Dreams and Reality 2
With a somewhat tired mental state, Ye Fei returned to the room and locked the door with his backhand.
Thinking back to everything my mother said, for some reason the whole person suddenly became irritable.
Obviously it's not a big deal, and I'm mentally prepared to be rejected, but I'm still a little unwilling.
Ye Fei hammered the bed twice, venting his emotions, and after being silent for a while, he suddenly felt a little weak and fell on the bed decadently.
Forget it, let's do it first, in the final analysis, because I can't change, I will still hesitate at the critical moment.
Wouldn't it be better if we continued to stick to my ideas?
Forget it, it doesn't feel good, there are still a lot of things I want to say, but in the end I swallowed them all.
If only I had reached the level where I could make money as a painter, my parents would have supported me.
But I didn't receive professional teaching, and it was all based on my own interests and hard work.
But it's still not enough, even if you work hard to draw a work, you will only be disliked by the customer.
If you don't want to think so much, let's go online for a change of mood.
As soon as I opened QQ, I saw the message sent by Lu Yan, which made Ye Fei, who was originally going to go to the QQ group to complain, talk to Lu Yan.
Lu Yan: How is it, did the final result succeed?
Such a simple greeting not only expresses my concern for him, but also takes the opportunity to chat with him.
Regardless of whether it succeeds or not, the favorability will definitely be added anyway.
It's a pity that the other party is not a girl, Lu Yan sighed in his heart.
Turning back to Ye Fei's side, Ye Fei looked at the message sent by Lu Yan and was a little distracted.
Thinking that he had been rejected, Ye Fei's mood became lost again.
However, this did not affect his normal chat with Lu Yan.
Ye Fei: No, I was rejected, maybe I didn't insist enough.
Poor children, ordinary parents will not allow it, after all, they can't empathize, so naturally they can't understand it.
This reminded Lu Yan of his sister again.
Fortunately, my sister's tolerance for herself is relatively high, otherwise, she may even have to be sneaky to play games at night.
Lu Yan: This is also a helpless thing, after all, it is not easy for parents to understand.
Lu Yan: In the final analysis, people's feelings are not interconnected after all, and the age groups are also different, so it is even more difficult to understand each other.
In this case, all Ye Fei needed was to find someone to talk to, and Lu Yan just needed to find the right time to comfort him.
Ye Fei: That's right.
Ye Fei: She told me to study hard now and try again when I have the opportunity in the future, after all, a person's life is still very long.
Lu Yan: Well, that's right, it's not necessarily a good choice.
Ye Fei stared at his phone and was silent for a long time before he said what he thought.
Ye Fei: But I don't know if if I really had a stable job and an ordinary life, would I remember that I also had a dream?
Ye Fei: Actually, I understand everything, but I really don't have any interest in my current major, maybe if I didn't want to become a painter, then maybe I would have spent my ordinary life.
Ye Fei: But I don't want to do this, and I don't want to be like this.
Ye Fei: At first, I just thought that people who could draw were very handsome, and I really wanted to gain the admiration of my classmates in this way.
Ye Fei: But then, I don't know why I slowly fell in love with it.
Ye Fei: I always feel that I am more and more interested in painting, and later I also looked up some information on the Internet, if possible, I would like to be a painter without a future.
Ye Fei: Maybe in such a situation, I really can't focus on something I don't like at all.
After saying all the thoughts in his heart, Ye Fei felt that he was in a much better mood.
These are all things I wanted to say to my mother, but unfortunately I didn't say them at all.
What do you want me to say like this, Lu Yan scratched his head in annoyance.
When it comes to dreams or something, it seems like I don't have anything at all.
The only thing I'm interested in, if anything, is the game.
You're embarrassing me for this salted fish.
Lu Yan: Well, from an objective point of view, I advise you to give up this idea, or give up for the time being.
Lu Yan: Since the first proposal was rejected, I don't think there will be any hope in the future, or there is little hope.
Lu Yan: Even if you still insist on your current idea, if your parents don't understand, it will only lead to endless quarrels.
Ye Fei: Is there no way at all?
Knowing that there could be no other solution, Ye Fei still couldn't help but want to ask.
Lu Yan: Yes, when you can live independently and be able to earn money to support yourself, then there is no problem.
Ye Fei: You might as well not say it.
Lu Yan: Then don't talk about this, I see that you are not in a good mood now, so let's just talk about some happy things.
Ye Fei: Okay, what do you want to talk about?
Although they haven't known each other for a long time, after experiencing a series of recent events, Ye Fei is also very curious about Lu Yan.
Lu Yan: Have you ever heard a rumor?
Lu Yan: Whenever there is a dead of night, there will be a ghost that will be possessed, secretly hiding in someone's body, and the person who is possessed will make some abnormal reactions, but when the ghost leaves, these people have lost their memories of that time without exception.
Ye Fei: It feels a bit fake, maybe it's just some people directing and acting by themselves.
After all, it's the 21st century, and not many people believe in ghosts.
Lu Yan: Maybe it's true, do you think there are any unusual things happening around you?
Ye Fei thought about it carefully, there was nothing different around him, and the people around him were all normal.
Ye Fei: There's nothing abnormal, probably the ghost's range of activity isn't here.
Lu Yan: That's good.
If only there was something out of the ordinary.
Lu Yan grabbed the ball of light on the side: "Are you sure you're not mistaken, there is nothing abnormal around him." ”
"Sure, I don't know anything else, but if anything, it's just him." Although Guangqiu felt that Lu Yan was suspected of fishing, this matter itself was his own fault.
"It would be nice if it was the scene of the crime every time, and it would save time for investigation." Sure enough, the first time was because of the explosion of character.
At this time, Ye Fei sent another message.
Ye Fei: How do you like this kind of urban legend-like thing?
In Ye Fei's impression, the other party should be a very mature person.
Lu Yan: I'm more interested in this kind of supernatural thing, and I always feel that it will be interesting if it happens to me.
Lu Yan made up an excuse casually, and then didn't reply again.
It would be nice if it happened to me, but I always feel that this is not what ordinary people think.
This sentence made Ye Fei a little confused.