21, true self (3)

At the end of the morning class, Fang Hua didn't follow Ah Xiang and them to the cafeteria, he went straight to class ten.

"Hey, why are you here?"

In the classroom of class ten, Lin Qian was the only one, she happened to come back from the teacher's office, and before she sat down for a few minutes, she saw Fang Hua walking over with a worried face.

It must have come to find herself, she was happy in her heart, and ran to the door of the class.

"I'm here to discuss things with you." Fang Hua saw that Lin Qian still had a lunch box on the table, "Am I disturbing you eating?" ”

"No, you can come in and sit down." Lin Qian didn't mind, she pointed to the seat in front of her, "You just sit there first, they won't come back at noon." ”

Fang Hua followed Lin Qian and walked to the seat and sat down. The atmosphere and dress of the liberal arts class is obviously much better than that of the science class, and some people even raise meat by the window. "Well, this is what I raised." Lin Qian pointed to the succulent by the window, "It's good to take care of the plants normally." ”

"Well, yes." Fang Hua nodded, he turned the bench and sat down upright.

Lin Qian sat down very casually, she opened the cloth wrapped in the lunch box, and took out chopsticks and spoons. "So, what do you want to ask me?"

"I want to ask you, how did you become a pro?" Fang Hua asked sincerely, he felt as if he had never had such a formal chat since the two of them met.

"Have you thought about it?" Lin Qian glanced at him, and then continued to open the lunch box, a fragrance permeated the classroom, and also wafted into Fang Hua's nose, and his stomach screamed uncontrollably. He hurriedly answered Lin Qian's question to divert his attention.

"Yes, I figured it out!"

"Oh? Is attitude changing so quickly? It won't be an adolescent impulse, it's about your future. Lin Qian just picked up a shrimp and immediately put it down. Why did Fang Hua's attitude suddenly take a 180-degree turn? Yesterday morning, I was still saying that I can't do this or that, how can I ...... today?

"I thought about it all night, and I shouldn't let my talent go to waste." Fang Hua has made up his mind, "I'm going to show them, even if it's playing games, I can make a difference." ”

"Who is it for? Parents? Or a teacher? When Lin Qian heard what Fang Hua said, a bored look appeared on her face, she picked up a few slices of lettuce and sent them to her mouth. If... This reason, there are some... Bored. ”

She was chewing lettuce in her mouth, Fang Hua didn't hear what she said clearly, "I didn't hear what you said clearly?" ”

"I mean," Lin Qian swallowed the lettuce, "If you choose to play e-sports just to have a conflict with your parents, I still advise you to learn your habits well, there is no need to do so." ”

She was a little displeased, and her face returned to her usual cold expression.

"I didn't choose to play esports just to go against my parents, I really wanted to try!"

Fang Hua couldn't agree with Lin Qian's words, so he immediately refuted it. "I never knew what I wanted and what I wanted to do in the future, until Cailiu appeared in my life, I realized that in addition to studying, there are more paths to choose from, if my talent is destined, then my career is also inevitable! It's not a gambling choice made in order to go against your parents! ”

After speaking, Fang Hua was silent, and he almost stood up. Just now, because he was so excited, his voice trembled a little, and it was the first time he spoke his heart to the opposite sex other than his mother; In the eyes of girls, Fang Hua has always been a sunny boy, how could he have something on his mind?

Actually, he just didn't say it, and he didn't like to open up to strangers, because that kind of thing seemed to him to be a bit shameful.

Lin Qian stared at Fang Hua, she had never seen this boy with such an expression, as if he was about to go to the battlefield with a resolute expression. Her understanding of this boy is really too shallow, although there has been some progress compared to the summer vacation.

Lin Qian's heart rippled, the boy in front of her was so firm that she couldn't help but want to support him. What made him change his attitude overnight is put aside for the time being. Now, I want to give him experience as much as possible, so that he can take fewer detours, and don't run into walls everywhere like himself back then.

"Okay, I'll tell you about my experience and why I got into a career." Lin Qian smiled, she closed the lunch box and put down the chopsticks in her hand.

"I've been involved in gaming since I was very young," he says. Her voice is very good, with a cold aura, but not so cold that it makes people feel cold.

"My dad, he's a game fan, when I was little, he would play games in front of me, CS1.6, Red Alert, Warcraft, all those classic games you can hear the name of."

"He didn't treat me as a girl, when other people's little girls were playing with teddy bears and playing house games, I was holding the mouse and being taught by my dad how to play airplane battles."

"He's really fun, but he's also very strict. I never play games just by playing, he will teach me to read in the game, if I don't remember it for a long time, he will ask me to copy it ten times, if I still can't, then continue to copy it ten times. I was often made to cry by him, and when he saw me crying, he was distressed, so he wouldn't let me copy it; That's why I often faked crying at that time, so I didn't have to copy the words. ”

Speaking of this, Fang Hua and Lin Qian couldn't help laughing, Fang Hua said jokingly: "Then it seems that my parents are a little more ruthless than your parents, if I can't remember the words, I'm afraid I'll be slapped." ”

"It's so ruthless, no wonder you're practicing so strong now, you're afraid that your parents will beat you!" Lin Qian smiled and lay on the table, and she made a joke.

When I was a child, it was really warm, although the memory is a little vague and old, but in retrospect, it is more precious than gold.

"So at that time, I was very good at computer games, and when I was in elementary school, the boys in my class liked to play Red Alert. But that game is all left over for me.,I once played a computer class against 3 boys.,The result was won.,The boys in the class adored me very much.,Every day a big sister head.。 ”

"I had good grades at that time, and my teachers respected me very much, and never let me do labor, and I don't know why."

"Until one physical education class, I had a bit of a conflict with my classmates, although my hand was a little broken, but it was obviously my mistake, I was not punished, but another classmate was punished. The teacher couldn't help but let him stand for a lesson, ignoring his explanation at all. ”

"Moreover, the teacher also called my father to the school and kept apologizing, although my father said it was okay, but the teacher kept apologizing."

"After that incident, my classmates started to distance themselves from me, and they knew that I was the special attention of the teacher, so they wouldn't play with me at all."

"I was confused and sad, but slowly I got used to it, and it was okay not to speak."

"But in the game, on the Internet, I can wear a mask, I don't have to scruple to chat with others, I played CSGO in junior high school, I played very fiercely, it's really rare, the game addiction may be more boys, girls play CSGO addiction, it's really rare."

"Although my classmates have changed in junior high school, my personality can't be changed, I ignore others, and I don't have many good friends in the class. But I didn't feel very lonely, because I had a group of friends on the Internet with me, and they were the same as my friends in real life, and they would play with me and chat with me, but they couldn't see each other. ”

"My dad may have seen some clues, and he usually asks me more, asking if I have made new friends at school, if the teacher has taken special care of me, or whatever."

"I would tell him, 'No, the teacher didn't take special care of me, I had friends at school, but I didn't have many.'"

"Then it was about the third day of junior high school, and a friend asked me, saying that they were competing, and there was a lack of one person, and asked me if I could be on top. I said yes, and then I skipped class. ”

"As a result, the game was won, and I was caught by my father."

"He asked me where I didn't go to class. I said I went to an Internet café and played a game. ”

"He looked angry and wanted to hit me, but in the end he didn't. My mom was in tears, and I was crying myself. ”

"The next day, my dad asked me if I liked to play games, and I said yes, and he said let's go play, and he started a game club under him, so I started playing professionally."

"The high school entrance examination is also very smooth, and I reviewed for about a month, and I was admitted to the second middle school, and then it wasn't a summer vacation, Rainbow Six just came out, I gave up CSGO, and started playing this game, until now, although there has been no official official competition in China, but there are also large-scale private competitions, and I have won a lot of games, and I am also somewhat famous in China."

Fang Hua was stunned when he heard this, the girl in front of him turned out to be a rich second generation; You can build a game club at home, and you can either be rich or expensive.

She herself is even more outrageous, she went to the high school entrance examination after a month of review, and was also admitted to the second middle school?! Are you trying to force us people to death?

"Along the way to now, I also have a lot of regrets, many classmates seem to only know that I am an e-sports player, and they are quite envious of me.

In fact, I envy them, they have intimate friends, they have their own lives, they don't look at the computer screen every day, drag the mouse like a robot, and don't know what to talk about when they see their classmates. ”

When Lin Qian said this, her expression was a little lonely, and she sighed.

"If I could turn back the clock, I might consider not being an esports player."

When Fang Hua heard this, he felt some sympathy for the girl in front of him, in the entire junior high school, there was no classmate in the class who was friends with him, he couldn't imagine such a thing; But the girl in front of her survived, she must have a lot of unspeakable secrets, and that memory must be quite dark for her.

He didn't know how to comfort her, "This... I, you must be very uncomfortable. I, I don't even know what to say. ”

"It's okay, it's all in the past anyway." She brushed her hair, "Oh, by the way, you're here to ask me about my experience, and I haven't told you yet." She said so much by herself before she remembered that Fang Hua came to her to learn from her.

"If you're going to go professional now, you're going to have to show a little bit of skill, at least you have to win 8 or 9 out of 10 qualifying matches, or be opportunistic and see if you can snipe and beat the pros.

However, if you don't mind, you can also... Come to my daddy's club. ”

Her lips hooked up into a smile, like a snake tempting Adam to eat the forbidden fruit, and when the smile on her innocent face was hooked, it was a little bewitching. This made Fang Hua feel in crisis, "I, I'm afraid I can't do this." "He still has an agreement with the four demons, how can he talk and not count.

"Hehe, teasing you, after all, it's a professional club, where dare you ask for a nameless boy."

Although Lin Qian's words made Fang Hua a little unhappy, he couldn't deny that he was indeed a nobody now, and he was still far from the champion of his dreams.

He's got to show a little bit of skill

"Lin Qian, you're done eating... Eh, Fang Hua? ”

A girl with BOBO hair and a little baby fat face walked into the class, and she was about to call Lin Qian to go to the playground for a walk. But as soon as she entered the door, she saw Fang Hua and Lin Qian sitting face to face, as if they were still talking and laughing.

"Uh, who are?"

How did she know her name? Fang Hua had never seen this girl in his memory.

"I'm Lin Qian's best friend, and I've admired your name for a long time!" The girl looked Fang Hua up and down, "It turns out that you made our family Lin Qian around!" ”

"What are you talking about?" Lin Qian pinched the girl's waist in a little panic and lowered her head.

Fang Hua didn't understand a word, but his goal had been achieved, and it was time for him to leave. "Then you two talk, I haven't eaten yet."

He panicked and ran out of Class 10, almost tripping over the threshold.

"Lin Qian, you're making good progress, he took the initiative to come to you? What happened last night? And what were you two talking about? ”

After Fang Hua left, the BOBO head girl immediately started the gossip mode, which is the gossip news of her best friend, to be honest, it is more exciting than the gossip of celebrities.

"Confidential!" Lin Qian was tight-lipped, "It's a secret. ”

"Wow!" The BOBO head girl crashed into Lin Qian's arms, "Then I'll play tricks, see if you say it!" ”

The two girls frolicked with each other, and laughter filled the class.

Their shadows mingled through the sunlight, as if they were holding hands, and there was no loneliness.