Chapter 184: Mu Shangxi's Past
A few people sat together again and chatted for a while.
The topic is different, but the important thing is that the atmosphere is relaxed, although all have their own natural frozen physique, in this harmony, it does not make the air conditioning overflow.
Mu Shangxi was sick and weak, but he was not "pitied" by anyone, even if he was whispering, he was still scared.
It's really that the physical devastation is not good, and the soul is also being ruthlessly hit.
"You're all my relatives!"
Such wails come and go. The appearance of illness is matched with a look of grievance, adding more to the funny.
"Every day, I know that I am a funny person, and I am not a small person, so I should stabilize it. Look at your sister, and then compare yourself, don't you think you should forge ahead?"
Mu Shangyu really felt that he was about to be angry with this younger brother. Although the dragon gives birth to nine sons, each of them is different, but you can't be too different!
"Hehe, big brother, can we be realistic? After comparing with my sister, do you always think you will have the heart to forge ahead? Not to mention the appearance and family background, a Mu character is the same.
As for the rest, the career is booming, the family is delicious, and the status of my sister is definitely higher than you and me. There is also love, and this latter point is simply sprinkled with sugar, and it is about to be killed.
Fame, career, love, this is a proper winner in life. Compared with her, in addition to being hit, she is also a ghost. Big brother, you have the ability to do it, but even so, apart from your career, what can surpass your sister?"
If it weren't for Mu Shangxi's pale face, he would be weak and weak, silently announcing that he was seriously ill. Mu Shangyu thought, he really couldn't help but want to do it.
This mouth, why is it so skinny when you are sick? It's very bad, isn't it?
"Mu Shangxi, you really think that if you are injured, you won't be beaten, don't you forget, no matter how serious the injury is, there are times when it is better. Now he doesn't do it, but he can save it together, and he settles the accounts together. ”
The calm voice made Mu Shangxi's heart tighten, it was broken, and he was about to play with fire.
"Don't be like this, big brother, it's just a joke, it's just a joke. Although 30 years old is not young, but what, we are also a golden bachelor.
If there is no beauty that can get into the eye, there is no way, who makes our vision high. And how rare are the beauties now, especially the kind that is not useless. ”
A hero does not suffer immediate losses, even if he is not a hero, he must seek good fortune and avoid evil. There is nothing wrong with being soft-mouthed.
Mu Shangxi said that he still cherished his life. The kind of death to save face and suffer is definitely not his style.
"You don't have to worry about my life plan, it's those old people who have to take care of it. It's you, long past the age when you should talk about life events, and you really should think about it. ”
Dare to talk about him, and don't look at what kind of virtue he is. Mu Shangyu's words passed, and Mu Shangxi was directly quiet.
Lifting a stone to shoot yourself in the foot is perfect here. Why did you forget what your situation was?
"Brother, I was wrong, please let go!"
It's all the fault of the mouth.
"If you have the ability, find one yourself, otherwise the family will definitely not mind arranging it for you directly. At that time, it didn't matter if it was a human or a ghost, you had to accept it unconditionally. ”
As an elder brother, Mu Shangyu kindly reminded him. This matter has begun to be mentioned in the daily routine of the parents.
This time it was Mu Shangyu's turn to be silent.
Do you really want to find someone? Mu Shangxi was a little dazed.
Every time he mentioned this issue, he always ignored the past with a haha.
But what do you do when you really have to face it?
"I'll think about it. ”
After the final silence, Mu Shangxi said something like this.
The voice was soft, faint, and I didn't know whether to say it to others or to myself.
"Sister, Shanji and Xiao Qi ......"
After another quiet moment, Mu Shangxi turned the topic elsewhere.
I haven't mentioned it, it's not that I have forgotten, but I don't know where to say it. Perhaps it should be said that it is a subconscious desire to avoid, a person's heart, no matter how strong it is, still has a fragile side after all.
If you want to escape, isn't it the fragility in Mu Shangxi's heart.
Whether it's the last thing, or this one......
Xiao Qi was seriously injured during the breakout, and in order not to drag down his brother, he chose to detonate himself with a mine, dragging the pursuing enemy to his end. At the cost of his life, Shanji was able to join us. However, he was also seriously injured and his life was not in danger, and he was also in this hospital. ”
Mu Shangqing briefly explained what his younger brother wanted to ask. Sacrifice is always so heavy.
"Have you sacrificed? Heh, it's okay to always say that our family is very generous in treating the bereavement of the dead brother, and if there is really such a day, even if there is no him at home, you can have no worries. It's really a crow's mouth, and this time it's come true......"
The voice is melancholy, a suppressed sadness. They followed him when he was twelve years old, and he had been fourteen years.
From strangers at the beginning, to brothers later, it can be said that they are already relatives with different surnames.
When a person leaves, there is an indescribable sorrow in his heart......
"The dead are gone, and they don't feel that their sacrifice was in vain. If you have time to immerse yourself in grief, it is better to get better quickly and comfort the dead with the blood of your enemies. ”
What about grief? If you can't bring the dead back to life, you might as well let yourself kill them.
The blood of the enemy can always give vent to the wounds.
"Don't worry, sister, I'm not that fragile. Xiao Qi's sacrifice would be worth it, how could those who had been stained with his blood live?, right......"
Calm, very calm. Except for the sorrow flowing in his eyes at the beginning, Mu Shangxi at this time only had no waves.
"The bereavement benefits of the victims have all been issued, and a series of follow-up matters are also being arranged. Hurry up and heal your wounds, and wait for you to come back. ”
Talking about trouble is talking about trouble, but when it should be serious, Mu Shangqing also knows what kind of attitude to use to let his younger brother come out of his grief faster.
"I knew that my sister would arrange this. I don't have to worry about it here, it's fine. This little injury will be healed in less than three days, and when the time comes, don't forget to call me. ”
The previous words are all foreshadowing, and I am afraid that only the last sentence is the point. Calm is just an appearance, and at this time, the violent factor in Mu Shangxi's body is already ready to move.
is from the same mother, or a twin, my sister has always spoken with strength, as a younger brother, how can he only reason with you!
"Okay! Hurry up and heal your wounds, and you will be left with something to do. Remember to be quick, I don't have much time to wait for you!"
How could her younger brother be depressed because of a little thing. Even if you want to be sad and depressed, you have to take revenge before you have the energy to do it.
A manly man doesn't need to be comforted too much. They are all adults, and there is nothing they don't understand.
Seeing that his younger brother's condition was stable and his mood was normal, Mu Shangqing and Yan Chen left together, leaving Mu Shangyu to accompany them.
Although Mu Shangxi repeatedly said no, how could everyone really rest assured that people would stay in the hospital alone.
It's not that I'm afraid of any more extremes in people's emotions, but it's just that having a family member to accompany people gives people a little spiritual comfort.
"Xiao Xi is really going to be fine, right?"
Sitting in the car, Yan Chen asked in a whisper.
Although Mu Shangxi behaved very indifferently, it can be said that the wind and waves were calm, but it was because he was too calm.
"Don't worry, it'll be fine, at least for the time being. As you might think, in fact, his emotions have entered the extreme right now. It's just that with us, he knows what is most advantageous, so reason can still suppress the radical in his heart. ”
That's what he said, but Mu Shangqing also knew that once the time dragged on for a long time, Mu Shangxi would do something he thought he should do regardless of his own consequences.
They are going to move as soon as possible.
It used to be to understand things, but now it's for my younger brother Xiaoxi.
"Xiaoxi's situation seems to be a little too serious. Although the person who is regarded as a loved one is killed, sad, angry, and wants revenge, these feelings will be there. But at that time, the evil aura that swept through him was thick, as if he wanted to destroy everything. ”
People's sadness, people's psychological reactions, whether they want to kill someone or whatever, Yan Chen can understand it.
But Mu Shangxi seems to have surpassed these.
Although the deceased were brothers, their profession had long made people have a sense of sacrifice.
I am like this, is there anything that Mu Shangxi, as a protected person, does he not understand? Just like the pension mentioned in the gossip and laughter, it has already been explained.
But in that case, why are people reacting so violently?
“...... Xiaoxi will be like this, this incident can only be regarded as a ***, and the cause is actually something that happened more than ten years ago. At that time, Xiaoxi's personality was not what it is now.
When he was a child, he was quiet, sensible, loved to laugh, and could make his elders happy, and he was also a smart and progressive child, who was praised by everyone for being a child who would make great achievements when he grew up.
Although it may not sound much different from today's people, the difference is actually really big. At the family gathering, the elders' favorite words to praise Xiaoxi are, 'What a beautiful son'.
Although he is young, he already has the bearing of a little boy. And because of the glutinous appearance of the baby face, it is deeply loved by everyone. Although the eldest brother is the eldest son, he often has to stand aside in terms of popularity.
was pressed off the burden early, so that the eldest brother was calm and capable, but he did not have half of the innocence of a child. It's understandable that the level of cuteness is a little less. ”
When Mu Shangqing said this, he paused for a moment with a slight tremble. It's like thinking, and it's like reminiscing about those times in the past. The gaze is a little wandering, but when you look closely, there is a melancholy.
Some things, even if they have passed for a long time, still won't let those shadows fade away in the bottom of my heart, they are gone, but they are sealed in the bottom of my heart.
With the passage of time, the sealed memories precipitated.
But one day, when the wind blows through the dusty imprints and unravels the shackles that have been layered on top of oneself, those old pasts will be revealed again.
Everything will fall back to square one.
No, maybe it's going to be a new beginning.
Definitely......
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