Chapter 1032: My Own Mind
The atmosphere in the living room suddenly became a little quiet with Su Xue's words.
Behind the sofa, the light gauze curtain on the edge of the window blew slightly with the cool night breeze that penetrated through the half-open window door, and the bright moonlight like water diffused in, sprinkled on the faces of the two people on the side of the sofa, Lin Feng lowered his head slightly, was silent and did not speak, and his side face reflected the faint moonlight and could not see the expression of the real moment.
He knew the meaning of Sister Xue's words in front of him.
Know better...... In fact, the other party has found so many reasons, in fact, they are deliberately avoiding a real suggestion.
Go...... UK?
The venue of the first round of the group stage of the first match of the S6 World Finals.
Manchester.
When these words flashed in his mind, the eyelashes on someone's eyelids fluttered slightly, and they rippled and trembled like a lake of emotions that had been plucked.
Perhaps, it's not just Su Xue.
In fact, it should be that everyone around him, including everyone who is familiar and close to him, and everyone who knows about it, probably expects him to be able to untie that knot and really get back on his feet, and to do this...... The most direct way is undoubtedly to meet the girl face to face again.
It's just that...... Maybe it's because I've always been worried about his situation and mentality, so even if anyone around him is like Tangtang, Sister Xue, and Ouyang Lao Yang Arou, even if they look forward to it, they will always hold back some words and never really say them directly......
"There are some knots in my heart, but I still need to untie them, right?"
Suddenly, Su Xue's voice sounded again, breaking the silent atmosphere in this living room space.
Lin Feng's body froze slightly when he heard this, and then he raised his head a little dazedly and looked at Su Xue in front of him blankly, he didn't expect that some secret words that originally seemed to be tacitly tacitly understood by everyone would suddenly be broken by a direct word in person at this moment.
Too suddenly.
It's too unexpected.
His mind was slightly blank at this moment, but he didn't know how to react at the first time.
But Su Xue seemed to be serious, and seemed to feel that tonight's words had already been said to this point, and it was time to thoroughly explain the problem to herself, a big boy who regarded him as her own brother, and immediately did not hesitate, stared at Lin Feng with shining eyes, and continued to speak:
"Of course, it's up to you to make your own choices no matter what."
"But...... It's been so long. β
"Even if you didn't think it was acceptable before, now that you think about it, it shouldn't be so difficult to accept."
"That's what you think yourself, don't you?"
"To be a man, sometimes you should take the initiative, if you have been immersed in a meaningless knot of self-pity and can't get out, it will be too bad."
"But ......" Lin Feng muttered subconsciously, but before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Su Xue shaking his head again: "There is nothing good to do." β
Then she looked at Lin Feng seriously and solemnly:
"Actually, you already have a choice in your heart, don't you?"
"Ask your own heart."
"Really...... Do you want to run away like this? β
It is almost rare that there will be such a time, and Su Da anchor Su Da Commentary, who has always been just giggling and messing around with someone on weekdays, will make such a lesson to the former so seriously and even seriously.
But it's just one of the rare occurrences......
Effect.
It's also significant enough.
Lin Feng lowered his head again and never spoke, and Su Xue, who was sitting next to him, was in a good mood just after finishing a long speech, but at this moment, he couldn't help but feel a little worried when he saw that someone still didn't react...... Why hasn't this kid moved yet, isn't she a little heavy just now, hey, I knew it earlier, so I would have been tactful......
Just when Su Xue couldn't help but feel a trace of regret in her heart, Lin Feng suddenly took a deep breath, then raised his head to look at the former, his gaze fixed:
"I'll think about it."
"Oh, I actually ...... just now" Su Xue, who was feeling uneasy, subconsciously blurted out a sentence to make up for it, but as soon as the first half of the sentence came out, she heard Lin Feng's answer but held back stiffly, and couldn't help but widen her eyes: "Huh? β
"I said, I'll think about it."
Someone earnestly repeated his words, with clear eyes and solemn sincerity:
"Sister Xue, give me a moment to think about it."
Although it was not a direct positive reply, it was already an unexpected good thing to be able to get someone's reaction like this, Su Xue was suddenly overjoyed and nodded again and again: "Okay, okay, don't worry, don't worry, you think about it first, it's okay, it's okay-"
But she couldn't help but urge one more sentence:
"But don't think about it for too long...... I'm going to hand in the materials tomorrow......"
"Why don't you come up with a result now?"
After saying that, his eyes blinked, and he looked at someone with a look of anticipation.
Lin Feng: "......"
Su Xue regretted: "Okay, okay, then you think about ...... again"
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The night is getting deeper.
Lin Feng, who returned to his bedroom room, sat on the edge of the soft Simmons bed, but he had no intention of going to bed, he lowered his head and was stunned for a while, and his mind still flashed back to the solemn and serious persuasion of Sister Xue on the sofa in the living room just now.
"Ask your own heart."
"Really...... Do you want to run away like this? β
Own...... Inside?
Lin Feng subconsciously took out the mobile phone from his pocket, looked at the "Demacia" shell with the League of Legends fandom element outside the mobile phone, and then unconsciously clenched the mobile phone slightly.
Even without having to open the case again, he seemed to be able to perceive a small note that had been carefully folded many times in the center of the case.
That one...... The letter was saved for half a year.
So, in fact, his heart has never changed.
Otherwise, when he took the transferred letter from Tangtang half a year ago, he might have thrown it away after reading it, and how could he have kept it carefully and closely, and even now he can still remember every sentence and word in that letter so clearly and profoundly that he can memorize it backwards.
Lin Feng's eyes lowered slightly:
It's justβ
It was he who was confused and timid.
The more time faded, the more intense the cowardice in his heart became, and he didn't know what kind of attitude he should face the childhood sweetheart girl again after half a year.
He's too timid......
I know that everyone around me is actually caring and worried about him, and I know what everyone is expecting, even what I am expecting, but I have never been able to really muster up the courage to take that step.
But......
Sister Xue is right, isn't it?
Since you can recognize your own mind, then other difficulties should not be difficulties, and you should not even think about how and how the other party will be, after all-
As a schoolboy.
In this kind of thing, you really should be more proactive, right?
Lin Feng took a deep breath.
Then, as if he had finally made up his mind, he took the phone in front of him, opened the lock screen, clicked on the text message window, and easily entered the string of mobile phone numbers that had been imprinted in his memory without thinking about the memory.
And then.
In the input field of the text message, a few words were typed:
"How's it going?"
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It's done in advance.,Update send.,Tomorrow I will continue to fly to the next city.γγ Hurry up and go to sleep and rest, good night, friends.