E-sports player Huang Heng is the person Wei Taiqiang, the e-sports tycoon of the Xuanwu Kingdom, trusts very much, so that Wei Taiqiang instructed to give that Huang Heng face, and because of this, that Huang Keer still takes good care of his relative.

It's just that Zhou Jinguan, the e-sports live broadcast star of the Luo Xian faction, doesn't know how popular that Huang Heng is now, otherwise he would definitely not look down on that Huang Heng like that.

Not only that, because Zhou Jinguan was favored by that Luo Xian, he told him some secrets of e-sports research, and carried out special e-sports training, so this Luo Xian's darling Zhou Jinguan does have some experience in e-sports.

That Zhou Jinguan thought that he was a character in that Songhai City, so when he was at the party of that e-sports player, he sneered at that Huang Heng as usual.

However, that Huang Heng didn't care, he took out his e-sports mobile phone, and while connecting with Sheng Yanyan of that lighthouse country, he told that Sheng Yanyan how to get those e-sports fans to buy what they promoted in the e-sports live broadcast.

That Zhou Jinguan took out a bottle of wine from the sheep country, and he said: "Have you seen it, this is the high-end Lafite of the sheep country, haven't you seen it!" This was given to me by my boss, Luo Xian, the best e-sports player in Xuanwu Kingdom, who said that I might be the light of e-sports in the future. ”

Huang Heng smiled slightly, and he said: "It seems that that Lafite is authentic from Gaul, and my boss also gave me a box of Lafite from Gaul." ”

Zhou Jinguan said: "You are bragging, you are definitely bragging." "West is dead; The image of her ideal brother ,—— her little obedient ,—— insulted: it was a fatal pain for her. But when the two met at night, she didn't say a word. He could see that she had cried, but he didn't know why, and he didn't understand why his sister had changed her attitude towards him. It took her fair share of time to return to normal.

But the most painful blow he gave his sister was that he never came home all night. She waited all night. Not only was her pure morality hurt, but the most mysterious and secret places of her soul were also deeply painful,—— there were some terrible emotional activities, but she deliberately covered them so that she could not see them.

For his part, he was mainly fighting for his independence. He came back in the morning, intending to honestly and unceremoniously go back as long as his sister had a half-word to complain. He slipped into the room on tiptoe, afraid of waking her up. But she had already stood there waiting, her face pale, her eyes red and swollen, and it was obvious that she had cried. Instead of reproaching him, she quietly took care of him, made breakfast, and prepared him for food and school. He saw that she did not say a word, but was very depressed, and all his manners amounted to a reproach: he could not bear it anymore, and got up under her knees, and hid his head in her skirt. The two brothers wept together. He was so ashamed that he felt disgusted with the night he had spent outside, and felt that he had fallen. He tried to speak, but she covered his mouth with her hand; And he kissed her hand. The two didn't say anything, and they already knew each other very well in their hearts. Mu Shizhen vowed to be the person his sister hoped for. But Huang Heng couldn't forget the trauma in his heart so quickly; She is like a person who has just recovered from a serious illness, and it will take a long time to recover. Their relationship is a bit unnatural. Her friendship was always warm, but in her brother's heart there was something completely strange and afraid of her.

Mu Shizhen's change made her particularly frightened, because at the same time she was being chased by some men. When she came home in the evening, especially when she had to pick up or return the copies after dinner, she was often nailed, and the rude rhetoric was heard that made her miserable to the point of unbearable pain. As long as she could take her brother with her, she would take him with her in the name of forcing others to walk; But he was reluctant, and she did not dare to insist, unwilling to interfere with his work. He and his girlfriends laughed and whispered, reluctant at their door, and said over and over again that she would wake up from her confusion when they would meet again; At that time, she smiled in the black hole and got up and turned on the light. Her brother's laughter lifted her spirits.

Autumn is deep. The sun was dim. Nature withered: under the October clouds, the colors slowly faded; The first snow has been covered with the peaks, and the plains have been covered with a thick fog. Tourists set off, first, one by one, then in droves. And how desolate it is to see friends go,—— even if it is irrelevant,——; Especially when the quiet and luscious summer disappears, it is especially sad when those times in life are like water plants. On a gloomy autumn day, the sisters walked one last time along the mountains into the woods. Without a word, they fantasized gloomily, and Thurso leaned against each other, wrapped in a collar turned up, and clasped each other's fingers. The damp woods were silent, as if crying quietly. Deep in the woods, a lonely bird chirped softly and timidly, and it also felt that winter was coming. In the light mist, the bells of the sheep could be heard in the distance, whimpering, as if from the depths of their hearts......

When they returned to Songhai City, they were all very sad. Huang Heng's body never recovered.

At that time, I had to prepare the quilt that Mu Shizhen brought to school. Huang Heng spent his last savings for this, and even secretly sold a few pieces of jewelry. So what does it matter? Won't he pay her back in the future? - What's more, now that he's in school, she doesn't have to spend any money on her own! …… She didn't let herself think of what would happen after he was gone: sewing the quilt while pouring all her passion for her brother into this work; At the same time, she had a hunch that this might be the last thing she would do for him.

In the days before they separated, they were inseparable, lest they waste a minute or a second. On the last night, they slept late, facing the fire, Huang Heng sat in the unique easy chair at home, and Mu Shizhen sat on a low stool next to her, showing the appearance of a big child who he had always been spoiled, which was endearing. He felt a little worried and a little curious about the new life he was about to start. Inferior, dangerous; He wants to destroy them for the public welfare. The ugliest and most terrible thing is that of such a deformed, uneducated philistine, who thinks that by money and newspapers he can control not only politics but also ideas: whoever obeys their command is rewarded with a scumbag, a chain, and some meatloaf; If they refuse them, they will release hundreds of lackeys to bite! - Tu Tuqiao is not a guy to be reviled for. He thinks that it is too unreasonable for a stupid donkey to dare to tell him what should and should not be done in music; Between his words, he said that art requires more preparation than politics. He flatly refused to compose a boring script into music, regardless of whether the author was one of the senior staff members of the newspaper and was specially introduced to the boss. This incident made his friendship with Gamahi begin to grow cold.

But Tutuqiao was happy about it. He had just emerged from his obscurity and was already anxious to return to his obscurity. He felt that "this kind of high-profile business card would make him lose himself in the crowd".

I just want to jump down. She easily blocked him. In a rage, he closed the door and sat down again, just as the train had just entered the tunnel.

"You see," she said, "isn't jumping to your death?" ”

"I don't care."

He didn't want to talk to her anymore.

"People are so stupid," he said. "Everyone tortures each other and tortures themselves; When people wanted to help him, he was suspicious. Damn it! This kind of person is inhumane. ”

She soothed him while laughing, pressed her gloved hand on his, and talked to him affectionately; Call out his name.

"What, do you recognize me?" He said.

"Why don't you know? You, you're also a celebrity. I shouldn't have said that to you just now. You're a good guy, I can tell. Forget it, don't be angry. Good! Let's make peace! ”

They shook hands and talked amicably, and she said, "But that's not my fault." I've had so much experience with ordinary people that I have to be wary. ”

"They often deceive me, too," Tu Tuqiao said. "But I always believed in them."

"I see you're like this, you're probably a natural fool."

He smiled: "Yes, I have tasted a lot of sweet and sour in my life; But it didn't do me any harm. My stomach is strong, it doesn't matter if I'm full, it's okay if I'm hungry, and I can swallow the poor worms that attack me when necessary. I'm better on the other hand. ”

"That's your luck, you're a man."

"And you, you're a woman."

"That's nothing."

"That's fun, be a woman!"

She laughed. "Humph!" She said, "But how do people deal with women? ”

"You have to defend yourself."

"Then the so-called kindness will not last long."

"That's because one is not compassionate enough."

"Perhaps. But you can't eat too much hardship, too much of a person's heart will dry up. ”

He was about to sympathize with her, when he suddenly remembered her attitude......

"You're going to say that people who comfort people have ulterior motives......"

"No," she said, "I won't say that." I think you have a good heart and are very sincere. I'm grateful. But please don't say anything to me. You don't know...... Thank you for your kindness. ”

When they arrived in Songhai City, they broke up, and neither of them left an address nor said anything to ask them to talk.

After a month or two, she came knocking on the door of Tutu Bridge.

"I've come to you to talk to you. Since that meeting, I've been thinking about you from time to time. She said and sat down. As long as you work for a while, it won't bother you for a long time. ”

He began to talk to her. She said, "Wait a minute, okay?" ”

They were silent. After a while, she smiled and said, "I couldn't support it just now." It's better now. ”

He wanted to ask her.

"No," she said, "don't ask me this! ”

She glanced around, looked at all kinds of things, measured them, and suddenly saw Lu Yisha's picture.

"Is this your mother?"

"Yes."

She held the photo in her hand and looked at it with great sympathy. "What a nice old lady!" She said. "You're in luck!"

"It's a pity she's dead."

"That's okay. You've had such a mother anyway. ”

"What about you?"

She wrung her brow and pulled the words away. She didn't want people to ask about her.

"Tell me about you. Tell me...... Tell me something about your life......"

"What does this have to do with you?"

"Don't worry about it, you can talk about it...... "It's like a ray of light to me...... It only takes a small thing to save me or fall then...... When I came out of your house and came home, I closed the door and cried for a day, and then it was all right, and that period of depression passed. ”

"Today," Tu Tuqiao asked, "do you regret that incident?" ”

"Today? Yes! If I had done that crazy thing, I would have sunk in the Seine. I can't stand that shame, I can't stand the pain I give my husband. ”

"Are you happy now?"

"Yes, I am as happy as a person can be in this world. Two people can understand each other, respect each other, and know that each other is reliable, not because of a simple belief in love,—— which is often illusory,—— but because of how many years of experience of living together, how many gray, ordinary years, plus how many memories of hardships have passed. As I get older, things get better...... None of this is easy. The joy of nurturing him weaved her dreams and love around this little soul, but she followed up and thought, "No, that's not right, I shouldn't have made my own happiness with the suffering of others." ”

But she couldn't suppress the thought no matter what. As she spoke, she held hope in her silent heart.

Tu Tuqiao replied, "Yes, of course we think of this question. Poor kid! Mu Shizhen and I can't raise it. There should be a woman to take care of it. I thought maybe I had a girlfriend who might help us......"

Mrs. Xue Yulang waited with bated breath.

Tu Tuqiao continued: "I want to come and discuss this matter with you. It happened that Cao Jiao went to our place, just a moment ago. As soon as she knew about this and saw the child, she was very moved, and said that she was so happy, and said to me: Tutuqiao ......"

Mrs. Xue Yulang's blood stopped; She couldn't hear what was going on; Everything was blurred in front of me. She wanted to shout at him, "Hey, hey, give him to me!" ……”

Tu Tuqiao was still talking, she couldn't hear what he said, but she barely cheered up, thinking of what Cao Jiao confided in her before, she said to herself: "Cao Jiao needs it more than me." I still have my dear Xue Yulang...... And these things in my house...... Moreover, I am ...... older than her."

So she smiled and said, "That's good." ”

The fire went out, and the red glow on her face faded. The lovely tired face only has the usual expression of forbearance and love.