obviously love each other, but they have to torture each other, not because they don't want to be together, but because they can't be together.

She knew she shouldn't say that, but she couldn't help but want to say it, and finally she gritted her teeth and said it.

"Actually, I don't think you can complain about Yi Jinyan, after all, this matter was done by his parents, and it has nothing to do with him, and he was not in the country at that time, he didn't know about it at all, he loved you for so many years, he wouldn't be willing to hurt you, and he blamed himself now, didn't he? He is such a proud person, and now he is so humble in front of you, and you don't love him, why can't you try to forgive him? It's good for all of you. His parents may be a little sad at that level, but the life is lived by the two of you, and it has nothing to do with his parents. ”

"It's not that simple, Sister Shui, I can't pass this level in my heart. There are thousands of mountains and rivers between me and Yi Jinyan, he can't get by, and I can't get by, so it's better to be short. ”

Ye Xin has completely given up, what is impossible, why be reluctant? In the end, it's just mutual torture.

"Where do you come from? Yi Jinyan has already built a sunny avenue where you can't see, as long as you look back, you can see it, why don't you want to turn back? "Shui is still trying to convince Ye Xin.

"That's his way. As for me, I walked on a single-plank bridge and couldn't turn back. ”

After listening to Ye Xin's words, she actually wanted to continue to persuade her, but she thought about it a lot, but she couldn't think of anything more to say.

Ye Xin saw the watery entanglement, she smiled, "Don't worry about me, what's there to worry about, I'm still so young!" ”

Rushui hated the feeling that iron could not become steel, "Forget it, no matter what you are, it's still that sentence, you can figure it out yourself." ”

"Give me some time, I'll figure it out." Ye Xin didn't know if he was answering the words of the water, or if he was comforting himself.

Quiet room.

Ye Xin opened Weibo, and the Weibo she posted that day had more than 100,000 comments.

Seeing it next to him, he said, "Your Weibo is really amazing, haven't you noticed that there have been more people in Qingshui Town in the past two days?" It's all for your Weibo, you hurry up and post another Weibo to report safety! ”

Ye Xin thought for a while, typed the words "Thank you for your concern, I'm safe" on Weibo, and then put away his mobile phone and didn't read the comments.

In the evening, Rushui found Yi Jinyan.

Yi Jinyan sat on the edge of the bed and pondered, when he heard a knock on the door, he walked over and opened the door.

"We're leaving tomorrow, go back to S City, and come over and talk to you." The water outside the door said.

After listening to this, Yi Jinyan was silent for a moment, and then said, "I know."

The next day, on the way back, Ye Xin edited such a note:

Once, what I liked was an ancient town in the south of the Yangtze River, a bluestone road, a drizzle, and a red oil-paper umbrella; Now, what I like is, a city, a house, a cup of hot water, a person.

After going back, Ye Xin slept at home for two days. On the third day, I went to buy a small shop, more than 30 square meters, a bit off. As long as she doesn't lose, it's okay to earn a little less. This shop is not very far from her house, so when she bought it, she looked for a small one to buy, and there was no special lounge, just a tatami mat in the store.

Ye Xin didn't expect that that restaurant could sell for so much money, so much that she could squander it for at least twenty or thirty years.

Ye Xin opened a shop that sells clothes, and he won't be too idle or too busy.

It's easy to think too casually, and she's too busy to bear it, so it's just right for her.

Ye Xin specially separated two shelves for Hanfu in her store, and also put two smaller shelves, one for embroidered shoes and one for headdress. I'm going to be fully dressed!

The interior of the entire store is mainly warm colors, and it looks very comfortable at first glance. Ye Xin named it "Yigu".

It didn't take long for "Yigu" to open, and on the day of the opening, there was a 60% discount.

This store, it is not very partial, although it is out of the second ring road, but there are two residential areas nearby, and there are two technical schools, and the flow of people is also quite large, and because of the opening discount, on the first day, Ye Xin was really tired, but the harvest is still very good.

In the evening, Ye Xin and Rushui went to the night market and ate a lot of things.

"I can't remember how long I haven't eaten like this!" Ye Xin said while eating chicken tofu.

"We haven't been to the night market for at least a year, hurry up and eat, and accompany me to buy stinky tofu after eating, I haven't seen you for so long, I miss it very much!" Like water urging the heart of the leaf.

Ye Xin's eyes lit up, "No problem, wait for me!" She finished eating the chicken tofu in three or two bites, drank a mouthful of soup, and went to buy stinky tofu.

Chicken tofu without soup is soulless.

In front of the stinky tofu stall.

"Shall we eat one or one for each other?" Ye Xin asked like water.

"Let's have a big portion, or I'm afraid I won't be able to eat anything else for a while." Seems to be watery.

"Okay."

Ten o'clock. Ye Xin and Rushui touched their stomachs and returned home satisfied.

"You said that I would have to go without meat for many days to eat so many high-calorie things tonight!" Rushui complained, "It's all your fault, if I'm fat, I'll blame you!" ”

"Okay, blame me, blame me, will you come tomorrow?"

"No, no, no."

"You're not going to live with me, are you? It's now my house! Ye Xin asked like water.

Like water waved his hand, "No, I'm going to go home and pamper my bed." I haven't seen you for more than ten hours, and it misses me. ”

Ye Xin looked disgusted, "Hurry up and go, you, I'm not as important as your bed!" I can see you! ”

"Of course you're not as important as my bed!" After speaking, Rushui waved a taxi and left.

The place where Ye Xin is standing now is still across the street from her house, and the road is quite lively. Everyone else is paired in pairs, but Ye Xin is the only one who is herself.

It's really like a sentence in a Chinese textbook when I was a child: "The excitement is someone else's".

After Ye Xin went home, he turned on all the lights in the house. She hugged a blanket, draped it over her body, and sat on the floor of the living room balcony.

Thinking of something, Ye Xin suddenly smiled.

In many romance novels, the male and female protagonists quarreled, and the male protagonist drove outside the heroine's house for a night, and later the heroine saw it and reconciled. This should be written about a single house, right, what can you see outside? It's not a car from this community, so easy to put in?

Actually, Yi Jinyan also waited for her outside Ye Xin's house. At that time, she still lived in a small villa, even if Yi Jinyan didn't go out, as long as she opened the window, they could see each other, and they didn't need to shout when they spoke. At that time, she was still young, and she didn't dare to be with Yi Jinyan openly, for fear of being seen by her father, so she could only go to a farther place to play, and she couldn't go to the playground, because Yi Jinyan was naïve.

How good was Yi Jinyan to her at that time? Probably Ye Xin felt that even if she was asked to die for him at that time, she would not regret it. But later, she regretted being with him.

If she hadn't been with Yi Jinyan, Yi Jinyan's parents wouldn't have attacked the Ye family in order to break them up, if the Ye family hadn't gone bankrupt, her father wouldn't have had a stroke, she would still have a father, she wouldn't be pregnant, and she wouldn't have had a miscarriage.

Probably, she has never had a chance with a child in her life. Isn't that what the doctor meant?

Therefore, she felt that she still didn't want to harm others, so that others would have no children.

Maybe if you do more good things in this life, you will be able to vote for a good family in the next life, and you will be happy!

The lights on the road were on for the night.

Ye Xin still remembers that that year Yi Jinyan hugged her and said to her: "As long as the lights of this city are still on, as long as there is electricity in this world, I will always love you."

The love words are very beautiful, and so far, he has done what Yi Jinyan said.

However, it was reality, not themselves, that defeated them.

When Ye Xin woke up, it was past nine o'clock, hurriedly washed, put on makeup, went out, and it was almost eleven o'clock when she arrived at the store, Ye Xin thought to herself, she was really not suitable for the kind of 9-to-5 job, and deduction of wages and dismissal must be commonplace.

After arriving at the store, Ye Xin took out the snacks he bought on the road and began to eat.

Across the street, across the street from the "Valley of Clothes", there is a large bookstore with a row of small tables outside by the window. At a small table, a man sits.

It's Yi Jinyan.

The current Yi Jinyan only dared to look at Ye Xin secretly, he was afraid that Ye Xin would find out and hide from her. Yi Jinyan will come here every day to sit for a while, no matter how long the time is, every day. Even the bookstore owner was familiar with him.

The owner of the bookstore was a man in his thirties, and he looked very elegant.

The bookstore owner brought Yi Jinyan a glass of water, sat down opposite him, followed his eyes, and saw Ye Xin.

"Not reconciled yet? It's been so long, it shouldn't be! ”

Yi Jinyan smiled, and the smile was very bitter.

"We're separated."

The bookstore owner heard it and felt that it was a pity. "You are such a good young man, why doesn't she know to cherish it?"

"It's me who I'm sorry for her." Yi Jinyan was very uncomfortable, and every word he said felt like he was cutting his heart with a knife.

"It's not cheating, is it?" The bookstore owner asked.

Yi Jinyan shook his head.

"It's easy to say if it's not cheating, you just use a beautiful man's plan, if it doesn't work, then you will be shameless and shameless to pester her, and one day she will be reconciled." The boss said, and then asked, "She doesn't have a boyfriend now, right?"

Yi Jinyan shook his head again.

"It's easy to talk if you don't have a boyfriend, you just do what I say, and if you have a boyfriend, don't bother her anymore."

Yi Jinyan smiled bitterly and said, "Things between us are not so simple, she won't forgive me so easily."

"As long as she still loves you, no matter how long it takes, there will always be a day when she will forgive you."

The boss's words make it sound like he has a story.

"I ruined her family." Yi Jinyan said a word, leaving the bookstore owner speechless.

"Then there is no way, you can only stay up until the day she forgives you. Although there may not be that day in this life. ”