Finally arrived at the apartment where Kitagawa Yukino lived, and went downstairs.

I glanced at my phone, and it was already more than nine o'clock in the evening, but the rain still kept falling, and I couldn't tell that it was a torrential rain.

After hesitating for a moment, Shingo Harano proposed goodbye to Kitagawa Yukino, but this time, Kitagawa Yukino refused.

"Please go up and get some rest, and at least have a cup of hot tea."

"Why don't I go first, after all, it's not too early."

"Oh, won't you say yes?"

Shingo Harano feels that Kitagawa Yukino is really different from before now, if it was not popular in the past, and it didn't eat the fireworks of the world, then what is it now?

Although it was still so cold, and his mind was even more elusive, there was something more, something that he couldn't figure out now.

If you have to describe it, it's probably your temperament and breath, and it's more emotional, including the sentence just now, and I'm sure she's definitely a little disappointed.

He found that he was a little afraid of Kitagawa Yukino, as if the whole person had changed after coming back, he wasn't sure if it was because of him, but as far as he knew so far, it was probably because of him...

Some people, some things, maybe only after experiencing it, will they understand, will know. No matter how good others are, they are not their own, and even if they understand, they can't feel it personally.

The more we experience, the more we feel small, and the more we experience, the more scared we become, but even so, we want to experience more, experience more, to see the unknown world, the unexplored territory.

This is life, and our life needs to be experienced by ourselves, and what we want to feel also needs to be felt in the past we have experienced.

Perhaps, we are all born cowards, but we always have a heart that guides us in what we should do, how to do it, and what even cowards can do.

We also have our own courage and what we want to do and what we need to do.

Shingo Harano felt as if he had hurt her, not the kind of damage he had done to Igarashi, but something else.

She likes herself, but she's dating other girls, and she's not sure what she wants.

But how do you know for sure? Do you want to split your legs or step on two boats? Some people are just cheap! I obviously like it but I don't dare to come out, is it afraid of being scolded by others? Perhaps...

Now that I think about it, it seems that she is right to hide from herself, what if she can't accept some things, it is estimated that she can only dodge, at least it is much better than the appearance of embarrassment and failure.

"It's not good, I have to go home after all."

Duplicity man! It's not because I can't bear to refuse her! Shingo Harano laughed at himself in his heart.

Receiving a reply from Shingo Harano, she nodded and grabbed his arm in the look of surprise in Shingo Harano's eyes.

Just like when Ling Igarashi was aggressive to her in the mall, Shingo Harano stretched out his hand to pull her away.

Before she could come back to her senses, Kitagawa Yukino turned around and pulled her and hurriedly walked in, and Shigo Harano stumbled and followed her into the corridor in a hurry.

......

Kitagawa Yukino quietly wiped the cup with a cloth next to him, and then scalded it with boiling hot water in the pot to sterilize, and said softly: "Are you sure that Harano-kun will not change his clothes?" ”

Yuan Ye Shingo made a bitter face, you changed into comfortable pajamas when you got home, and I was still sitting here in wet clothes, you changed clothes with me, for whom.

In addition to your clothes, is there any other clothes here, he had to reluctantly refrain a few times, although Kitagawa Yukino didn't care, but he still didn't want to let Harano Shingo experience women's clothing...

glanced at her, Ning Xue's face when they met seemed to be a little relaxed, I don't know if it was because of the awkward feeling of getting along with him or because of the comfortable feeling of returning home, her face looked a little gentle and daily, and the corners of her mouth couldn't help but show a heartfelt smile: "Snow... Sister Kitagawa, I have a question. ”

Hearing that he hesitated a little, he finally called himself Senpai, and her movements did not stop, and she straightened the cup in front of herself and Shingo Harano.

Put the black tea in the tea pot into a male cup, then fill it with hot water and cover it, without raising his head, he asked softly, "Yuan Ye-kun, I try to know everything." ”

"Senior sister seems to be deliberately avoiding me, if that's the case, you can tell me, and I'll try not to appear in your sight Zheng"

Shingo Harano turned around and looked directly at her with both eyes, even if Kitagawa Yukino didn't turn his head to look at her, he could feel the blazing eyes coming from the left, and she was a little flustered for no reason.

Although his heart was not so calm, he did not show it on his face, and the movements of his hands were not affected in the slightest.

Still on his own, the three fingers picked up the teacup and refilled himself and the cup in front of him with a ruddy and deep tea, but Shigo Harano noticed that her hands seemed to be shaking.

Kitagawa Yukino lightly opened Sakura's lips and said slowly: "No need, Harano-kun just treat me as an ordinary friend, maybe I have done things that make you and Fukuhara-san unpleasant, and I may have implicated you in hurting me."

That classmate of yours is actually not wrong, I do not do well in many places... And it has also led to the current embarrassing situation, maybe it would be better to return to passers-by?

I don't know much about it, so let's go back to the relationship between ordinary classmates and friends..."

She seemed to have a sad look on her face, feeling a little sad - maybe this is also a way to make it easier for both of you!

Shingo Harano was thinking about something, when the phone rang.

After hesitating for a moment, he still took out his mobile phone and saw that the caller ID pressed the button.

"Mossi? Is Shingo back, it's so big outside, you don't have an umbrella with you today, have you been wet in the rain? Why don't I pick you up with an umbrella? ”

Glancing at Kitagawa Yukino, who had a flat face, as if she hadn't heard anything, Shingo Harano took a breath, adjusted his emotions, and pretended to be relaxed: "I'm not stupid!" I happened to be in the mall at the time, so I bought an umbrella, and I was home soon, so don't come out, just wait for me at home. ”

"Uh-huh, hurry up, and, when you come back..."

After a while, the antelope talked, and the wilderness Shingo was silent.

"Drink this cup of tea, go back quickly."

Shingo Harano looked at her deeply, didn't say anything more, drank the tea in one go, didn't dislike the hot mouth or anything, stood up and walked out the door with an umbrella.

"Harano-kun!"

As soon as he opened the door and walked outside, Shingo Harano heard a voice coming through behind him.

Turning around, Kitagawa Yukino stood up, waved his hand with some mechanical feeling, his eyes were full of complexity, pursed his lips and said, "Heart on the road." ”

Blinked, took one last look at her, and a muffled voice came out of his mouth: "Hmm." After that, he gently closed the security door of Kitagawa Yukino's apartment and went downstairs with a snort.

Listening to the sound coming from the corridor gradually drifting away and disappearing... Kitagawa Yukino seemed to have lost his strength, lying on the sofa, with his white arms on his eyes, as if blocking the light of the energy-saving lamp.

After a while, there seemed to be tears slowly flowing down the side of her face, and the tears gently slid over her side face, and finally fell to the floor, the sound was negligible.

What is the feeling of love that cannot be spoken?

It's like a heavy rain

I'm outside the door

You're inside the door

But I never dared to knock on the door

So I've been getting drenched in the rain

So that it can rain when I'm crying.