Where there are ideals, hell is heaven. Where there is hope, pain becomes joy.

Good days always pass so quickly, from Xiaofan to serious injury and exile, it has been almost half a year now. In the past half a year, Xiao Fan and Zhang Yaqian were happily playing during the day, Xiao Fan told Yaqian about the outside world, Yaqian listened carefully, and her expression showed yearning.

The outside world is wonderful, and the outside world is helpless. People who move forward with dreams are wonderful, but they are only vulnerable and helpless in the face of reality.

Xiao Fan tells Ya Qian the story of the outside world, and Ya Qian teaches Xiao Fan how to survive alone.

The days pass quickly, the night unknown keeps coming, and in the past six months, Xiaofan has been having nightmares, and fear and helplessness have come to his dreams. No one can help him, because this is his own hurdle.

"No... Don't, don't. Leave Grandpa Clint alone. Not ......"

"You devil, why are you doing this, they are just a bunch of simple villagers, why are you killing them, why?"

On the bed, Xiao Fan kept swinging his body, his head was already sweating profusely, he wanted to get rid of the nightmare, he wanted to get rid of the fear.

But if fear can be easily overcome, is it still fear?

Zhang Yaqian stood outside the house, looked at Xiao Fan on the bed through the window, shook her head, and did not wake Xiao Fan, because she knew Xiao Fan's situation, and she also knew that if he couldn't get out of fear, fear would haunt him for the rest of his life.

Looking up at the starry sky, she just felt that what was wrong with the world, what a cruel thing it was for a 6-year-old child to suffer such a big thing.

Zhang Yaqian sat silently in front of the window outside the house, silently glanced at Xiaofan on the bed, took out countless pieces of paper, and began to fold thousands of paper cranes.

Legend has it that folding a paper crane a day and persisting for a thousand days can bring happiness to the people you want to protect. But is this a legend or is it true? No one can say clearly.

Xiao Fan tossed and turned on the bed, and the nightmare was still not broken.

"Grandpa Klin, I'm sorry for you, but I'm too weak. I'm sorry... I'm the one who hurt you. ”

In the dream, Xiao Fan saw that the village chief of Klin was blown out by the black tiger three wrinkles, and the flesh and blood splashed, and the blood stained the sky red.

This scene seems to be deeply fixed in Xiao Fan's memory, making Xiao Fan fall into endless self-blame, if, at that time, my awakened soul power is congenital full soul, then I will also be specially recruited by the Wuhun Palace, then Grandpa Klin will not send me to the academy, Grandpa Klin will not die, all this blames me, blames me for being too useless.

Dreams tossed and turned, shattered and reassembled. The scene of the tragic death of the village chief of Klin instantly changed to the scene of Caomiao Village, where the villagers were slaughtered.

"Jiji, Li Xiaofan, you are a trash, you can't protect the person you want to protect at all, Klin's death for you is not worth it at all, look at you, how weak you are, I want to kill your parents and your brother in front of you today, I see how you stop me, Ji... Boom".

The blood-pupiled boy slowly walked towards Xiaofan's parents.

"No, I will never let you hurt them again this time, even if I pay with my life this time."

Xiao Fan didn't wait for the blood pupil boy to make a move, Xiao Fan picked up a hunting knife with him, rushed up directly, and slashed at the blood pupil boy, the blood pupil boy fell to the ground in response, Xiao Fan rode on the young man's neck, and kept slashing at the boy with his knife, the young man's face was blurred with flesh and blood, and he couldn't see the human appearance.

"I won't let you hurt them this time, you give me to die, to die, to die... Die. ”

Xiao Fan's eyes were blood-red, exuding boundless murderous aura all over his body, and his mouth kept sneering.

"Boom... As long as I kill you, no one will hurt them, and I will protect them. Xiao Fan seemed to be enchanted, and kept slashing at the corpse of the blood-pupiled boy.

"Look, it seems that you are the same as me, you see, what have you done? Boom..."

Xiao Fan's eyes were red and he turned his head towards the place where the voice came from.

"How is this possible, how come you didn't die? It's not scientific, why aren't you dead yet?"

Xiao Fan roared angrily.

"Jiji, you can't kill me, I will always exist in your heart, in your body, in your mind, unless you die, I won't die."

"You bastard, I don't believe I can't kill you. I'm going to fight with you, go to death. You murderer who hurt my parents...".

"Jiji, I see that you still haven't figured out what the situation is, if your parents were killed by me last time, then this time it must be you."

Blood stained Xiao Fan's hands, Xiao Fan looked at the blood-pupiled boy blankly, and said incredulously.

"No way, you're the one who hurt my parents."

"Truly, look at who you killed. Haven't you figured it out yet?"

Xiao Fan's thoughts collapsed in an instant, his head buzzed, and his ears rang constantly. Me, who did I just kill? Xiao Fan lowered his head and took a look.

"It's impossible, why? This... It's not really ......"

Xiao Fan looked at the bloody figure on the ground, weren't this his parents? But how is this possible?

"No, it's not true, it has to be you, you must have killed them."

Xiao Fan hugged his headache and cried.

"Truly, who do you see who I am? Besides, isn't that the outcome you're looking for?"

Xiao Fan stared at the black shadow with blood-red eyes, and the black shadow revealed a miserable white face, and in an instant, Xiao Fan's face turned pale.

"How is this possible, how can it be you, Wang Mazi... You...... This is not true. ”

"You don't have a chance to know the truth. You have to die, no one can escape, no one can escape...".

'Wang Mazi' walked over and hit Xiao Fan's body with a fist.

Xiaofan can't believe it, is this true? What's going on? Mako, who used to take care of himself, will kill him, aren't they brothers?

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At the same time, the world outside the dream was already bright, and Zhang Yaqian was still waiting outside the house for Xiaofan to wake up.

Suddenly, the earth shook, and the earth shook violently, as if something terrible had happened.

Xiaofan hadn't woken up yet, and Zhang Yaqian decided to go and see it by herself.

Outside, the soul beasts on the island were scurrying around like crazy.

"Huh? Is it hard to become a soul... The soul beast rioted. But this hasn't happened for a long time, and it's still a few years before the riot. What's going on? I've got to see what went wrong." Zhang Yaqian was a little confused.

Following the direction of the soul beast riot, Zhang Yaqian slowly looked for the source.

On the road, there was a river of blood, and countless soul beasts died tragically on the side of the road, and the death was very miserable.

"What the hell is going on?" Zhang Yaqian looked at the bloody soul beast corpse, and her body couldn't help but shudder.

Gritting his teeth, he sped up his pace towards the source.

On the edge of the island, two soul beasts of more than 100,000 years are at war, and the corpses of the soul beasts around them are piled up5, and the mountains are full of beasts everywhere, and the blood stains the ocean red.

"Black Shark, why are you doing this? Would it be good for you for the Sea Soul Beast to go to war with the Land Soul Beast? Haven't we lost enough soul beasts?"

"Boom, White Bear, you harbor the sinners of the soul beast, is that not enough reason? Hand over the sinners, or I will make your island an island of death, littered with corpses. ”

"Hehe, what you say, do you think I'll believe it? You are clearly for the reward given by the Beastmaster, for your ambition alone. At the beginning, Zhang Baojun was about you, what did you say, but what are you doing now. You're just a traitor after all, huh. ”

"Natural selection, the fittest. A nostalgic beast like you should have died a long time ago. This is no longer the era of affection, now is the time when the beastmaster asks me to come and capture the sinner, I will see who dares to stop me. ”

As he spoke, the two fought.

"White Bear, let me ask you one last time, whether you surrender or not, if you don't, then I will kill your child. Let's both hit the road together".

"Black Shark, you're so despicable. It's not a disaster for my family..."

The white bear trembled and stared at the black shark angrily.

"Surrender or die, you choose."

"I, I choose ......"

Before the white bear could finish speaking, bang! With a loud bang, the white bear fell to the ground.

"Boom, Black Shark, you're slow. Can't you even do something as simple as that?"

"Hmph, Blood Bat, if you hadn't sneaked up on it, I might have taken it under my command."

"Boom, Black Shark, do you really think he can help you? Even if his son is in your hands, he may not be able to help you, and a beast of love and righteousness like him may no longer be able to define it by a beast."

"Hmph, let's hurry up and explain the task given to us by the beastmaster, and solve the sinner later, so that we can go back to the errand. You and I know the temper of the beastmaster, and if this matter cannot be completed, he will be severely punished when he returns."

"Truly, I have a good idea, I can quickly lure people over, if there are no accidents, truly... You can also enjoy a good show. ”

The sea breeze blew, and the rich blood qi on the seashore was emanated, and a large number of soul beasts smelled blood, and gradually lost their minds, and the soul beast riot began.

Zhang Yaqian was walking on the beach and was walking towards the source of the soul beast riot, and at this moment, a little white bear rushed out.

"Quick, quick, sister, please save my mother, my mother has an accident." The little white bear said very urgently.

"What's wrong? And what happened to this soul beast riot, aren't all the soul beasts on the sea led by your mother?"

"Quick...... Sister, if it doesn't work, it's too late, and my mother will be gone."

Xiaobai led Zhang Yaqian and ran towards the source quickly. A large number of soul beast corpses were piled up at the source, blood flowed like a river, the sea breeze blew, and the rich smell of blood emanated.

"It's... What's really going on here? Where's your mother?" Zhang Yaqian looked at the mountains of corpses, her eyes full of fear and horror.

"Sister Yaqian, I'm sorry, I had to do this in order to save my mother, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry."

"Boom, Xiaobai, you're doing a good job. Much better than your mother's old stubbornness. Don't worry, you'll be able to see your mother later. Black Shark said with a sneer.

"You, who are you? What is the purpose of asking Xiaobai to bring me here, did you cause this soul beast riot? Why are you doing this..."

", the black shark has nothing to pity for the offspring of a sinner. After completing the task, we can go back to the errand, let's do it. ”

Zhang Yaqian was still in a state of ignorance, and the black shark directly slapped it with all her strength, Zhang Yaqian flew out more than ten meters, lost her breath, and ended her short life.

"I've done what you explained, can you let my mother go."

The little white bear stared at them through gritted teeth, as if he wanted to tear them apart.

", you stupid bear, do you really think I'm going to let your mother go? You're such a sweet little fool, can we take our word for it? Hmph, go and accompany your mother, too. ”

"You... You guys, no... Sister Yaqian, I'm sorry for you...... You... You guys...... If you don't want me to be better, then I can't make it easy for you."

"Excuse me, give up useless resistance."

The black shark and the blood bat shot at the same time, directly and forcibly suppressed Xiaobai, and before he could breathe, Xiaobai's body directly cracked and died.

"Okay, since the things that the Beastmaster explained have been done, let's go. Don't stay in this garbage place. This place is disgusting..."

After speaking, the two of them flashed away, but not long after leaving, the little white bear's body burst out of a ball of light and entered Zhang Yaqian's body, and there was only a trace of residual heat left in the body, and there was a faint breath.

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At this time, Xiaofan was still in a dream......

"No, why? Mazi, why you, this can't be, I don't believe it".

It's just that 'Wang Mazi' walked over slowly, sneered unruly, directly summoned the martial spirit, and killed Xiao Fan with a merciless sword.

"I believe that the real pockmarks will not kill me, unless you are not the real pockmarks. Whoever you are, I'll find out someday."

Bang! The dream is shattered, and the person wakes up.

Xiao Fan looked at the empty room and shouted, calling out Zhang Yaqian's name.

Well? What's the situation? What about Yaqian? What happened on the island? Xiao Fan's nose seemed to smell something indescribable, and thinking about it carefully, he seemed to have smelled it before. It's like...... It's like the smell of the day Caomiao Village was slaughtered, the smell of blood in the air.

This...... What happened here? What happened on the island? What about Yaqian?

Xiao Fan rushed out of the room and looked for Yaqian's figure. But as soon as he came out, he was shocked by the scene in front of him, everywhere there were beasts, countless soul beast corpses fell to the ground, blood sprinkled the entire earth, and the solemn blood was emitted in the air.

At this time, the only thing Xiaofan wanted to do in his heart was: find Zhang Yaqian. He began to search for the dead soul beast, and he slowly got closer, closer to the truth, closer to people.

After about half an hour, he finally found the source of the soul beast's death. The corpses of soul beasts there are piled up, and a white bear there is particularly conspicuous, but what is even more conspicuous is the figure that fell there through more than a dozen trees, it is... Is that...... Zhang Yaqian...... He... The man he seeks.

"No, Yaqian's 'sister', what's wrong with you, what's going on here? Wake up, Sister Yaqian, don't scare me, wake up."

Li Xiaofan burst into tears, looked at the person who still had a trace of breath in his arms, and shouted hard.

"Xiao Fan? Xiaofan? Is that you?"

"It's me, it's me, what's going on here? Who hurt you?"

Looking at Xiao Fan, who was so nervous, Yaqian showed a hint of a smile.

"You, don't worry about me. Did you know that in this world, there are really people who have heartfelt and tenacious happiness? And most of this kind of happiness is built on the intersection of happiness and unhappiness - after climbing the peak of happiness and falling into the deep valley of misfortune, you can realize that there is never anything in this world that will last longer than loss. ”

"I can't, I probably can't. You have to live well, in fact, the first time I saw you, I knew that you liked me, but I didn't know where a 6-year-old child got so much affection, everyone has their own story, I don't want to ask more. I really want to see the world, love the world so much, I'm still so young, I don't want to die. ”

"Xiaofan, you have to live, live well. You have lofty ideals and ambitions, you have to pursue your ideals, you can't be here for a lifetime, I know that you are not an ordinary person, so work hard to live and become stronger. ”

"You're a man, my father, the man I want to see and hate to meet, who has left everything for the sake of great ideals, and I hate him. But if you meet him one day, I hope you can say something to him for me: you have pursued your ideals all your life, and your mother has pursued you all your life. I don't hate you, I just blame you for not daring to take the responsibility you should have. ”

Yaqian's breath gradually weakened, and she slowly lost her breath.

"No, why? Does the place where I lock me have to die? Why?"

Xiao Fan was in pain, looking at this damn thief, and screaming in pain.

Recalling the bits and pieces of life, where there are ideals, hell is heaven. Where there is hope, pain becomes joy.

Zhang Yaqian: "If the heart has no place to live, it is wandering wherever it goes." Xiaofan, do you feel like you're wandering? ”

It rained in the sky, and it seemed like in all novels and TV series, it rained when something sad happened. The rain nourishes everything and spills the blood.

The rain is getting heavier and heavier, but the heart is getting farther and farther away.

Sometimes, a simple and quiet life is not actually happy, so I only embrace the moment, and the lasting feeling is not happy at all, so I only believe in the moment.

Because of sadness, I smile all the time. The fonder the memories, the more painful they can sometimes be.

So, I hope that one day, if you really can, then I really hope that one day you can meet the person you want to see the most.