Chapter 203: Love or Dependence
"If, one day, you completely subvert the rules of the game that adults have set for us, and you can recall our past, and you can remember my words again."
"At that point, I have something very important to say to you. That would be the sweetest, gentler, and most important words! ”
Speaking the sweetest words, with the sweetest voice, the girl showed the sweetest smile that made the flowers and birds outside the ward lose color.
"But until then, cunning or being counted as a reward for what I've been waiting for, at least let me collect some interest, isn't it too much?"
The girl said this, and slowly leaned down.
Kiss~~
The slight sound was imprinted in Inoue's ears, but it exploded in his heart.
"Well~~ It's good on the forehead this time. If you kiss for the first time, I'll keep it for you forever! If you want......"
After that, the room finally returned to calm.
However, Inoue Yinghua, who was clinging to the wall, was not as calm as in the hospital room.
At this moment, he is very uncomfortable, very uncomfortable.
He didn't understand why.
It just feels like the heart, as if it's dripping blood.
Even if he was pierced through the body by a Western swordsman, even if he was bitten and eaten by a bee-eating man, it was not like now, and he almost suffocated from the pain.
It's just that the voice of the originally greedy girl, every word he said at this time, seemed to be a knife in his heart.
The pain was unbearable.
How so?
clutched the clothes on his chest tightly, but it did not relieve the pain in his heart at all.
I...... Do you like her?
How can you, how can you like her?
Didn't you always know?
What he loves is to be a hemp, always, always that hedgehog-headed boy!
The young man couldn't help but question himself in his heart, questioning his feelings of being a moth to a fire.
The girl's smile, any trace of sound and smile, crossed his mind.
The smiling face of the unbelievably beautiful girl, in the eyes of Inoue Yinghua at this moment, is like laughing at himself for wanting to eat swan meat, which is so dazzling.
No...... No way?
Do I really like her?
Kiss~~
"Well~~ It's good on the forehead this time. If you kiss for the first time, I'll keep it for you forever! If you want......"
The sound of her lips imprinted on her skin, like a declaration of an oath, resounded in the boy's ears again.
I remembered the scene that had just appeared in my mind.
At that time, the girl's expression must have been extremely gentle, right?
At that time, the bee-eater prayed, for the prince charming in his heart, he must have bloomed his most beautiful side, right?
"Huh! Like you, I've got a relationship that can never be reciprocated! ”
He smiled self-deprecatingly, and the boy muttered as if talking to himself.
Well...... That's fine......
That's it.
Didn't you think about it in your previous life, no matter what, how could you have a chance, and you must save that girl?
If there must be someone to bear this heavy feeling in this world designed by hippos, then let me do it.
In that case, will you be liberated, bee-eater?
No matter what kind of feelings you have, love or dependence.
As long as you can be happy, isn't it?
Yes!
And so it was!
I want to see her happy smile and I want to see her go to a happy ending.
No matter who that smile is blooming for, no matter whether the hero of the happy ending is himself or not, as long as it can end her tragedy, right?
"Ah...... If you can, I really don't want to be a sad hero! ”
Leaning on his back against the wall, the corners of the boy's mouth pulled out a far-fetched arc, and he smiled bitterly.
In a slightly bitter mouth, he spit out muffled words that were obviously self-deception.
"Are you awake?"
"It's a god crack!"
"I was just going to leave......"
Suddenly, the voice of the girl Qingli came from the room, and the familiar voice of Inoue Hideka.
"Hehe~~"
Laughing softly, Inoue Yinghua no longer had the mind to watch the excitement at this time.
The hand suddenly let go of the wall, and just like that, he jumped straight from the third floor.
As you approach the ground, with your palms facing down, the magnetic glove runs again, cushioning your body.
After landing safely, he left the hospital disappointed.
That back looked so bleak and lonely.
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Inoue Yinghua has fallen into an emotional depression in the past two days.
Nothing happened around him that he didn't care, and every day he ate, went to class, slept, and so on.
I didn't even take any interest in the magic I was concerned about before, so I asked the bee-eater to pray about it.
After that, the bee-eating caustic prayer may have been dealing with the previous incident and never contacted Inoue Hideka.
Mikoto Misaka is surprisingly surprised that she has not appeared in front of Inoue Hideka once in the past few days.
Zuotian Tears still goes out early and returns late, dragging his tired body every evening to make dinner for a few people.
Although Inoue Yinghua noticed the abnormality of Saten's tears, after asking a few times, Saten's tears said that they were fine.
Inoue Yinghua, who was already in a mess, didn't pay attention anymore.
During his time at school, Hatsuharu Mori noticed that Inoue Hideka was in a low mood, but he didn't ask much, only because Saten Tears was not there.
Time slipped away until the evening of September 12.
An unexpected incident finally brought Inoue Yinghua, who was in the midst of loss, back to reality.
Sitting on the sofa in the living room, Inoue Yinghua's eyes were unfocused, and he was watching the animation with the final work while waiting for dinner.
Poof!
There was a sudden sound of heavy objects falling to the ground on the other side of the kitchen, which made Inoue Yinghua's eyes regain focus a little.
"Zuotian, what's wrong?"
listless, Inoue Yinghua asked very casually.
Surprisingly, there was no response from the kitchen.
"Saten?"
Still not getting any response, Inoue walked to the kitchen suspiciously.
But he saw a scene that shocked him!
In the kitchen, Zuo Tian was lying on the floor with tears in his eyes, his cheeks burning red, and his chest rising and falling violently.
Beside her, rice from an iron basin was scattered all over the floor.
"Satian! Satian! What happened to you? ”
Inoue Yinghua ran over in a panic, picked up Saten's tearful body, and screamed worriedly.
"Hey! Satian! ”
"What happened? Misaka Misaka heard Mr. Inoue's mournful roar, dropped the cartoon he was watching, and asked worriedly. ”
"The last thing, I'll take Zuo Tian to the hospital first, and you talk to them on the Ma side."
Holding Saten's tearful body horizontally, Inoue Yinghua hurriedly ran out.
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The seventh school district is still in the ward of a university hospital.
"Doctor, how's Zuo Tian doing? What is the cause of the coma? ”
After chasing souls in the underworld did all kinds of examinations for Satian Tears, and it seemed that it was finally over, Inoue Yinghua asked anxiously.
"Well...... Don't worry, it's not a particularly serious problem, just take care of your body. If the reason is probably too much stimulation medication injection, and excessive use of mental power. Young man, you have to persuade her later! If it goes on like this, it will definitely not work, it will burn down the body! ”
"Oh! I see, thank you doctor! ”
"Alright, so be it. It's not a big problem, I can be discharged tomorrow morning. If anything, call me again. ”
"Yes!"
Inoue Yinghua answered, turned his head, and looked at the sleeping girl on the hospital bed with some guilt.
"I'm sorry, Saten! If I had paid a little more attention, it wouldn't have been like this! ”
Looking at the girl on the hospital bed who is completely different from my impression.,It's not as cheerful and lively as in the anime.,So tidal.。
Inoue Yinghua blames himself very much, the changes in the personality of the original characters, to say that they have nothing to do with themselves, it is absolutely unreasonable.
Even if it's not the direct cause, it must have something to do with it.
Inoue Hideka suddenly hated his crossing.
What he knows now is the tragedy that changed after he crossed over, and the only thing he has to do is the amnesia of Uejo Dangma.
He hadn't noticed any other benign changes until now.
In addition to the tragedy of the original book, the bee-eating exercise prayer also adds other tribulations.
The girl full of vitality in front of him, since he woke up, has shown a cheerful smile on her face, which is not sincere at all.
So, what has changed for me?
What is the meaning of my own crossing?
Questioning himself like this, Inoue Yinghua crawled beside the girl's bed, quietly commenting on the girl's sleeping face.
I secretly made up my mind that I must find out why Zuo Tian didn't care about his body so much.
The moon slowly climbed to the top of the branches, and when the room was sprinkled with silver moonlight, Inoue Hideka fell asleep in a daze.
Dinner or something, he was in the midst of self-blame, and he had long forgotten about it.