Chapter 36: Truth

"Speaking of which, what the hell are you afraid of......

"Huh?" , Mo put down the chess pieces in his hand, raised his head, and looked at Huiyin opposite suspiciously.

Huiyin continued to drop the chessboard in front of her, and said, "So, what are you afraid of......

"What are you afraid of, what are you afraid of, with your strength, it should be difficult for anyone or something in this world to threaten you......"

Huiyin slowly raised her head, her red eyes and Mo's gaze met, "But why do you still look like you're being chased by something?" ”

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"What ......are you afraid of?" Mo slowly withdrew his outstretched right hand and looked at the sea of stars in front of him.

"Well, this kind of thing, probably you won't understand......"

"What I'm afraid of is exactly what 'I'...... myself"

At first, when I came to this world, what kind of mood did I have? Glad? Ecstasy? Rejoicing that you can live one more life?

That's probably it. Because he is just an ordinary ordinary person. Of course, such a thing as being able to live for another life will be ecstatic.

Then, how did you feel when you first came into contact with the 'real' nature of the world?

Well, it's scared......

Fear, fear, hard to accept, because this is such a 'dangerous' world.

That's a matter of course, it's hard to live a new life, and it's still a rich and noble family, but the truth tells me that such a 'beauty' is just an illusion that can be broken at any time?

Demons and monsters are real, killing and danger are always present, and weak people without strength can be abandoned at any time in this world. How bloody, how cruel, for a guy who only thinks about 'eating and waiting to die', such a fact is too 'cruel'......

Fortunately, I have an unparalleled 'talent' and a family with a strong background. ……

No matter how profound and painful the cultivation method is in the eyes of others, as long as you learn it casually, you will become a ......

Others can only achieve the 'cultivation' of 'cultivation' after a thousand-fold effort, and they just need to get started and practice casually. Whether it's spiritual power, swordsmanship, or secret arts, it's just a breeze......

Genius, probably refers to such an existence......

Ah, I'm really 'lucky'......

However, such innocence did not last long. It's just that after I really started my cultivation, I naturally realized my own 'truth'......

Talented? Talented? Born with a sword bone? Gifted with divine powers? Born a spirit child?

Hahahahahaha......ha

It's just a joke, it's just a delusion, it's just a beautiful illusion under the 'truth'......

Indeed, he is special, he was born to sense all kinds of spiritual opportunities in heaven and earth, and he was born with a physique that is far beyond ordinary people, and he is born with the ability to remember and perceive far beyond ordinary people......

However, such a 'special' is nothing more than the radiation effect of 'existence' from the other side of oneself. And the 'other side' that exists in the mirror will also completely engulf its own existence when the time comes......

This is your own 'truth', this is your own 'fate'...... Ridiculous, pathetic, but rightfully so......

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"A 'living' who can clearly perceive that his 'death' is approaching at any time, this is really a joke that people can't laugh at......"

Mo's hand touched the long sword pinned to his body, and the simple scabbard was covered with traces. That's the mark of years of use......

After understanding his own truth, he quickly 'accepted' this fact. This is also one of my 'strengths', and I can always accept all kinds of reasonable or unreasonable things quickly......

Oh, to put it another way, it's just an excuse that I can't change anything because I'm timid and powerless......

Because you can't change it, you can only accept it......

But, fortunately, at least in this weird and dangerous world, I can be regarded as having a huge 'hole card', right? I comforted myself like this......

With the help of this unique 'special', his cultivation and strength have risen rapidly. Soon there was a basic self-preservation......

That's not bad, at least then I can live a little more freely in this world until the last 'fate' comes......

But that's just self-deception, the higher your cultivation and the stronger your strength, the smaller the gap between yourself and the other side of the mirror, and the weaker the boundary between the two sides. When you 'grow' to a certain extent, you will be able to carry that origin completely. At that time, it will be the advent of one's own 'death period'......

But if you don't 'become stronger', in such a dangerous world, you won't even have the qualifications to live, you will just die faster, and you won't have a choice at all, right......

Of course, because of the support of the other side, it is not so simple to be 'killed'. At most, it's just another reincarnation......

But what's the point? 'Immortality' means 'invincibility'?

Hehe, sometimes, 'immortality' is the greatest 'pain'......

If you don't practice, you die, and if you practice, you will die, so at least make yourself stronger.

At least it won't be so easy to be killed by others, at least don't be so weak, at least not so waste......

At the very least, make yourself look stronger......

However, in the end, it is just a 'disguise', just a 'mask', a mask that thinks it is 'strong'. deceived outsiders and deceived themselves a little......

"But disguise is disguise after all, and what is fake is fake after all. My essence is just a powerless 'weakling' after all......", a crack was torn open on Mo's face, and a touch of mockery jumped on it.

Stretching out his right hand again, he clasped his five fingers, just like the stars in the sky, which seemed to be close in front of him, but in fact he was still out of reach. After all, he is just a 'weak man' who imitates the words and deeds of the 'strong' that he knows......

That's why when facing a predicament that I really can't resist, I will be so angry and out of shape.

Because of that predicament, he once again completely tore off his mask of self-deception. Having to face the sad fact that you are just an incompetent 'weakling' once again......

Because of the fear of death and suffering, I had to rely on the power of the 'Candle Dragon', and because I was afraid of the power of the 'Candle Dragon', I was stagnant......

It's not that I'm afraid of the 'Westbound Demon', but I'm afraid that when I face the Westbound Demon, I'm forced to use the power of the candle dragon again......

Because that means that I am going to step into the abyss again......

"It's really disgusting, disgusting that people can't wait to cut it off, this pathetic 'weak' ......", Mo's right hand clenched into a fist violently, because the force and speed were too fast, and there was even a sound of air explosion in the air.

He slowly stood up and patted the dirt and grass on his body

"Is it above the big monster...... It's not like there's no way to cross that line......"

Since outsiders can't be trusted, let's take risks. It's just that I hope that before I step on this boundary, I won't be completely swallowed by 'chaos'......

…… To be continued......