Chapter 221: I already have someone I like in my heart
The mood at this moment is the lonely dead leaves falling in the bamboo forest, even if it is so quiet and silent, the sad autumn is also grabbing our hearts with each other.
I still want to play stupid, can delay for a while, and ask vaguely: "What reply?" ”
"That's it...... When Yuetan Town was separated...... "Senior sister seemed to realize something, and didn't continue to speak, and the hand that pulled my sleeve used a little more force than just now.
"You know it, why don't you answer me? Do you know how uncomfortable I was waiting for this answer, and do you want me to keep waiting? It's too cruel, Second Senior Brother. ”
“...... I. "I can't understand how my sister felt while waiting for my reply, but I knew I was cruel to her.
But there is something more cruel, I used to like my sister, just like she liked me, but now many things have changed.
If the time goes back to before I stabbed the elder brother's sword, I didn't meet Hongying, I didn't know the half-relationship between us, if I wasn't approaching the end of my life, then I would like to have a good relationship with my junior sister, if my heart hadn't changed.
I took my sister's hand and turned to face her. My sister slowly raised her head to look at me, her sad eyes did not reveal expectation, but that she had already understood the answer, just waiting for a definite answer that would make her die, so that she could release all the grievances she had been suffering from for so many years.
"Senior sister......" I took her hand and looked at her hesitantly. She swallowed nervously.
I reached out and gently touched her head and asked in a low voice, "If the answer may not be what you want to know, do you want to hear it too?" Her eyes were filled with disappointment, despair, and speechlessness when I said this, but after a moment she nodded her head still strong.
Seeing her like this, my hand touching her head stopped, opened my mouth slightly, hesitated for a while and didn't say it, and only after a while did I muster up the courage to speak again: "I'm sorry, senior sister, you are a very good girl, senior brother, I like you very much, but my liking for you is the kind of brother and sister." My sister looked at me for a long time, her expression changed rapidly, she wanted to cry but endured it, even if the tears had already flowed out, she didn't wipe them, which made me feel even more heartbroken.
With a crying voice, she said intermittently: "Why? It's because ...... Is it too close? Have you completely taken me as a sister? I...... For so many years, I have kept my distance from you, just afraid that you will treat me as a sister...... But in the end, is it still too close? I was stunned, and it wasn't until I heard her say it now that I realized that she had always hated me and deliberately avoided me, and the reason was this.
My sister is right, because we are so close that I think of her as a sister almost all the time.
However, this is not the main reason.
"Senior sister...... I let go of my hands and pressed them on her weak shoulders, and my serious expression made my junior sister a little dazed, looking at me with teary eyes.
"Actually, I ...... There are already people who like it. Hearing me say this, the junior sister was not too surprised, but had already expected it, and asked me with an uncomfortable feeling in her heart: "Who is it?" That guy looks better than me? Know you better than I do? Or do you like you better than I do? ”
"It's Big Brother!" I pressed her shoulders and shouted earnestly into her pupils.
"The person I like is the big brother! I loved it a long, long time ago! I always fought with him in order to get his attention, instilled in him the idea of a gay man in order to make him accept me, and in order to catch up with him, I participated in the sword trial and won the first place at the cost of everything, in order to prove that I was qualified to accompany him! Stay with him! Sister, you heard me right, in fact, I am a base! I only like men! Halfway through speaking, I knelt down at my distracted sister and shouted remorsefully, "I'm sorry! I have failed your kindness, but I only have a senior brother in my heart, and I can't tolerate anyone else, especially any woman! So, junior sister, I'm sorry! "My tears flowed down my face.
However, my sister didn't respond for a long time, I knelt down and looked up, she didn't look at me, her empty eyes looked into the distance like a lost soul, and she looked like she had been hit and her head was blank.
Suddenly, she closed her eyes and collapsed with weakness.
"Senior sister!" I rushed over to catch her and held her, nervously checking on her and finding that she had fainted.
...... It seems that this lie is too exciting for the junior sister. Seeing the undulating balance of the junior sister's chest, there should be nothing wrong.
I helped her think for a while, picked up the painting machine and took a few pictures of her unconscious face with my sister in my arms, and took a few more pictures with her, and then hung the painting machine around my neck, and then carried my sister on my back and walked in the direction of home.
What happened on this day, the junior sister may not forget it for the rest of her life. ...... Until it was dark for a long time, my sister was still crying in her room, and even my little brother and I could hear it outside the room.
The little junior brother tapped my back with his finger and whispered to me worriedly: "Second senior brother, senior sister is crying so much, will it be fine?" "My heart is also uneasy, for fear that if I make the wrong move, it will cause my sister to do something stupid.
But now I can only comfort my junior brother and say, "It's okay, in this case, you usually just need to cry out loud and rest for a few days." And with the master watching inside, nothing will happen. If my sister is really sad to the point where she can't bear it, Master will definitely kill me to relieve my sister's anger. ”
"Hmm......" The junior brother still seemed very worried. I didn't want to say those words to my sister, I didn't want to hurt my sister, so I kept putting it off.
But the best thing to do now is this, I hope that my sister can forget about me, a perverted man, and be able to find her new life in the future.
And my words can only do one last thing, and they can disappear from their lives forever. I beckoned to the junior brother, "Come to my room." "The little brother didn't know what I wanted to do, so he just listened to my orders, followed me out of my sister's room, and entered my room.
He innocently asked, "Second Senior Brother, at this time, do you have anything to do?" ”
"It's nothing, it's just a piece of clothing for you." When the younger brother entered my room, I closed the door and locked the latch.
When the little junior brother saw me doing this, he seemed to sense that something was wrong, and asked me nervously in a low voice: "Second senior brother, you, why are you closing the door?" I walked to the table, picked up the maid suit from the Western Continent and handed it to the little junior brother, and ordered with a strong attitude: "This is a dress for you, give me a change now!" ”