Chapter 1008 It's not your fault

"Would you like to sit down first?" Lan Feng took the lead in breaking the inexplicable embarrassment.

In the middle of the hall, there was a large coffee table and a sofa in three directions, and the maid also re-served pastries and tea at this time. Lan Feng sat on the side of the separate main seat, and the confused cat and half a cup of black tea sat on both sides, giving people the feeling of two large regions competing for Lan Feng's neutral.

"Black tea, although you haven't said it yet, your purpose should be similar to hers, right?" Lan Feng was the first to ask.

"Well, I didn't have to trouble you, but we still don't want to have too many casualties here, so I want to ask you to help find someone." Half a cup of black tea is also very straightforward.

He also knew a little about Lan Feng, and knew that he didn't like too many twists and turns, and many times he poked straight at him.

"Looking for someone? The current war situation and the lack of talent in the family forces need my help...... It should be an excellent leader of the infiltration plan of the Sword Death Guild. Lan Feng thought for a while and said.

"You really know the current situation." Half a cup of black tea smiled.

Sure enough, Lan Feng had been paying attention to the battlefield all along.

"It's okay, but I still don't want to get involved in the war, even if it's to introduce you talents as an intermediary. It's the same on the cat's side, but you really dare to think on the French side, if you want me to help recapture the second-level main city or something, are you ready to raise the price a little bit and get a good result even if it is worse? Lan Feng said to the two of them at the same time.

But mainly staring at the confused cat, it seems that there is some other meaning in the words.

"Who knows what those guys think, anyway, I just came over to ask for a question, so I didn't want to come to you for help." The confused cat tilted its head, feeling a little arrogant.

She still didn't like Lan Feng, at least she didn't have much affection for Lan Feng before Lan Feng didn't explain why she killed them twice in the first place.

"It's still very difficult." Half a cup of black tea said with some pity.

"If the cat is there, I will definitely not be able to help, I don't want to help in indirect ways, not to mention your requirements or let me do it directly, I really don't know what the commander on your side thinks, even if I give me more benefits, it is impossible to help the country that has lost the right to speak in the region." Lan Feng was really a little speechless.

"I guess I want to see what kind of relationship she has with you, if possible, it's better than nothing to get some indirect help, and it won't anger you anyway." Half a cup of black tea guessed.

When she said this, she also wanted to see what Lan Feng would say, and she wanted to know the relationship between Lan Feng and the confused cat in this way. It's inconvenient to ask directly, so let Lan Feng directly say that she has been in a high position for many years, and she will still do this thing.

Sure enough, he said it himself.

"How much can I have to do with her, she still wants to kill me, but she is also a fool, she saved me once when I was seriously injured, and the result was that the next day I ran to make trouble during the decisive battle in Europe and the United States, and the country's right to speak was gone." Lan Feng was indifferent.

But it seems that it has come to other topics.

The confused cat's expression suddenly darkened a lot, although she didn't like war, it didn't mean that she didn't like her country.

"But you don't have to blame yourself, because even if you kill me then, the result will still not change. It's almost like even if I die in the guild war mode at that time, I can still be completely resurrected in a short period of time, so whether it is you in France, or the entire European and American regions, it is the same solution. ”

"Without absolute certainty, I can't kill and confess as an idiot, and it can be regarded as an existence of the same level, and it is impossible to be without danger."

Lan Feng saw the confused cat's appearance, and deliberately added two sentences.

It is true that because of the fault of one person, the whole country is in danger, and the burden is indeed too heavy.

"But you don't seem to care much about it, and it seems that you don't like your own country more than you like." Lan Feng said a contradictory word again.

Strange words, inconsistencies make half a cup of black tea feel puzzled on the side.

"I used to like it, then it turned into a hate, and now it's ...... I guess it's about the same as you, I don't want to support any country. The confused cat said with her head down.

"After I rescued you, I didn't have any thoughts about what you did in the decisive battle. Because I didn't know the seriousness of the game at the time, but after the tournament, when I thought about it again, I already understood all this, but I didn't tell anyone else, and Sister Rose didn't seem to realize it. ”

"I hate war, and I don't care how it ends, I just know that in the end, only 100 million people will survive. So my inner remorse, as you think, doesn't feel anything. ”

"It's just ......"

The confused cat suddenly clenched his right hand into a fist and held it tightly on his chest.

"Every time I think about it, there will be a lot of French people because of my relationship...... In the end, it can only be because of my negligence...... Death can only be waited in the cold spaceship...... I'll just ......"

There are tears dripping down......

The confused cat choked up, and the words that followed could not be said again.

Now she is the most vulnerable when she thinks of that result......

"It's still very self-reproachful, right, no matter how much you think in your heart, all people in the world are equal, and there is not much difference in essence between one less French person and one more person from other countries."

"But in your heart, after all, you still think that you are a Frenchman, no matter how much you deny it, no matter how much you hate it because of other things, you still have the heart to think about your country."

"That's why I said you're a fool, and the kindness you have, the subconscious you have, will eventually lead to such a result."

Lan Feng said indifferently, he had already seen all this, how could an ordinary girl really hide her emotions in front of him?

Half a cup of black tea silently watched all this, now she seemed to be an outsider, she suddenly realized that she didn't seem to have come at the right time, but now she is sitting here, sitting quietly and continuing to listen, is the best choice.

"But I can't help it...... I really can't act like nothing happened......" The confused cat almost fell on his lap and choked.

Inexplicably, because of Lan Feng's words.

The confused cat's emotions are like a flood that bursts the embankment, and it is vented all of a sudden, which is the emotion that she has been suppressing.

After the jousting convention; After learning the truth about the game; After thinking back to what I did. All of this seemed to tell her......

I saved someone who shouldn't have been saved!

Even though Lan Feng has now explained and said that even if she has the words that the outcome will not change even if she has that move, the sense of self-blame in her heart still exists. It was the negative accumulation that she had been suppressing her emotions before, and it was an absolute psychological pressure that ordinary people couldn't easily bear.

Not everyone is Lan Feng, and not everyone can bear that level of guilt......

Even though, the confused cat itself doesn't care about the country.

But the kindness in her heart and the subconscious that still exists for her country have made her suppressed until now when no one has to talk to......

"Your relatives also died in the war a few years ago, right, although they left you a good inheritance and allowed you to continue to live peacefully in the state of truce after that, but it was also a heavy blow to you, who was only a teenage girl at the time."

"So you used to like France, then you didn't like France, and now you don't care about the country, but as I said before, you still care."

"When you realize all this, it's a pity that you don't even have someone to talk to, because your teammates, although they don't like war, but they are people who love their country, so you can't confide in them about this fault of your own making."

"Even ...... You're running away. ”

The petite and weak body of the confused cat trembled slightly.

"That's why you will meet at sea, you who came out alone with Ice Rose, want a mission reward is a good reason, and want to escape your friends, which is your true thought."

"Right?"

"But you ignore one point, that is, Ice Rose has realized your situation, and at the same time knows that she was an accomplice at the beginning, but she was forcibly driven away by me at that time, so she doesn't have any psychological burden. And the fact that she will continue to accompany you on a mission that she knows is dangerous is the best proof that she already knows that you need to talk. ”

"But it's a pity that you didn't tell her after all, and of course there may be a relationship between me and me."

Lan Feng said what the confused cat really thought at the beginning, which was also something he had seen a long time ago, but it didn't break it, because at that time, his attention was on the Ice Rose, and he didn't care too much about the confused cat's condition.

"Original...... When you drove away Sister Rose and didn't let you be treated, did you think that this would be the result? "The confused cat lay on his lap and suddenly,

"I scolded you for being stupid or something, do you really think it's my nature to show evil words? It's just the truth. Who should be saved, who should not be saved, and who can be reached. Who shouldn't come close, you should know by now. Lan Feng said indifferently.

"Kindness is a good thing, but the result of being too kind is not necessarily good."

Lan Feng got up, came to the confused cat, and handed her a tissue that was choked on her knee, and a tissue to wipe her tears.

"I warned you when I was at sea not to have too much contact with me, so you didn't pay attention to my advice now, it seems that you have suppressed enough emotions."

"Would you rather come to me, the culprit, and ask me for help, and the idea of making up for the fault of France in your heart?"

"So ......"

"In fact, raising so many requirements is just something you added yourself, and the French side just wants you to come over and see if you can let me help indirectly."

"Right?"

Lan Feng punctured the lie of the confused cat, the lie that the confused cat asked for on the French side.

Asking Lan Feng to help recover the third-level main city or something, this kind of ridiculous request could never have been imagined by the French commander.

"But now you should be clear, in fact, you are not wrong, because whether you save me or not, that settlement will not change."

"Anyway, as the scariest person in the world, I won't lie for you as an ordinary girl, so you can completely believe my words."

"It's not your fault, so ......"

"No more crying."