On the first day of the new year, at six o'clock in the afternoon, Haranoya.

"What kind of wishes did Ai-chan and Yukino make?"

"What you tell you won't work."

"That's right."

Shingo Harano, who had touched his nose, didn't continue to ask, and he probably didn't have an answer if he asked again.

After saying hello, Ai Fukuhara and Kitagawa Yukino went to the kitchen to work, while Shingo Harano was bored again in the living room.

It seems that there are people in the family who are also bad, especially women.

I'm rushing to do all this work, and Shigo Harano feels like he's about to become a master.

Thinking about it, he thought that if he was the master, then Ai Fukuhara and Kitagawa Yukimou would indeed be very good as wives.

Ahem, I went off track, and I removed Kitagawa Yukino...

Of course, it's not that he doesn't look down on Kitagawa Yukino, Yukino does have many advantages, and as a wife, it's not necessarily worse than Ai Fukuhara.

He hopes that his future wife will be a woman full of tenderness, not only to be attentive to the family, but also to give him a warm embrace when his career or other low times, to comfort him when he is depressed, and a woman who can support him silently behind his back.

And Kitagawa Xue is a typical cold face and hot heart, she herself wants to talk but can't talk, often talk to death, how can she still have comforting words!

Maybe we can get better after getting along for a long time?

Patting his head, Shingo Harano felt that he had been a little abnormal recently, why did he always think that the two girls were his girlfriends, which was obviously an illusion.

After thinking about it for a long time, he thought that it should be that Kitagawa Yukino and Ai Fukuhara both admired him, and then he also had complex feelings for both of them, so this situation occurred.

Sighing, he found that he had been getting more and more inflated lately, and he was even thinking about having two wives.

You must know that before he crossed over, he didn't have a wife, and even high school girls didn't necessarily look down on him.

has been depressed for many years, and then he didn't have much success here, but he still has some achievements, so now he is starting to be a little overflowing with feelings.

I really shouldn't...

Pouring himself a cup of tea, Shingo Harano sat on the coffee table in the living room and took out a pen and paper.

He felt that he had to find something to do, just because he was too idle to think so much, and the original plan to open another book was stranded because of his laziness.

The ballpoint pen makes a subtle sliding sound as it falls on the paper, and the words are displayed under the pen of Shingo Harano.

He had already decided which work he would copy next, but there was actually a phenomenon that made him feel very strange.

That is, it seems that modern works have to be satirical to be famous, and if they are not satirical, they will not be talked about.

Although it is possible to get enlightenment from refracting the reality of society or other bad things in literature, it is better to use literature to give people strength.

But reality is reality after all, and it has been established since the end of the last war that modern literature must have a sense of satire, and what Shingo Harano is going to copy next is the original work of a certain Cai: "Reverse Crab."

Well, it's the talent who combines tragedy and talent, Osamu Dazai.

"Reverse Crab has two meanings,The first layer refers to the fact that several protagonists in the article are people who are incompatible with society,The second meaning is that the protagonists in the article are all arranged in the reverse order of age。

Although the full text is negative, "Reverse Crab" also expresses Osamu Dazai's stubbornness to rise up and promote his own creative outlook, and I think it is very funny and ironic to cry out hoarsely for freedom even after being fooled and humiliated.

Shingo Harano remembers that many of his classmates who had read "Human Disqualification" when he was in high school had a sense of superiority, and he didn't know how to describe that posture, so let's call it a blessing of superiority

He thinks that this shallow "superior vice does not come from the fact that they have read "Human Disqualification", but from the fact that they have only read "Human Disqualification".

Shingo Harano hates the practice of associating the book with mourning when it comes to "Human Disqualification".

Hazo is a soft person, and many of the characters created by Osamu Dazai are very soft.

I don't know if you have noticed, but many of Osamu Dazai's stories are narrated in the first person, and they are women, so Shingo Harano boldly guesses that he may have a simple child living in his heart, fragile but simple.

It's not that I'm trying to speculate on what Osamu Dazai thinks, but when I read his words, I didn't read so many mournful things, don't let Osamu Dazai become a symbol that carries the garbage of the public's heart, this is the only thing that Shingo Harano thinks in his heart.

He thinks that Osamu Dazai is eager to live in his heart, but reality has not fulfilled his wish.

In "Girls and Apprentices", it was written that "I love the world so much" and "I seem to be living beautifully", doesn't Osamu Dazai like this world?

It's just that the world doesn't give him a reason to like it, he has been waiting for a simple reason to become his spiritual pillar, and he can have a reason to live, and the Akutagawa Reward, which is his greatest spiritual pillar, is something he can't get in his life.

However, due to biased evaluation, it was disqualified from being shortlisted.

In "Pandora's Box", he believes that "even if you fall into the abyss of misfortune, become miserable, and be embarrassed, there will always be a moment when you will grope for a glimmer of hope." ”

Every time Osamu Dazai committed suicide, he struggled again and again, fell into the abyss again and again, and finally resisted in vain.

So can his works be summed up in one word?

How much hope is contained in it, but it is ruthlessly crushed by the black clouds.

Life is unfortunate, but that's it.

Shingo Harano felt that copying his works was still risky, after all, he didn't have a literary style.

On the surface, there is some negative energy, not just in the realm of criticizing reality, but he just wants to write.

You shouldn't let such a work be buried in your own mind, you should take it out and experience it again.

Compared with "The Setting Sun" or "Human Disqualification", "Reverse Crab" may be less famous, but it is also a book that is more in line with the views of the secular public.

Sometimes, it's not that you can do whatever you want, but that you have to get to that position first, otherwise everything you do is in vain.

For example, if Shingo Harano really wants to change his opinion of "Human Disqualification" in this world, then he must first be a great writer.

Otherwise, how can your words be influential?

A famous person can be analyzed by any work, and an unfamous person can hardly be convinced no matter how hard he works.

So his goal has been passed before, which is to be the first class of the fourth class, and to be able to change the rules by himself, so he has to reach a certain position first.

For example, in the work of retrograde, where is life not retrograde.

First of all, I wrote down the outline and recorded some messy fragments, and the reason why he read this book was also because Osamu Dazai was too famous.

So I also read his masterpiece when I fell down, and it hasn't been too many years, and I still remember the main plot synopsis.

There are so many people in this life, even if they are in adversity, they must go against the wind