Chapter 248: It's just feelings

Sunday, April 26, was a sunny day to go out.

Holding Kitagawa Yukino's hand, Mago Harano strolls along the walkway of Ueno Park, feeling the soft breeze of late spring.

There were fragments of cherry blossom petals everywhere, the trees were bare, and the air smelled of pollen left by the petals, but it was relatively light, probably because they were all defeated......

"This year's cherry blossoms have all been defeated." Shingo Harano bent down, picked up a piece of cherry blossom petals that were still in good condition, and said softly to Kitagawa Yukino.

"The cherry blossoms will be even more brilliant next year." The corners of her mouth curled slightly, and she said.

Shingo Harano nodded in agreement.

In fact, it doesn't matter if the cherry blossoms are not cherry blossoms, the important thing is that two people are together and can open their hearts to each other to understand their thoughts, which is the most important thing.

As for cherry blossoms, why bother with them, when you can't see them, it's just a beautiful thing with symbolic meaning.

Shingo Harano put down the cushion in his hand, laid it out on a relatively flat terrain, and sat down.

Seeing this, Kitagawa Yukino brushed his hair that was blown up by the breeze, put down the basket on his arm, and sat down.

At this time, the expression of the original field Shingo was indifferent, not to mention that his expression was shining, but his spirit seemed to have come back suddenly.

Originally, all the adverse reactions in the body caused by the so-called mild depression seemed to disappear overnight.

It also made him wonder, could this be the power of feelings?

can make him decadent and become a wasted person, and it can bring him back to life in an instant...

Kitagawa Yukino took out the prepared sandwich from the basket he put down, handed him one, and said, "I haven't eaten in the morning, so let's eat one first." ”

Shingo Harano smiled, took it, and took a bite, it was delicious.

"Recently, my cooking skills have improved again, is it because I miss me too much at home?" He muttered as he ate.

Unexpectedly, Kitagawa Yukino really took his stalk, and said without looking back: "Yes, Yuan Ye-kun has never seen me, I miss you very much." ”

"Uhhhh

Although he knew that Xue Nai had obviously changed from before, he had suddenly become so... The girl got up, which really made him a little uncomfortable.

Secretly lowered his head, glanced at her expression, whew~

Fortunately, I'm still talking expressionlessly, and it's not Xueno who was dropped by someone else.

"What's wrong?" She noticed Shingo Harano's eyes and turned back to ask.

Shigo Harano smiled and said softly, "It's nothing, it's just that Yukino suddenly said something like this, which really surprised me." ”

Hearing him say this, Xue Nai obviously hesitated on his face, and said slowly, "Don't you like it?" If you don't like it, I won't talk about it in the future. ”

Shingo Harano: "No, no, how can you not like it." ”

Kitagawa Yukino: "Oh~~"

No, what's the matter with your strange eyes and expressions, it seems like I'm looking forward to it.

Yuan Ye Shingo sighed, didn't care about her, and directly pulled her over with softer strength and hugged her.

Suddenly being hugged over, Rao is Xue Nai was also a little panicked, and said in a nervous voice: "What's the matter, what do you want to do." ”

"It's nothing, I just want to hold you." He tilted his head and looked down at her.

Xue Nai turned his head shyly at him, blinked his eyes, pursed his lips to hide the panic in his heart, and let out: "Hmm..."

The two of them kept hugging like this, and Shigo Harano changed her position a few times to make her lie more comfortable, and Yukino was naturally very cooperative, curled up in his arms like a cat.

The two of them sat like this, enjoying the warmth of each other's bodies, and could still hear the sound of the wind blowing in the breeze next to them.

Xue Nai was very comfortable lying in his arms, and opened his small mouth and said slightly: "Yuan Ye-kun." ”

"Well, what's wrong?"

"Fukuhara-san, are you leaving?" She asked softly.

Shigo Harano was silent for a moment, then replied, "Well, her grandfather and grandmother came to look for her, and finally decided to go back to her hometown. ”

"Will you keep coming back?" Yukino asked.

Shingo Harano glanced down at her, and found that she couldn't catch any information on her face, so he hesitated for a moment and said:

"Probably, I'll be back, she said she would."

Yukino's eyes dimmed for a moment, but after a while they returned to normal.

She knew that the reason Ai Fukuhara left was because she was still in class normally, but neither Shingo Harano nor Ai Fukuhara continued to take classes.

Before Shingo Harano could tell her that she didn't go to class because she was suspended, she hadn't seen a familiar figure for a few days, so she naturally took the initiative to ask.

After asking, she got the answer she wanted from Nobita Yamashita, and it turned out that Shingo Harano was taking a break from school because of work.

But passing by Ai Fukuhara's classroom, she asked one of her classmates again out of curiosity, and the answer she got was also to suspend school.

However, the reason for this suspension is not quite the same as that of Shingo Harano.

Because when Ai Fukuhara's grandfather and grandmother came to handle the suspension procedures for her, many of the classmates present saw it, so the gossip spread quickly, and Kitagawa Yukino became the one who knew about it very late.

After getting the news, Kitagawa Yukinai was a little suspicious, and asked several people in a row, all of which were the same news.

Naturally, she didn't take the initiative to send a message to Ai Fukuhara, but she sent a message to Shingo Harano, but the other party didn't reply.

Originally, she thought that Shingo Harano didn't see it, but she didn't reply to the message for three consecutive days, so she dialed the phone, and the phone was turned off.

Since that day, she has been a little panicked, anxious but didn't want to take the initiative, knowing that she couldn't help it later, so she came to the door.

Then it also confirmed her conjecture.

Ai Fukuhara is gone after all, the person she likes is decadent, her heart is desolate, but her beloved is in front of her, she can only make him recover except for crying, and it has been like this until now.

She didn't speak again after hearing Shingo Harano's answer, her eyes staring at the broken petals of cherry blossoms in the distance, fluttering to the ground.

Yukino remembered a legend about cherry blossoms.

Cherry blossoms bloom quietly for months in the cherry blossom city, and every day I see many couples chatting and talking under the cherry blossom trees, and the petals of the cherry blossoms gradually fall down, which is very beautiful.

Therefore, cherry blossoms have become a symbol of love. However, everyone wants to be loved and happy, and the fairy on the cherry blossom tree is the same, she sees that others are so happy, and she wants to get it herself, so she leaves the cherry blossom tree alone.

The petals of the cherry blossoms are still falling, the cherry blossoms are in the crowd, looking for their other half, she has been looking for a long, long time, and when she wants to give up and return to the cherry blossom tree, he appears, he begins to bring her joy, he begins to take care of her, and they chat together until late at night. this

Only to learn that he came here from a distant country because the ship lost his way, Sakura listened to it and knew that he would definitely go and return to his own country. Sakura In order to cherish this time, she meets him every day under the cherry blossom tree and chats every day...... However, good times are always short-lived, and he's leaving, and he's coming to say goodbye to Sakura. Although Sakura was prepared, she still couldn't resist the blow, she turned her back to him and only said one word "oh".

He was gone, on the vast sea, gone. Sakura was alone under the cherry blossom tree, crying, the petals of the cherry blossom fell down in order to comfort her, the breeze blew, the petals all over the ground floated up, Sakura's heart was broken, she cried for a few days and nights, and finally decided that it was time for her to go back.

She looked at the cherry blossom tree and thought: I am the fairy of the cherry blossoms, I am ultimately a petal on the cherry blossom tree, and in the end, I can only watch others have lovers and eventually become married, and I will not be happy...... In this way, she disappeared, some say that she returned to the tree, others say that she turned into petals because of excessive loss, and went with the wind to find him......

A few years later, he came back, he actually came back, he came to the agreed place, looked for her, never found her, he was lost. It turned out that he came back to tell her that he was in love with her.

When he hears the legends that are circulating in the village, he knows that it is too late, and he swears under the cherry blossom tree that he hopes that all lovers will be loyal to their families, and no one will miss out like himself...... This time, he never left Sakura Castle again, and he continued to look for her until he died............

Hundreds of years later, the cherry blossoms are still blooming, and many couples come here to witness their happiness for this legend. I don't know if it's the arrangement of fate, or if it's ...... Sakura is reincarnated as a person in the world, and when she comes to the cherry blossom tree, she always feels that this place is familiar.

The wind blew suddenly, the petals blew in an instant, her hat was blown away, and it was picked up by a man, it was him, he also came, this time, they must not miss it again......

The story is somewhat poignant, and at the same time gives hope at the end.

But hope is only hope after all, and it is naturally not quite the same as a happy ending.

"Yukino, are you worried about anything?" Stroking her hair, Shingo Harano asked softly.

"Nothing." She replied.

Shigo Harano didn't speak again, and he didn't understand it, but this kind of thing is originally a thing that is cut and unorganized, and the more you try to pick it up, the more confused and confused it becomes.

Whether it is a man or a woman, it is possible to like someone else at the same time, because there are no absolutes in love.

For example, if a man is now in love with a woman, when they have a bad relationship and are separated, he will also fall in love with another person. Therefore, there is no eternity in love. Men will also fall in love with two women at the same time.

If there are really two girls in love with a boy at the same time, it means that the man is very happy, and there are two women who love him without worrying about the price.

He didn't know what to do before. Can a man's heart be divided into two parts? When it really comes to tearing his face and having to choose one, he knows who he really values in his heart? At the end of the day, one person will get hurt.

The three-hundred-cornered love affair is not easy to talk about. When it's time to talk about marriage, can these two women still accompany you for the rest of your life? People will always grow old one day, and there will be times when they are selfish, and it is not good to drag it out, but the reality is not as simple as imagined.

Shingo Harano retracted his thoughts and chuckled, "Has Yukino ever thought about what to do in the future?" ”

"Stay-at-home wife." She replied.

"Uhhhh

Why do you want to be a full-time wife, and life with a baby is really so fun?

Aren't you a talented woman, you should do some lofty profession, otherwise it will be a waste of your natural talent!

After adjusting his mentality, he continued to ask: "Doesn't Xue Nai have any career pursuits, such as being a well-known pianist, or engaging in scientific research?" ”

Kitagawa Yukino: "I don't have that kind of thought at all. ”

“......”

"But you're so smart, and so talented at many things, wouldn't it be a waste." He asked.

Kitagawa Yukino changed his posture and leaned sideways beside him, more like a lazy cat.

"I don't like any of those things, I just want to live quietly."

Yuan Ye Shingo is speechless, you are blatantly trying to be a rice worm.

"Actually, I want to do it, but that's before."

He suddenly became interested again, and hurriedly asked, "What do you want to do?" ”

Yukino's face hesitated for a moment, but he still said it: "In the past, I also wanted to be a character like my father, but when I saw him so many intrigues and discussed with my mother every day how to plan a thing, I found that I couldn't accept it. ”

After saying that, she stopped talking, as if she was afraid that Shingo Harano would laugh at her.

Shingo Harano understands it.,He's got the idea of being a strong woman before.,But now it's gone.,It's probably a break with my father.,Plus I understand the dirty things inside.,So I found it didn't match my own worldview.,I'll give up.。

"But if everybody thinks that way, then there is no real leader to lead us down the right path." Although Shigo Harano doesn't understand how the island system works, he thinks it's similar to his hometown - at work.

Things in reality are often more complicated than they are, and he doesn't know much about them, so he can't say much.

Quietly listening to the breeze passing by her ears, Shigo Harano smiled and placed her hand in her palm.

The light slowly opened his eyes, and the slender and thick golden eyelashes covered the sky and the earth, and the sky, which was still a little cloudy, suddenly became cloudless, and a cloud was reflected on the earth, and the fragments of cherry blossoms illuminated were even more charming.

From the ripples, from small to large, from less to more, condensed into waves that set off layers of waves, and finally calmed down after the test of strong winds and waves.

The heartbeat only needs to be awakened by love during this time, melted by love, and then put down and frozen.

No matter what happens in the future, there will always be someone who will always accompany her on the road anyway.

He used to think that he would give her a better life after he left, but it turned out that it was better to be together.

Without him, it's just feelings.