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In 2022, a 29-year-old young man at the University of Heidelberg, Germany, was consulting a huge library for classical books on ancient religion and theology.
"Hurry, hurry, where, where, I saw it a few days ago." Fine sweat poured down the young man's forehead like rain. At this time, a senior looked at the young man and said, "Wow, this senior is really a hard-working person", "Hehe, he, the youngest professor in the academy, but he openly refuted religion for his impossible theory, the academy spent a lot of money to protect him, he doesn't know how to be grateful, and he has to pursue his illusory theory, you say he's not a fool?" Is he worthy of the academy in doing so? A senior sister said. Ah, I see, ah? Do you mean he's the Li Xiaofan who refutes religion?", "yes." "A couple of girls started gossiping time.
At this time, the young man seemed to have found what he was looking for. He glanced at the girl he had just chatted with, "Noise is forbidden in the library, and violators are not allowed to enter the library. With that, he turned and left. What kind of spirit, disgrace the face of the academy", "Who are they, the academy accepts everyone." But these are all later words, because Li Xiaofan didn't hear it, and it was impossible for him to do anything when he heard it. Because he's a good guy.
In the evening, Li Xiaofan walked on the street, the light shone on his body, and his back was extremely lonely. He Li Xiaofan, 29 years old, has never talked about a girlfriend once when he is so old, and he is nicknamed, "You are a good person". Both parents died, and the university and study abroad on loan were all funded by the state. Thirty years, one poor and two white. Recently, because of the theological papers, I have offended the religion, and I feel that my life is gloomy.
"If God created human beings, human beings have "jealousy", "arrogance", "laziness", "anger", "gluttony", "greed", "**". Then God also has, God has only mastered sin perfectly, using virtue to the believers, and he has left sin to the "brave" who dare to resist him. "Why?" The more Li Xiaofan thought about it, the more angry he became, and he didn't notice that he was already coming to the end of his life. Angry believers will eventually tear him apart and rebel against their faith, and they will use their means to punish this person who is out of step with the world.
"A mortal man should disobey God", "send him to God and make him repent before God", "We will fix it on the cross and let him know that he is wrong". Poor Li Xiaofan was surrounded by angry disciples like this.
"There are times when God is wrong, and no one is infallible, and I firmly believe that God is too. What about sin, what about virtue? Whoever insults others will be dishonored. The night gave me a pair of black eyes, but I used them to look straight into the light. ”
A group of crazy believers surrounded Li Xiaofan, and they wanted Li Xiaofan to know that there was a price to be paid for insulting their faith.
"It was God's greatest mistake to create man, and this is what I as a mortal consider to be his sin... That's right, no one in the world is perfect in what they do, because everyone's observation and perspective are different..."Li Xiaofan shouted heartbreakingly.
"Send him to God to repent", "Ah, this madman, he has defiled our faith", "He is a demon, he is a demon sent by Satan". The believers roared wildly.
"Haha, maybe your faith is a mistake at all, even if you kill me, kill me. I won't waver in my opinion. Practice is the only criterion for testing truth. ”
On July 7, 2022, at 7:7 a.m., a body was carried out by police in a narrow alleyway. The ordinary Li Xiaofan ended his ordinary life like this. has no girlfriend, no good friends, and the only friend also got married at the age of 28 and returned to China. In this foreign country, he ended his life alone. Maybe he's right, maybe he's wrong. But it doesn't matter, because he dares to confront a belief that people dare not face, and he dares to oppose this faith. Although he failed, maybe many years later, people will forget his name and can't remember who he is, he is an ordinary person, an ordinary person on the road of all beings, an ordinary person who can no longer be an ordinary person, his name is Li Xiaofan.