Boom!

Kamikawa heard that after he shouted "I'm back", there was movement in the hall of his house.

Listen to the voice, it's urgent.

Something hurried around and hit the table.

Without waiting for Kamikawa to think about it, Kamikawa Chie ran out of the hall, and her left foot went crazy.

Don't think about it.

The movement of hitting the table just now must have been that Chie Kamikawa was in too much of a hurry and accidentally hit the table with her left knee.

"Nissan, you're back." Kamikawa Chie jumped and limped, stopped in front of Kamikawa Zun, bent over and rubbed his left knee and said.

"Hmm." Kamikawa Zun was slightly stunned, nodded, and looked at Kamikawa Chie.

A fair face with a very painful little expression.

No matter how you can see, it hurts when she hits the table, but she doesn't cry, she endures it.

"It's okay."

Uekawa Zun held one hand on Kamikawa Chie's arm, held her, and quickly took off his shoes with the other hand.

"Does it hurt, I'll help you in."

Kamikawa Chie hurriedly shook his head and waved his hand, forcing a smile.

"Nissan, I'm fine, it doesn't hurt."

That smile, pain and laughter exist on a cute face, and it makes people laugh when they look at it.

With that, she padded her left foot and stood up.

"Nissan, you came back late today, did you go on a date secretly?

Nissan, why is your bag so dirty that it fell to the ground? The schoolbag is so dirty, it's not good to take it out, I'll wash it for you.

Nissan don't have to worry about me washing your bag, hehe, because I washed all the dirty clothes you haven't washed today.

Everything is washed clean.

If you don't believe me, I'll hang it on the balcony. ”

Kamikawa Chie is like a little sparrow, chattering non-stop.

Speaking of the back, she crossed her hands on her waist, held her chest up, and had a little tsundere-like pride on her face.

It's like a little princess who has helped her parents a little and is waiting for her parents to praise her.

Kamikawa did not speak.

Listen quietly.

"Oh, by the way, Nissan, I didn't just do the laundry today.

I also took the quilt to dry and mopped the floor. ”

Chie Kamikawa pointed to the floor and smiled sweetly.

"Nissan, look, it's clean.

Also, oh, I saw that it was getting late, and Nissan didn't come back, so I cooked the rice first and scrambled an egg.

Nissan you haven't eaten it yet, so let's see if the first meal I made was good.

Nissan I'm not very good, I found that I am actually very capable of housework. ”

The words fell.

Kamikawa Chie's eyes wandered, sometimes looking at the floor, sometimes at the wall next to her.

Hands fiddling with the corners of the clothes:

"So...... Nissan, I can do the laundry, cooking, and drying quilts in the future.

There are also things like mopping the floor and going out to buy groceries, I can do it too.

In addition to these, there are other small things I can help with as well. ”

Kamikawa Chie's voice trembled slightly.

"Nissan, you don't have to treat me like a child, I'm 15 years old, not young."

Kamikawa Zun Mo Yan, look at Kamikawa Chie.

Maybe she didn't dare to look at Kamikawa Zun's expression, or maybe she was too focused, Kamikawa Chie didn't notice that Kamikawa was looking at her.

She was still talking.

"I'm not a kid anymore, I can do a lot of things, I can help a lot, I can also help Nissan you share some of the pressure, so ......"

Chie Kamikawa said as she spoke, her eyes flushed and her sockets soaked.

Tears couldn't stop staying.

The last word 'so' was spoken, her voice trembled, and her body trembled.

Both hands clutched the corners of their clothes, and they were all pinched into folds.

She wanted to say the follow-up words, but she couldn't, and her throat seemed to be stuck.

I want to say it, but I don't dare to say it.

She's scared,

Fear that saying those words will bring loss, will ......

Until now, Kamikawa Zun, who had been silent for a long time, had a move.

Raised his hand and patted Chie Kamikawa on the shoulder.

His expression didn't change, but that didn't mean he was indifferent, or that he didn't know why Chie Kamikawa suddenly said this.

When he arrived at the door of his home, Kamikawa Zun sensed something from the memory of the original owner.

The original owner wrote two suicide notes before committing suicide on a plane.

One is a suicide note in a school bag.

The other is that when I first wrote a suicide note, I wrote a waste suicide note and threw it in the trash.

Originally, Kamikawa was praying.

I hope Chie Kamikawa didn't find the trash can suicide note.

However, judging from the current performance of Kamikawa Chie, she must have found the suicide note in the trash can and knew that Kamikawa Zun was going to commit suicide.

Uekawa patted Chie Uekawa on the shoulder.

This gentle beat, as if the embankment that was about to burst was the last slap, and Kamikawa Chie's body trembled, and she couldn't hold back it anymore, crying loudly.

She wanted to hold back her crying, she wanted to wipe away her tears.

I don't want Kamikawazun to see her sad, for fear that he will feel sorry for her.

However, no matter how much she reached out to wipe her tears, they could not be wiped away.

Keeps flowing.

Because, she remembered the suicide note that she found in his room this morning.

And even more because ......

From the glare of the hallway overhead, she suddenly noticed that Nissan's hair was mixed with several gray hairs.

To be honest, in today's society, there is a lot of academic pressure, and it is normal for high school students to have a few gray hairs, almost walking on the road, any high school student who has gray hair, whether he studies or not, it is normal to have gray hair.

However, Kamikawa Chie didn't think about this, in her opinion, it was Nissan who had too many worries and too many worries after supporting the family alone, and thus gave birth to gray hair.

Chie Kamikawa is not stupid, she knows very well how gloomy and distressed Nissan is after the death of her parents.

Although Nissan, who used to love to laugh, still smiles when facing her every day.

However, she knew very well that it was Nissan who was afraid that she was worried and was holding on.

Every time she secretly opened Nissan's room, she could always see Nissan's calm face, clutching his head there, frowning, thinking about his daily expenses and worrying about the days ahead.

She was eager to help.

But every time I wanted to ask for help, I was retorted by Nissan, "What are you doing as a child, it's a disadvantage, go do your homework" and something like that.

Even, Nissan sulked as he spoke.

Over time, Kamikawa Chie didn't dare to say this.

She was afraid that Nissan would be angry, afraid that saying this would make Nissan feel incompetent.

However.

Everything changed when she found the suicide note.

Seeing the contents of the suicide note, unprecedented remorse poured out.

Chie Kamikawa regretted it extrinsely.

I regret that it would have been nice if I had insisted on helping, and if I had the courage to take the initiative to help Nissan share something.

Today is the most disturbing day for Chie Kamikawa, since the death of her parents, she once again experienced panic and uneasiness.

She was terrified that Nissan had committed suicide.

She wanted to go out and find Nissan.

But he was afraid that if Nissan didn't commit suicide and couldn't find her when he came back, he would cause trouble for Nissan.

A whole day.

From morning to evening.

Chie Kamikawa was at home, praying that Nissan would not commit suicide and waiting for Nissan to return.

And in the day of waiting, she didn't wait, and did the housework that Nissan used to do, wanting to share some pressure for Nissan.

Every time I do housework and feel the tiredness of housework, Chie Kamikawa will cry once.

Originally...... Nissan has paid so much, he is really a fool and an idiot! Why couldn't I have found out earlier?

That's it.

Wait until the evening, when night falls

Looking at the sky, Nissan still hasn't returned......

Kamikawa Chie's heart seems to be covered with a dark curtain as if night is falling.

The first layer is called helplessness, panic, regret, self-blame...... The shady scene

As time passed, the darkness deepened.

Just when the dark curtain was about to reach the critical point, Kamikawa Chie finally heard the sound, the most anticipated sound of the door opening, and the most wanted to hear "I'm back".

There was no hesitation.

Chie Kamikawa rushed out, and because she was in too much of a hurry and in a hurry, she accidentally bumped into the table.

She ignored the pain and ran out on tiptoe.

Seeing Kamikawa Zun, Kamikawa Chie's hanging heart finally let go.

At that moment, she didn't cry, resisted the urge to cry, and said the words that she had silently recited countless times in her heart early in the morning today.

Until the last few sentences.

She found that the tears that had been forcibly held back had fallen, and the tears could not be stopped.

And when it comes to the last sentence.

She cried, and the words stopped.

The last sentence, which she had silently recited countless times, she did not dare to say.

was stuck on the word 'so'.

Subsequently, it was not said.

Because she was afraid that after she said it, she would let Nissan know that she had read the suicide note, which would cause Nissan to touch her heartstrings, and she felt that her fragility was known by her sister, resulting in the loss of Nissan, and she was afraid that her words would bind Nissan, and she was afraid that she would increase the burden on Nissan and get angry......

In fact.

That sentence is short.

It's also simple:

"So, Nissan, let's try to survive together."

……