470. Where does so much inner drama come from?

"Ah...... Hmmm......"

Jiang Yu scratched his cheek and responded casually.

Although he said this, he didn't really think about what he wanted to make, but when it came to the things he wanted to succeed the most recently, or what he wanted to make it go smoothly...... That's undoubtedly the progress of the production of the only game under the name of "Simple Plan Softare", a club that hasn't been created for a long time.

The future of the muse has not even been considered by the group of girls themselves, so he naturally will not make a wish here. And HTT ...... If a goal like the Reasoned Martial Arts Hall can be achieved simply by praying to the gods, then all the well-known bands in this world are too worthless.

"That's right." Megumi Kato nodded when she heard this, with a vague smile on her lips, "Then, let's go around together." ”

Jiang Yu also nodded yes, and began to rotate the stone with Megumi Kato by rotating the disc of the Chinese dining table. Halfway through the journey, he suddenly became curious about what the girl's expression would be at this moment, so he naturally turned his head to look at it.

It was a Kato-like expressionless face as always, but it was clearly stained with a bit of solemnity. Unlike Mahaku's expressionless face that doesn't know how to express his inner emotions, the calm and indifferent on Megumi Kato's face is usually a real representation of the other party's confusion about those things.

This is also the reason why Jiang Yu decided that the girl would be a very talkative girl after meeting him a few times.

But at this moment, the solemnity on the other party's face awakened Jiang Yu's not too distant memory.

He'd seen that look on the other person's face before—it was the first time the girl had told him she wanted to learn to code.

What kind of wish would she have in her heart now?

Almost irrepressible, such a thought popped up in Jiang Yu's mind.

Megumi Kato didn't notice Jiang Yu's gaze, or rather, the girl who was all about praying at this moment didn't have time to pay attention to the performance of the people around her. She pursed her lips tightly, and her gaze fell on the stone in front of her, surrounded by a dim halo of light around her, adding a sense of holiness to her whiteness.

Jiang Yu's hand movements did not stop, but he was a little distracted in his heart - on weekdays, he always ridiculed the girl with titles such as "heroine" and "saint", but at this moment, he actually had the illusion of really looking at the cute heroine who only belonged to the second dimension, and walked into reality.

Is this the reason why Chu Lun will also call each other "main heroine" after meeting Megumi Kato for the first time in his memory?

Such a thought flashed in Jiang Yu's heart, and what followed was an extremely slight unpleasant feeling. Feeling the awkward feeling in his heart, he blinked a little dazedly, not knowing why.

I'm ......

Exhaling a breath of turbidity from his nose, Jiang Yu shook his head, let go of his hand, tilted his head slightly, looked at Megumi Kato, and said softly, "Let's go on, shall we?" ”

In the faint light, the girl, whose face was as plain as ever, nodded, and the two continued to walk forward.

This stone for people to make a wish seems to be the end of this "tour in the womb", and then Jiang Yu and Kato Megumi took two steps forward in the dark, and then saw a slightly shiny exit.

I have to say that this kind of light that has been in the dark for a long time and then flutters back really gives people a feeling of nostalgia and peace of mind. It seems that this small Buddhist hall can stand safely next to Kiyomizu-ji Temple, and it seems that it is not unreasonable.

Jiang Yu involuntarily quickened his pace, climbed the stairs, and returned to the outside, and Megumi Kato, who was closely behind him, naturally left the dark abyss-like area at the same time.

Bathed in the sun, Jiang Yu subconsciously stretched his waist, and a feeling of being separated from the world appeared in his heart at the same time. As soon as he thought of this, he couldn't help but turn his head and glance at Megumi Kato, and found that the girl was also a little lazy at this time, squinting her eyes slightly, and there was a faint smile on her lips.

"How? Do you feel like you've been reborn? ”

The uncle sitting at the counter asked with a Kansai accent with a hearty smile on his face.

Inexplicably, Jiang Yu thought of a purple-haired girl who occasionally spit out a Kansai accent, and then thought of those beautiful girls in ACG works, and secretly shook his head and thought: How did this thing similar to a mouth fetish become a cute attribute?

The few people who came out before Jiang Yu and Megumi Kato nodded approvingly, and at the same time showed an unfinished expression.

However, when Jiang Yu heard these echoing voices, he couldn't help but pout and shrugged his shoulders noncommittally.

Human beings are creatures that live in the present, and at the same time, they are also creatures that carry the past and stubbornly move forward into the future.

Even if you go to see the 480 temples in the mist and rain, you will bow your head and worship with your heart; Or stroll through the crowded streets of Florence and feel the romantic atmosphere handed down from the Renaissance; Or over the mountains, through the snowstorm, to the highest peak in the snowy world—it is impossible to change one person.

Even if there is a change in some places, if you can't change the eyes of the people around you, if you can't reverse the evaluation of yourself and the failures you have had in the past, even if you have a big change in your mentality and state of mind, it is still useless.

The social and social nature of human beings dooms all people to live in the eyes of others.

In other words, in a world that is accustomed to defining and labeling a person, once you are labeled as a "loser", "useless", "cheater", etc., it is difficult to change your image in the eyes of the world.

Life is a lifetime, between pitches.

A person's life is a piece of history, even if the history written by most people is not known to future generations. However, there is no doubt that the time spent on earth and the accumulated experience will make a person. If you want to be reborn, you have to wipe out a person's history.

However, this is not possible, and as a result, we cannot hope to be reborn, but to endure the wounds on our legs and the sins we have made, and to go on forever.

“…… In other words, is it impossible to 'start over'? ”

Jiang Yu muttered in a low voice as if in a dream, for himself who obviously had such a correct argument in his mind, but suddenly encountered something that could not be explained by common sense that he didn't know whether it was a crossing or a change in the world line, and at the same time he really got the opportunity to "start over", and felt a trace of irony.

Then, immediately after that, it came to my mind, winding up like a vine, and what kept cutting was a deep doubt and self-abandonment.

If what is in front of you is real, then the more than 20 years before are illusory? And if what is in front of you is false, then what is real?

Is it Zhuangzi, or is it a butterfly?

Jiang Yu, who suddenly fell into this ultimate philosophical question, his face changed strangely, and thoughts were surging in his mind, as if he wanted to grasp something, but he couldn't grasp anything in his palm. At the same time, there is also a kind of panic and anxiety in my heart, which is like a tide of water, which cannot be stopped.

"Huh? Was it only about five minutes in? ”

This sudden, familiar and nostalgic light words that made me want to cry, made Jiang Yu suddenly break free from the quagmire of truth and falsehood. He greedily breathed two mouthfuls of the fresh mountain air, and then turned his head to look at the girl who had suddenly spoken just now, his eyes dazed.

Megumi Kato, who took out her mobile phone at some point, was staring at the screen, looking a little surprised and confused.

It is extremely easy for people to lose their judgment when they are in the darkness for a long time or in a predicament that they cannot get out of. Even if you count the pulse, it will become less accurate because of the current state of mind, not to mention that except for a small number of people with professional needs or quirks, where will anyone habitually count the pulse to time?

In this day and age, as long as you are not in a remote mountain or countryside, even if you go out at two or three o'clock in the morning, you can always find warm yellow lights on the side of the road.

In other words, most people have never experienced absolute darkness.

However, the short journey of less than five minutes just now allowed the participants to experience a new feeling that had never been experienced before.

the uneasiness and apprehension that naturally arise in the darkness; The panic and tension brought about by the loss of the vision that depends on it; Even so, I still have to resist and worry about moving forward...... Of course, there is also the joy, joy, and peace of mind that comes out and regains the light.

It can be said that the people who designed this place have taken into account all aspects of human nature, and at the same time, even if you think about it, you will only shake your head in admiration or remain silent. And the plan will not be to scold and not to persevere.

Jiang Yu, who was a little pale, wiped the cold sweat oozing from his forehead, and at the same time felt a slightly cold mark on the vest, and subconsciously shivered.

The leaves are pale, and the white dew is frost.

In late autumn, it's already cold.

But this biting coldness, as well as the girl's posture of playing with her mobile phone, all reminded Jiang Yu that truth is truth, seeing mountains is mountains, seeing the sea is sea, and seeing flowers is flowers.

He is not a university scholar or a great philosopher, why did he go to think about the true meaning of life, the illusory reality, and the dream of Zhuang Zhoudie.

It must be known that the moon in the sea is true, and the warm jade in Lantian is also true.

If he came here, it was arranged by God, then what he wanted to do was not to be a rebellious boy like a second-year boy, but a gentle and shallow chin smile.

After all, the sky is already very tired, so don't break it, cover it, go against it, and fight it at every turn.

Where is there so much inner drama, isn't it?

As soon as he thought of this, Jiang Yu sighed with relief, and then with a refreshing smile on his face, he rushed to the girl who was looking down at the mobile phone, and said sincerely in a rare cheerful tone: "Thank you~ Kato!" ”

"Huh?"

Megumi Kato raised her head a little dazedly when she heard this, obviously not knowing why the other party suddenly thanked her. However, looking at the rare happy look on Jiang Yu's face, the girl nodded thoughtfully, pursed her lips, and showed a smile as shallow as a puddle of silver moonlight, without saying a word.

In this regard, Jiang Yu's smile became brighter and brighter - although language is the most important way to transmit information between people, more emotions, thoughts and even emotions are conveyed through actions and facial expressions.

At this moment, Megumi Kato didn't say anything, but let him look at him again - sure enough, this girl is simply a contemporary saint-like figure!

No, it's okay anyway?

"Ah~" Suddenly, Megumi Kato exclaimed in small surprise and looked in the direction where she came before, "Oops, everyone may have gone in." ”

The corners of Jiang Yu's mouth twitched, and he also looked at the group of students in black uniforms who had begun to move, and at the same time did not forget to complain: "Then please Kato, you say such things in a worse and surprised tone, right?" ”

The two of them began to walk quickly towards the line of students who were queuing in front of Kiyomizu Temple, Jiang Yu slightly cooperated with Megumi Kato's speed, shouting "I'm sorry" in his mouth, and the thought that he had already concluded before appeared in his mind.

Sure enough, this girl is not a main heroine.

Have you ever seen a heroine with such a distinct personality? Don't talk about oral fetishes or hometown dialects that are easy to build character attributes, so far, I haven't even figured out the basic role positioning, right?

Is it a superior defeated dog in the black belly year, or a junior defeated dog in the tsundere year?

No, what are you implying by that? And why are they all defeated dogs?

……

After barely catching up with the team of Class B, the two entered the main hall together. There are also exhibits such as iron shoes and tin rods, but because of the large number of visitors, it seems that there is no chance to touch them.

Isn't it forbidden to touch? Why?

With such a slightly regretful thought, Jiang Yu followed the crowd, stepped on the stairs, and walked forward.

Further on, there is the Shimizu Stage, which is a very wide square, which has become a "suspended" location due to the architectural design, and from then on you can enjoy the beautiful scenery of the mountain.

At this time, it was the tail of the maple leaf season, so Jiang Yu and his party were also fortunate to enjoy the fiery red under the clear sky and the mountains all over the fields, and saw with their own eyes the magnificent feeling that they could never experience from the photos.

Of course, the Shimizu Stage is also the most popular attraction of Kiyomizu-dera Temple, and it is not an exaggeration to say that it is crowded with tourists in addition to students taking commemorative photos.

After recovering from the magnificent and beautiful fiery red maple leaves, Jiang Yu immediately felt the crowd surging around. He couldn't help but snort, and chose a remote corner, lying on the slightly cold railing, squinting slightly, looking down at the surrounding scenery from top to bottom.

The mountains are dyed red, the streets of downtown Kyoto are lined with old houses and high-rise buildings, the faint smoke that rises out of nowhere, and the slender traces of airplanes in the distance......

There are things that are eternal and unchanging, and things that change with the times.

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