Suzune Sakura smiled and beckoned, left the train door, and went to the corner of the carriage.

It's tears, and I can't hold it back.

Leaning against the corner of the carriage, she took out a tissue and pressed her hand to her eye.

After a while, the humidity was already felt in the palms of my hands.

My lips trembled, and my face seemed to be distorted, so I guess I should be ugly now.

actually learned the scene of crying on the train in the movie

It's boring, Suzune.

"Whew"

The mood eased a little, and the originally suppressed cry came out from the depths of his throat.

Suzune Sakura had no choice but to cover her mouth with her other hand.

If I were to re-voice Liz now, it would be even better, right?

I don't know if he will be surprised by my acting skills.

No, it won't.

That person doesn't understand acting at all, and he doesn't understand a woman's heart.

Say what to cry and laugh.

Did he just hear that?

Swindler.

Murakami, is a liar.

"Next stop, Big Wood Academy, Big Wood Academy."

Suzune Sakura didn't get out of the car, her eyes were red now, and the tissues in her palms were wet with tears and snot.

How to get back?

Will he see it as a joke when you go back?

The tram staggered, from empty to full and then empty.

She returned to Chiyoda's home.

The Sakura family now lives in a small house, standing in a residential area, with no particularly conspicuous places.

However, within a radius of 50 meters, railings have been set up to warn passers-by that beyond that there is private property.

Suzune Sakura wiped away her snot and tears, rang the doorbell key and landed at Sakuraso.

"Who?"

"Mom, it's me"

The door was opened, and a "Suzune Sakura" in his thirties appeared behind the door.

This is Suzune Sakura's mother, Shishin Sakura, a full-time wife who is almost exactly the same as her daughter except for her nose.

"Why didn't you come back and say it in advance?"

“surprise！！！”

"The scare is almost the same, the surprise is something, come in"

"Hey, hey"

The two walked into the house, the door slowly closed, and the private street belonging to the Sakura family fell into darkness again.

In the living room, Sakura ate slowly, and when he saw his daughter coming back, he just said:

"Coming back? Have you eaten dinner? ”

"I'll go back to my room first." Sakura Suzune didn't give the two of them a chance to see their faces clearly, ran upstairs directly, and when they reached the corner, they shouted towards the living room again: "Mom, I won't go out when I come back this time, it's better to stay at home comfortably." ”

"Got it"

"Do I still have my pajamas and other clothes in the cupboard?"

"I'll put it in another cabinet for you, I'll take it for you"

"No need, I can find it myself, you eat"

Suzune Sakura ran back to the room where she had been away for most of the year, and didn't have the heart to find pajamas to change clothes, so she lay directly on the bed.

There was silence for three seconds, and before he could think about him, tears began to flow again.

I was lying on my stomach like this, and I didn't know how long it had been.

"Knock Knock"

"Suzune, did you find it?"

Sakura Suzune quickly sat up and propped her hands on the quilt, only to find that a large patch of it had long been wet with tears.

She immediately lay down, put the wet quilt over her body, and pretended to have just woken up.

At this time, Sakura's mother had already pushed the door in.

"Why don't you turn on the lights?"

"I'm sleepy" Sakura Suzune's voice was lazy, and she said coquettishly: "Today I ran a day's activities on Halloween, and I took the tram home for a long time, I just want to sleep~"

Sakura's mother's hand that just wanted to turn on the light paused.

"Okay, then you can rest well, but remember to take a shower"

"Got it"

The door was shut.

Suzune Sakura blended into the darkness again.

And just like that, maybe 5 minutes later, maybe 50 minutes, the slippers slipped off her foot, and she took it back.

Curled up in the quilt.

Why did you reject me when you were so good to yourself?

If you don't like me, why are you so nice to me?

Suzune Sakura had these two questions popping up in her mind, but she didn't have the extra mind to think about it.

She just wants to get some sleep now.

At ten o'clock in the evening, Sakura's mother saw that Suzune hadn't come out to take a bath, so she went upstairs and knocked on the door again.

"Suzune, Suzune"

No one answered.

I guess I'm asleep.

Sakura's mother went downstairs.

Sakura glanced at her, "What's wrong?" ”

"It seems to be asleep."

"Then let her sleep, I guess she's tired."

Sakura's mother sat down on the couch.

"What's so good about being a voice actor, it's so hard that you can't even afford clothes."

"Earn some pocket money, why are you so demanding of your children?"

"You're going to get used to her!"

Sakura wasn't happy anymore.

"Am I used to her? Let her go out to endure hardships and experience life, what's wrong? ”

"What's wrong?" Sakura's mother was opposed to her daughter's voice actor from the beginning: "I don't object to suffering, then I have to suffer in a place where it should be hard and worth suffering!" ”

Sakura felt that the child was right.

But that's on someone else.

He said: "If she wants to be a voice actor, let her do it, if she doesn't want to do it, she can come back anytime and anywhere." What am I working so hard for? Isn't it for you, and your children, to do what you want? ”

Sakura's mother just watched her daughter fall asleep tired, and she didn't really want Sakura Suzune to stop being a voice actor.

Besides, all the major affairs of this family are generally decided by Sakura. She is only in charge of the aspects of life.

The next day, the first day of November, at 7:15 a.m., Suzune Sakura woke up.

The corners of his eyes were full of condensation of tears, and he didn't take off his clothes.

"Ahh

She yawned, walked to the bathroom, looked at herself in the mirror, and began to brush her teeth.

The eye circles are pink, and you will definitely not be able to go out without makeup.

Hair is scattered, kind of like that guy

He shook his head and took a sip of water.

"Gollum!"

The sound of brushing his teeth is like his.

"Phew! Bah! Bah! Bah! ”

Suzune Sakura took off her clothes, took a shower, straightened her hair, and put on makeup.

"Suzune, have breakfast"

"It's coming"

At the dinner table, Sakura asked while eating, "How's the work?" ”

"It's going well, and the office takes good care of me."

"Hmm."

The conversation between father and daughter was as brief as ever.

Sakura's mother: "I also need to take care of my body, I have made an appointment with the doctor to give you a check-up tomorrow." ”

"Well, okay, I've eaten well, I still have a job today, I'll go out first"

Sakura's mother was a little relieved: "It seems that it's not bad to endure a little hardship, and I'm more obedient than before." ”

Sakura frowned instead.

It's not a good sign that my daughter suddenly became obedient, this means growth, and growing up means that she has really suffered a little.

My daughter is going out to experience life, just eat a little hardship, this kind of hardship to change her personality is not needed.

He felt that his daughter was perfect and that he didn't need to make any changes.

"Shishin, you ask Suzune about her life experience during this time."

"Okay, I wanted to ask yesterday."

In the evening, Suzune Sakura told her father and mother interesting stories about her daily life and work in Sakuraso, and the family talked and laughed, but there was only one inconsequential person missing from the story.

He doesn't bring happiness to the family.

On Sunday, the second day of November, Suzune Sakura followed her mother to the hospital she had made an appointment to check her health.

"Have you broken a bone lately?"

"Nope."

"Where's the food?"

"Eat as much as you want!"

"Haha, what about going to the bathroom?"

"How much you pull"

Sakura's mother slapped her daughter: "Suzune! ”

"Hey, hey"

Suzune Sakura puffed up her cheeks and shook her head at her mother, squinting cutely.

The female doctor on the other side also smiled.

"Judging from the examination, Suzune's body is very healthy, and if she continues to maintain it, she may be able to return to the healthy state of ordinary people."

"Yes, Mom" Suzune Sakura looked at her mother proudly: "I said that I have eaten well recently, slept well, and I am not tired at all"

"Hmph"

Sakura's mother saw the doctor's face and reluctantly acquiesced in the matter.

On the way home, the two went shopping again, buying winter clothes, new daily necessities and so on.

Between the mother and daughter, who are almost in the same mold, there is constant laughter.

November 3rd, 6pm.

"I'm ready to eat"

"Why do you only eat so little?"

"When I was on set, I ate too many snacks."

"Eat less snacks! Meals are the most important thing! ”

"Uh-huh"

Suzune Sakura returned to the room and flipped through the audition script of "Do you want some rabbits today?"

She hadn't read a few pages before she started thinking about him again.

Usually, when I look at the script, the guy sits next to him and looks down, either to guide the concave sauce homework, or to enjoy the singing and dancing of the Higashiyama Persistent Tree.

No effort at all!

What she hates the most is that now more and more supervisors and voice actors have the impression that he is {if it's Yu Murakami, then it's definitely fine}.

Including herself.

Suzune Sakura lay on the table, and the pen was unconsciously drawing on the table.

It was annoying to watch him at that time.

Everyone else is trying, only he is playing, doing nothing all day, only knowing, and does not like to wash his face.

But at that time, I could see him when I looked up......

"Buzz"

The phone rang.

She slowly took the phone and unlocked it, it was {Sakura Village Group Chat}.

Xingxing (Nakano): "Shura Field" opening banquet group photo jpg

She enlarged the photo with two fingers, and the man sat in the corner as usual, drinking alone

Wrong!

Who are these two women?

She looked at them one by one, and one of them was Risa, Taneda, whom she knew, who was very beautiful, and the other was Saori Onishi, a newcomer to the company.

She had met the man at the IDO coffee shop and at the reception.

Suzune Sakura's expression was focused, and her eyes glowed.

She stretched the photo again and looked closely at the three of them.

The three of them seemed to be sitting together, but the guy still had a cold face, and he didn't fit in with the other two.

With her understanding of that guy, there was even a little disgust in the corners of his eyes.

Haha, I knew it

Know what? What does it have to do with me!

Suzune Sakura put her phone aside.

After less than two seconds, I picked it up again.

Usually, as long as there is a message in the group, she is the first to reply, if she doesn't reply now

She clicked on the camera, selected the "Man with a Beard" sticker, and took a picture of herself and the script.

With the text of {I'm still in the watch book, I want to cry}, I send it.

Concave sauce (You Mubi): I'm still in class, and I want to cry

Come on! Trouble! (Higashiyama): I'm still drinking ice plum wine, and I want to laugh!!

Damn carbonated drink (Sakura): Don't get drunk, 120 pounds of meat can't be resisted.

Come on! Trouble! : Where is there 120 pounds!!

Come on! Trouble! : Is it good that people are only 80 pounds!

With a smile on her face, Suzune Sakura typed and chatted in the group for a while.

When she put the phone down, her expression became lifeless again, and she felt that nothing mattered.

The script had obviously turned to the third page, but nothing had been written down in his head.

Forget it, let's go to bed today.

No way!

Isn't that the same guy as that?

Don't be lazy, Suzune Sakura!

"Yo Xi!"

She rolled up her sleeves, flipped the script to the first page, and began to study the characters in earnest.

November 7th, Friday, light rain, "Do you want to have some rabbits today" audition.

There were a lot of people at the scene, such as Ri Yixiong, Uchida Shinri, Taneda Risa, and the senior Saori Hayami who gave that guy a headache.

It's all girls, and Fangwen Club is really amazing! (Fangwen Society is the copyright owner of "Rabbit", and it is also a publishing house that focuses on friendship between girls.) ）

Suzune Sakura is not nervous at all, even if the role is not very clear, even if the strength of the people present is very strong, even if she is just a newcomer among newcomers.

But she wasn't nervous at all.

Now, it's okay.

……

She passed the audition and won the most important heroine of the scene.

Ah, what a joy to be.

Ri Yixiong: "Congratulations, ahhhh ”

Riyi Bear is still as energetic as before.

Sakura Suzune also replied with the same spirit as before: "Hmph! It's me! ”

Liyixiong: "Treat! Treat! Treat! ”

Suzune Sakura: "I want to go back and look at the script again, it's the first time I've played such an important role, and I'm a little shaken."

Li Yixiong nodded: "That's what I said, okay." ”

Risa Taneda also came over to congratulate.

"Congratulations, Suzune-chan"

"Thank you for planting the sauce, please advise me in the future."

Several powerful female voice actors, such as Pear Yixiong and Risa Taneda, have also won other roles in "Dotted Rabbit".

Li Yixiong: "I look at the original comic of "Dotted Rabbit", there seems to be a male character? I don't know who the voice actor is? ”

Sakura Suzune blinked, with some expectation in her heart and some subconscious rejection.

Risa Taneda also read the original book and said: "It's a father's character, I guess I'll find a senior."

After saying goodbye to a few people, Suzune Sakura returned home, turned on the computer, and entered the official website of "Rabbit".

There is no news yet.

If it was before, he only had to go to the cabinet under the TV in the living room of Sakuraso to find out which auditions he attended.

The guy's benchbook was all there, and he completely treated the living room as his own private space.

Now, if you call your agent, you will naturally know if he has participated.

But she had no reason to do so.

I can only wait slowly.

On November 10th, two male characters with heavier roles (both are the elders of the heroines, and the comics of Fangwen Society are not in love. It's not him.

Suzune Sakura closed the computer and lay down on the notebook full of notes.

Then he probably didn't participate in the audition of "Rabbit".

I don't know if it's because I dislike the lack of roles, or if I'm refusing to see me.

As for the possibility of participating in the audition meeting but not being selected, Suzune Sakura did not think about it.

In her mind, Yu Murakami is a gentle genius.

Comfort her, accommodate her, tutor her homework, and make delicious dishes for them to eat every day, although she is cold on the surface, lazy and lazy, but she is really a very gentle person in her heart.

As for genius.

It seems that what he really wants to do, he has not failed. Including rejecting yourself.

The mood suddenly became more depressed.

Can't that guy fail once?

It's really annoying.

On Thursday, November 30, in today's Tokyo, it rained lightly for the second time in the month, and the temperature dropped below freezing.

Suzune Sakura took the train to the Gangan Bunko building, and today she will continue to record the broadcast of "Gangan", which is full of commercials, with Mari Uchida in the company.

Because of the relationship on the set of "Point Rabbit", her relationship with Mari Uchida has gradually become familiar.

The two hosted the show with laughter and laughter.

Mari Uchida: "I have good news for you today. ”

Suzune Sakura: "Gangan is about to have a new radio group! Will take turns hosting the "Gangan" broadcast with us according to the month! Truth, do you know who it is? ”

Mari Uchida shook his head: "I don't know."

Suzune Sakura: "It seems that the program team kept it a secret from us, are you afraid that we will kill them secretly?" ”

Mari Uchida: "It makes sense, after all, this radio studio has something to eat and can get money"

Suzune Sakura: "Hahahaha, it's so straightforward! You can't do that, Truth-chan! ”

Mari Uchida: "Haha, just kidding, let's see who it is"

Suzune Sakura: "The first host is"

On the display screen behind the two people, a photo of Uchida Yuma pops up.

Sakura Suzune: "Haha, isn't this Brother Uchida?" Why is the truth that you, as a sister, don't know the news that he is coming? ”

Mari Uchida: "Damn, this guy has learned to hide it from me!" ”

Sakura Suzune: "It seems that after I go back, I will have to clean up my brother."

Mari Uchida: "That's right! Let's move on to see that the second host is "

On the display, a photo of Yu Murakami pops up.

Mari Uchida: "Oh, they're all voice actors from YM Office. ”

Suzune Sakura: "Hmm. ”

Mari Uchida: "It's all acquaintances, so why don't you tell us?" ”

The staff whispered: "Yes, it's strange that you didn't know about it in advance, even though they are all acquaintances."

Uchida Truth tilted his head: "The male horse is used to being naughty, I guess he wants to surprise me, En~, frightened?" Murakami-san didn't tell Suzune the news, I'm very strange."

Suzune Sakura smiled and said, "What's so strange about this? ”

Mari Uchida: "Because the last time I promoted "Manga Artist and Assistant" and the company's rookie reception, you two looked familiar. ”

Sakura Suzune waved his hand: "It's not very good, it's just an ordinary colleague relationship." ”

Mari Uchida: "Huh? Obviously it looks good."

Suzune Sakura: "No, it's just a purely colleague relationship, and there is nothing else to do with it." ”

Suzune Sakura waved her hand, reinforcing her affirmative tone.

Mari Uchida: "Oh, yes? ”

Suzune Sakura: "Hahaha, yes, it's a relationship that doesn't matter. ”

Mari Uchida: "It turned out to be a relationship without a relationship, hahaha"

Suzune Sakura didn't know why Mari Uchida suddenly started laughing.

Director, mixer, assistant, script writer in the radio studio......

They all laughed.

Suzune Sakura had no choice but to laugh along.

Everyone looked at her.

She felt a little embarrassed, and subconsciously wanted to reach out and press the binding of the table.

But unfortunately, today's scripts are one by one, and they are not bound into a book.