Chapter 225: Sudden Middle Two
Lin Chaofeng said that his expression was a little strange, looking up at the starry sky, and the feeling of that time spontaneously appeared.
He has no reservations about Fang Yirou, and he doesn't plan to have reservations, and he doesn't know why he is willing to tell Fang Yirou about these things, it may be the reason why Fang Yirou has told him about the secrets of their family before.
In short, Lin Chaofeng felt that his mood was a little strange at the moment, and he didn't say that he was comfortable, nor was he relieved.
Those past years of repression in his heart, perhaps this has a different kind of sense of relief.
Lin Chaofeng was a little silent, and Fang Yirou was also very tacit and kept quiet beside her, she also knew that these things were the things in the heart of the man in front of her, and her ability to listen was already the ultimate of fate.
Lin Chaofeng said: "I don't know if you can understand that feeling, in fact, I often empathize, if I were her, I would not want to enter this circle, and my physical fitness does not support me to enter this circle, and because of this reason, there are all kinds of obstacles." ”
"In the end, I don't know why, I finally decided to let go of everything, and after overcoming many obstacles, I was determined to promise such a person, and when everything was ready, that key person suddenly disappeared."
Lin Chaofeng sighed: "If this is just a simple dishonesty, I may not feel so regretful, the more you understand many people, the more difficult it is to let go." ”
"As far as I know, she shouldn't be a good friend, I should be the only one, but I'm the only one who has caused this kind of harm to her, I think this kind of damage is not just the surface of the incident, I even suspect that I may hurt people's hearts."
Fang Yirou smiled: "Actually, I can't complain about Brother Feng, didn't you also have your own hardships at the beginning, if she knew, she wouldn't blame you." ”
Lin Chaofeng smiled bitterly: "What kind of hardship can make the Tao unable to do it?" ”
Fang Yirou asked, "Then she hasn't contacted you since then?" It's the information age. ”
"Yes." Lin Chaofeng sighed: "But I was also willful at the beginning, I felt that I was hurt and went to the other extreme, before I finished dealing with things at home and came out again, the mobile phone number I had been using before was turned off." ”
"At the same time, I didn't use other communication software during that time, I didn't think about it that much at the time, but I knew that as soon as something happened to me, there would definitely be a lot of information that made me feel very meaningless at the time, so I completely blocked it."
"As for her news, I naturally received it, as you said, she doesn't seem to blame me, and I can only secretly look at those messages and dare not reply, I feel that I owe too much to others."
Lin Chaofeng smiled bitterly: "In fact, many mistakes can be made up, but these regrets in me are irreparable, I always ask myself to live up to others, but in fact I have lost a lot of people." ”
Fang Yirou was silent when she heard this, after all, this is someone else's knot, but she always feels that she is always a person who listens to other people's hearts, and she feels a little unhappy in her heart if she doesn't do something.
Fang Yirou said: "So Brother Feng came to H City this time, is it all because of Sister Xiaowei?" ”
"If it was when we only met before, I might have believed this answer, but now I always feel that Brother Feng, you have other plans."
Lin Chaofeng smiled: "You are really a little clever ghost, indeed, I have my plans." ”
"In short, before I came to H City, I thought about a lot of things in the past, and I made a lot of decisions that I thought were like that at the time, but what I experienced in the past two days, or my mentality as soon as I came to H City, also changed invisibly."
"Some of the previous decisions were also self-defeating, to put it bluntly, they were the excuses I made for myself at that time to come here."
"Because if it's really just for Xiaowei, in fact, I shouldn't have come to H City."
Fang Yirou smiled: "But you are still here, how about it?" Would you like to tell me about your future plans? ”
Lin Chaofeng thought for a while and said, "Look for an opportunity." ”
Fang Yirou was a little puzzled and asked, "Opportunity?" ”
"Yes, it's an opportunity." Lin Chaofeng simply stood up as he spoke, walked to the fence on the top of the building, looked at the night in the distance, and said: "I don't really want to be a network administrator in peace, and the encounter with you and the dialect is actually like God telling me something, that is, where I, Lin Chaofeng, am from and where I am going, I can't escape my own knot." ”
"Since I had a regret in the professional arena, I went back to where I started." Lin Chaofeng looked at Fang Yirou as he spoke, and said, "So you have to come on, if you really want to be my teammate, then you are far from enough now." ”
Fang Yirou was a little stunned by Lin Chaofeng's transformation, and said with a smile: "Then why did Brother Feng suddenly want to open it?" ”
"Because there is a degree of hypocrisy." Lin Chaofeng sighed, adjusted his mind, and said: "Actually, when I told you about the first female player, there was a question in the middle, that is, before that, I had obviously led the HR team to win the highest honor in all the current League of Legends events, but why was I still so obsessed with pulling her to fight with me again?" ”
Fang Yirou shook her head and said, "By now, I probably know that there is a classification in this competition in China, and there is a world event officially held by the government, and the highest honor you mentioned should be obtained in that world event." ”
Lin Chaofeng said: "That's right, I was thinking that if my teammate was replaced by her, maybe our team's victory would not make the audience so excited, and I felt that it was an easy gain." ”
"In my opinion, I should be able to prove to the world that no matter how heavyweight the event is, as long as my team is involved, the championship is exclusive!"
Fang Yirou smiled: "If I hadn't been watching you here, your sudden change would have made me feel like you were a different person." ”
Lin Chaofeng also laughed and said, "Of course, everyone has secondary two diseases, and I, Lin Chaofeng, am no exception. ”
Fang Yirou said: "But I think Brother Feng, what you thought at that time was not just as simple as the attack of the second middle school. ”
Lin Chaofeng smiled: "Do you want to know? ”
(End of chapter)