Chapter 44: I Want to Be a Good Wife

Ai Fukuhara filled Shingo Harano's cup with tea again.

"What are you laughing at, is there something on my face?"

After Ai Fukuhara poured the tea, she saw that Shingo Harano had been staring at her and smiling, and asked with some curiosity.

"There's nothing, I just want to say that Fukuhara-san will be a good wife and mother in the future, but I'm afraid that you will misunderstand."

"It's... Is it? There will be no misunderstanding. ”

Ai Fukuhara lowered her head a little in shame, and then stroked her hair behind her ears with her hand.

Shingo Harano glanced at Ai Fukuhara, who was a little shy, and consciously spoke a little out of bounds, so he changed the topic again.

"But then again, what kind of person does Fukuhara-san want to be in the future?"

"Me? Well, I just want to be with the person I love, and then take care of the kids at home and take care of my lover. ”

"Is it just to be a good wife?"

"Well, a good wife and mother are actually the model I yearn for!"

Ai Fukuhara had two blushes on her face, and she said in a firm tone.

"Is that all?"

He casually took an orange from a coffee table and peeled it.

"Well, I'll make you laugh, but my husband and children are really what I'm looking forward to."

"I believe that Fukuhara-san will be able to find his own happiness in the future."

Break half of the peeled orange and hand it to Ai Fukuhara, and then eat the other half in one bite.

"Should... Right, what about you? ”

Pinching the corner of her short skirt, Ai Fukuhara asked a little nervously.

"I should be a successful person, a person who is not swayed by others, and can decide his own life."

Shingo Harano doesn't have a precise definition of success in his own mind.

However, Yuan Ye Shingo agrees with the three immortals of Confucianism in his previous life, and the so-called three immortals are virtue, meritorious service, and speech.

In modern terms, the first is to be morally effective and to be able to be pure in body and mind. The second is to make meritorious contributions to society and hold power in the hands of individuals. The third is to write books and speak and become a contemporary master.

If you insist on choosing one of them, you must want them all, but reality is reality after all, and if you are really suitable for a certain direction to develop, you still have to go down steadily.

Some people say that being a person can be divided into four classes, the fourth class of people is the person who is struggling within the rules, but still can't get a good result, the third class of people is the person who can live like a fish in water within the rules, and the second class of people is the person whose own strength can sometimes evade the rules or even ignore the rules.

And the first person is the person who stands at the apex of the rules and can modify the rules for his own use, and such a person can be called a great man, or a traitor.

It may be a little difficult to understand, but Ai Fukuhara didn't understand it too clearly, and said a little confused: "What does it mean not to be swayed?" ”

Yuan Ye Shingo laughed softly: "It's the kind of person who has become one of those big people in our eyes, even if he dies and later generations will say that he is very powerful, but those are too far away, it's better to live in the moment." ”

"But I just want to be plain and don't quite understand what Shingo thinks."

Ai Fukuhara blinked and said softly.

Shingo Harano stretched out his hand and touched Ai Fukuhara's head and said: "Whether we want to be ordinary or become a big shot, we all have to work hard, at least go to a good school, learn more and absorb some knowledge, so that when we do what we like in the future, we will not be without foundation, and we will be more talented." ”

Ai Fukuhara was motionless as he stroked his head, and he didn't fully listen to what Harano Shingo said, mainly because the big hand on her head was too warm, but she didn't speak, but quietly listened to Harano's suggestions and plans.

"Sure enough, this Shingo is more attractive, more mature, and there is always a feeling that people can rely on."

Seeing that Ai Fukuhara who was sitting next to him didn't speak, it was probably not quite understandable, after all, the adult world is very complicated, and I can't go back to the simplicity when I was still in school.

Shingo Harano looked at the cute and simple Ai Fukuhara, and thought of her life experience that was much more tragic than herself, and couldn't help but sigh softly for this girl in her heart.

From the beginning of the picture of meeting on the train, to the picture of her later delivering herself a bento, and then not disgusting with the nausea when she vomits, but to take care of herself with her own hands, such a girl let her meet, isn't it a kind of luck.

"Love, can you look at me?"

"Huh!?"

"Shingo, Shingo, what did you just call me?" Ai Fukuhara's hand trembling as she was about to peel an apple with a fruit knife, and the fruit knife fell involuntarily.

Shingo Harano saw that she was trying to explain something, so he spoke in advance, "Don't move, I'll pick it up." ”

Although it's a fruit knife, it's still a little troublesome if it touches your hand, so Shingo Harano picked it up and put it far away.

"That's... That, did Shingo just call me love? ”

Looking at Ai Fukuhara, who was rubbing his skirt tightly with his two hands, Shingo Harano said in a firm tone: "That's right, aren't people close to you call names?" Love is a very good friend of mine, so if you have trouble in the future, you must come to me, okay? ”

Ai Fukuhara's eyelashes trembled slightly, and she suddenly felt hot on her face.

I touched it with my hand, and it turned out to be tears, but why am I so happy?

I'm not dreaming, it's true.

Ai Fukuhara, who finally couldn't bear it anymore, rushed into the arms of Shingo Harano and cried, she was very aggrieved, she was so aggrieved, no one had really taken care of her and protected her for so many years. Now that she finally has one, and she is still the person she likes, this makes her heart so happy that she cries.

Shingo Harano didn't think about why she was so excited, but thinking of what happened to her, it may be that all the negative emotions broke out all at once after being recognized by herself.

Shingo Harano deeply understands emptiness, depression, suffocation, fatigue, paleness, despair, irritability, and fear.

Joys and sorrows are not connected, and many emotions cannot be resolved and cannot be shared.

He knew that the original Ai Fukuhara was happy was actually a very luxurious thing for her.

Letting Ai Fukuhara's tears fall on her body, Shingo Harano stretched out his hands to hug her back and patted her gently.

Ai Fukuhara was his first friend when he came to this world, and he cared for and took care of him the most, although Shingo Harano also vaguely felt her feelings for him, but now he still valued this friendship in his mind.

It's not just Shingo Harano who saved Ai Fukuhara from the darkness, it's Ai Fukuhara who pulls Shingo Harano in the dark.

If it weren't for the simple girl who gave him care and encouragement when he came to the most empty time in this world, maybe he wouldn't have the mentality and actions he has now.

In that case, then your light is supported by me.

Let me guard your future.

The two of them hugged each other for a long time in the slightly wine-smelling living room, and even the taste of wine seemed to be sweet.

Only Xiao Erlang leaned out of the dog's head and looked at the two people in the living room from a distance, and then suddenly felt that the big bones in his mouth were not fragrant.