Chapter 19: Life and Death (Three Watches)

Ah Li felt that she was in a strange situation now, and it was clear that after blocking the last wave of attacks, her consciousness had completely dissipated. But for some reason, it didn't take long for them to disperse and regain it.

However, this so-called 'recovery' can hardly be called a awakening. Because she could sense everything that was going on around her, but she couldn't make a sound or do anything else, let alone touch anything else. Even her own existence seems to be difficult to determine.

And, most crucially, she found that she had no way to perceive everything in her body, let alone control it. It's as if you're watching the scene in front of you from a strange third-person perspective.

It was a relief to see Huiyin finally wake up. But then Huiyin's scene of wanting to slaughter everyone as if she was completely violent made her breathe a sigh of relief.

And what happened next was beyond her expectations. Not only did Qingming, who had disappeared before, suddenly appear and stopped Huiyin's further movements. Immediately afterwards, Mo, who had also disappeared from the past, also appeared.

Then, from a strange perspective, she watched how Mo used a secret technique to save herself. This feeling is really strange, obviously the person lying in Teacher Huiyin's arms is also himself.

In fact, she has already reacted at this moment, herself, she should be dead now......

Is that what death feels like......

Ah Li turned all kinds of strange and inexplicable thoughts, 'watching' the scene in front of him. yes, death, that's how it is......

Words can no longer be transmitted, emotions can no longer be connected, and all that kind of beautiful and born things have become unattainable dream illusions at this moment.

Life and death, that is the most desperate ravine......

Aare...... It turns out that after death, you will also cry? Ah Li stretched out his hand that he didn't know whether it existed or not, and lay down on his face, trying to wipe away the cold droplets that didn't know whether they existed or not.

Yes...... That's enough, that's enough, isn't it......

Teacher Huiyin is fine, and he, before he died, can be regarded as having achieved the 'heart' that Teacher Huiyin said. The ancient sages once said that when they heard the Tao, they could die at night. Although I can't talk about the Tao, I can be regarded as truly practicing my own 'Tao'. That's enough, right......

Seeing that the grayness of Mo's hair became more and more obvious, Ah Li opened his mouth to say something, but it was futile and useless, and the silent language could not be conveyed. And the tears in her eyes couldn't be stopped.

It's really strange, I should be satisfied, why am I, still so ......

Finally, Ah Li closed her mouth, let the tears blur her vision, and looked at the completely lifeless and dead 'self' in front of her......

Because of his poor health since he was a child, he has even wandered between life and death several times, so he can capture the beauty of the breath of life so sharply. It is precisely because of such a real experience of the beauty of life that I am unwilling to accept the silence of death......

Yes...... I... Sure enough, I'm still ......

I really don't want to die......

……

With the passage of time, the gray and gray between the black hair have completely occupied a corner, and the 'she' in the arms of Teacher Huiyin has not changed in the slightest. And the bottom of her heart was completely cold, and sure enough, hope was not ...... from the beginning

Ay!?

Suddenly, a bright light rose in this empty 'world'. Although this light was so faint, it turned into a warm current in an instant, bringing a warmth to this cold 'world'.

This is......

Ali was stunned and watched his other self slowly emerge as a pearl slowly emerged in his body. The body that had been so cold and empty had seen it, but at this moment, a trace of imperceptible warmth appeared in her 'sight'.

Then the next moment, Huiyin had already made a move, blocking and condensing this glimmer of light.

At this ......, Ali trembled and stretched out his hand that he didn't know whether it existed or not, wanting to touch the slight flame that seemed to be frozen in amber.

Although such an act was still futile, for some reason she felt a long-lost warmth at the moment......

There is a great horror between life and death, although she can't say that she can see through it completely, but at this moment she finds that her 'heart' has also completely settled down.

In this way, it is enough......

She retracted her 'hand' with peace of mind and quietly looked at the 'self' in front of her, for some reason, she felt that her face at this moment must be showing the warmest smile.

However, before she could feel at ease for long, Mo's next move surprised her.

This...... This...... Looking at Qingming who was directly cut to the ground, and the people who were slaughtered, even with her mysterious state of mind that was completely sharpened between life and death, she couldn't help but go up and down, indescribable.

Is this really good?

Although he knew that it was because those people 'killed' himself Mo to do this, but now watching this scene from the perspective of a third person, Ah Li's mood was complicated for a while, and he didn't know how to describe it.

Do these people deserve to die? Maybe I did have thoughts of resentment against them before. But at this moment, it was really difficult for her to rise up a real hatred.

Should Mo Xin be blamed for being ruthless and slaughtering everyone directly? This seems to be wrong, and in the end, Mo's move is also for himself.

And when Mo killed the last person, she suddenly became relieved.

Whatever it is, it's really a choice for everyone. It's like those people who will indiscriminately want to put themselves and Teacher Huiyin to death for their own greed.

And Mo is the same, since you want to kill, you must have the consciousness of being killed. It doesn't matter if you're a hundred or a thousand, since you've picked up that butcher's knife, give me that weight from the butcher's knife!

At this point, she felt that she had somewhat understood the actions and consciousness of Mo and Huiyin. Perhaps the actions of these two men seem so deviant and even illogical to outsiders. But in the end, it is a manifestation of their willingness to follow their hearts and move.

So what about myself, if I am still awake at the moment, then I will definitely try my best to discourage Mo's behavior. Even though these people in front of her were the murderers who killed her, she still didn't want to deprive so many people of their lives because of this.

It's a pity that at this moment, she is outside of life, and she can't convey words and will. Then the withering of these lives is just a helpless thing. Therefore, there is only relief left......

…… To be continued......