jinyan, we will be together for the rest of our lives."

At that time, they were all young, Yi Jinyan was twelve or thirteen years old, and she was only seven or eight years old. It's really a child's talk.

Ye Xin stayed for a whole day. Didn't eat or drink.

On the way home in the evening, Ye Xin bought porridge. When I got home, I ate a little bit of my pickled radish.

Ye Xin was lying on the bed, thinking about what had happened during this time, was she too indulgent of herself? She was almost unrecognizable.

Since he won't let go, let her end it.

The next day, Ye Xin sold the restaurant that Yi Jinyan gave her.

Ye Xinjia.

"Are you really leaving?" Like water asked Ye Xin, who was packing up things. Ye Xin didn't raise his head, "I'm just going to travel, it's not that I won't come back, let you go with me, you don't, I'll go with me if you don't want to!" ”

"No, I can't worry about my cake shop."

"Is that store more important than me?"

"I feed on it."

"Okay, I'm leaving, I'll definitely come back before the New Year, don't miss me too much!" Ye Xin carried the suitcase and went out with Rushui.

"Where are you going?" Rip asked her. "I don't know yet, where do you go, don't worry, I will send you gifts everywhere I go." Ye Xin said with a smile.

"I'm looking for your gift? Do I have no money? Can't I afford it? I'm not worried about you yet! "It's like water, and I hate the feeling that iron can't become steel.

"I know you're worried about me, don't worry, I'll give you peace."

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When Ye Xin got on the plane, Yi Jinyan was outside the airport. From the restaurant she sold, Yi Jinyan knew that she really planned to break off with him, but he didn't expect Ye Xin to be so ruthless. Said to sell it, and there was no hesitation at all. Leaving the city, he wanted to avoid him, but they were destined to meet again.