In terms of content, on closer inspection, some of these things are not something that can be enjoyed while being happy.

Just like what Chen Changqing said, what Zhang Yawen could hear was helplessness and sadness.

Some of the practical content in Chen Changqing's words was not explained, and Zhang Yawen did not bother for the first time.

I saw that Chen Changqing drank the wine in front of him again, as if he was cheering himself up, as if he was paying tribute to the past events set off in his heart.

Chen Changqing said: "Actually, I was a little selfish at that time, in fact, the situation of those old classmates was not much better than mine, those who were still on campus naturally had no financial ability, and those who walked out of society like me......"

"If you want to say that you will go to the society after graduating from junior high school, it is only such a short time, if you want to say that the situation is good, how good can it be? I fell entirely because of my own doing. ”

"At that time, the help that those old classmates could give me was very limited, and the help of one or two people was just a drop in the bucket for me at that time."

Chen Changqing said that Zhang Yawen, who was looking at him, said: "To put it bluntly, many times it is the money for a meal. ”

Zhang Yawen was a little puzzled and said, "The money for a meal?" ”

She was puzzled at first, but when she thought about it, she was relieved.

Indeed, not everyone in this world can be like her, in the existing vocal tracks, except for the situation in the middle of the family in those years, she never seems to have lived well.

Chen Changqing said very clearly, graduated from junior high school.

What can they do in this society after graduating from junior high school, they may seem to have nowhere else to go except for ordinary jobs that are completely supported by energy.

And this kind of work has a distinctive feature, that is, the pay is extremely low.

Chen Changqing continued: "At that time, after Lao Jiang heard about my situation, he was only able to support me at that time for only a hundred yuan. ”

This time Chen Changqing can be regarded as having a practical description, although Zhang Yawen is mentally prepared, but his heart still sinks for no reason, and it is not difficult to imagine what kind of situation Chen Changqing was like at that time.

Zhang Yawen muttered: "What can you do with this hundred yuan?" ”

Zhang Yawen wants to find the answer from his heart, there are many things that can be done and bought for a hundred yuan, but for a person who lives on the street and has to wander around in a messy place like an Internet café for nearly a month, this hundred yuan really can't do anything.

Zhang Yawen looked at Lin Chaofeng again for no reason when she heard this, she wanted to see something different from Lin Chaofeng's face.

Obviously, Lin Chaofeng has his own opinions on the experience that Chen Changqing said, and thinking back to his previous words, he seems to have expected all this.

If she didn't know that Lin Chaofeng and Chen Changqing didn't know each other, she was very suspicious of Lin Chaofeng's performance now.

Lin Chaofeng was still busy with the dishes and wine in front of him, sip after sip, glass after glass, and from time to time he would look at Chen Changqing beside him with a very normal look, completely like a person who seemed to be listening to a story.

However, Lin Chaofeng obviously felt Zhang Yawen's gaze, and said with a smile: "Actually, a hundred yuan is not as helpless as you imagined, Miss Zhang, a hundred yuan can buy at least twenty barrels of instant noodles at that time, according to the situation of Brother Changqing at that time, two barrels a day should be able to maintain, that is, one hundred yuan can sustain him for ten days." ”

Chen Changqing looked sideways slightly when he heard this, and said with a smile: "That's right, that's the case in theory, and I thought so at the time." ”

Chen Changqing looked at Zhang Yawen as he spoke, and said, "Don't doubt this amount, you know the relationship between Lao Jiang and me at that time, and this can be regarded as his help." ”

Lin Chaofeng interjected: "But Brother Changqing later said that he was employed on the spot, so this hundred yuan is obviously not enough, why?" ”

"Because people are in that state for a long time, it is easy to make themselves not look like a person, this person needs to tidy up himself if he wants to work, such as cutting his hair or something, plus some daily necessities, etc., in my opinion, that situation needs to be re-established, and the minimum budget is about three or four hundred."

Chen Changqing was a little surprised, and said: "Friend, I can find a very familiar feeling in you, I think you are also a person who has had extraordinary experiences, but I really didn't expect you to know so well, at that time I really wanted to scrape together three hundred yuan." ”

Lin Chaofeng shook his head and said, "Your unbearable experience is called extraordinary? ”

Lin Chaofeng saw Chen Changqing looking at him with a smile, and said with a smile: "It is indeed extraordinary, it is indeed not something that ordinary people can experience." ”

Zhang Yawen paid more attention to the information in Chen Changqing's words and asked, "So did you get it together later?" ”

Chen Changqing said: "Didn't I say that I worked there at the time, and naturally I made it up, but I paid the corresponding price, and people don't know how to describe the loss." ”

Zhang Yawen asked, "What do you say?" ”

Chen Changqing sighed: "At that time, I had a goal in mind, so I asked other old classmates for help in the same way, at that time, there was really no way out, so I could only be cheeky to look for them one by one in this way, but ......"

"In the end, I got it together, but what I lost was my honor in that circle, you can imagine me as a person who borrows money everywhere, and when I meet people, I only talk three words, and I borrow money when I open my mouth, which also leads to some old classmates at that time simply avoiding me."

"At that time, I couldn't care so much about the situation, and I always thought that being able to solve the urgent problem was the most critical problem, and as for what I owed, I would pay it back one by one when I lived like a person again."

Zhang Yawen said: "But there is no problem with this. ”

Chen Changqing smiled bitterly: "But this is the problem, after I had my own ability, I looked for the people who helped me at that time, and their impression of me always stayed at the time when I borrowed money, but no one paid attention to it in the spirit of repaying the favor." ”

Zhang Yawen asked, "What's the situation?" ”

Lin Chaofeng interjected: "This is very understandable, that is, the people he knew later avoided his later approach, thinking that he was still here to borrow money." ”

Chen Changqing said: "And some of them can't be found, probably because they blocked me." ”

Lin Chaofeng smiled: "I'm really curious what means you used at that time. ”

Chen Changqing smiled bitterly: "It can be regarded as doing everything, I borrowed the least ten yuan from stalking." ”

(End of chapter)