279. The emotion of not wanting to fly
Yu Murakami himself found this quite boring, but that didn't stop him from coming to an end, and he still found it very tricky.
If he changes to an irrelevant person, of course he can walk away, after all, this is their own business, and they are not obliged to explain or guarantee anything to anyone.
But the two in front of him, although they don't have much contact with him, are people who must be treated carefully.
How to open your mouth, such a complex psychology.
For Suzune Sakura, it is not just a matter of love or not.
Yu Murakami felt that he had a responsibility to her - to let her, who liked her so much, no longer suffer from the cold responsibility of the winter of 14;
And Dongshan is usually cute and simple, but he is full of caution in front of him alone.
The affection that only wanted to show him the truest self was deeply felt by him, and even had the idea of not letting others see this side of her;
There is also Ai Nakano, who is the bridge between herself and the world: it was she who let herself enter the lively Sakura Village, and it was in the process of hosting the radio with her that she fell in love with the profession of voice actor.
The scene of her smiling with an umbrella on a rainy day is something that she can't forget no matter what;
......
Can't open your mouth.
But keeping quiet won't solve anything.
"If I make a choice now, won't the two elders be disappointed?" Yu Murakami said.
Higashiyama's father and daughter, as well as Sakura Shishi, all three looked at him.
"Now I have the right to choose him, but I have to join it; If you have money in choosing a ringtone, you don't need to change your surname; But these should not be the influence of the direction of this matter. ”
"Of course." Dongshan's father nodded, "I promise to give you political resources, provided that you like my daughter." Otherwise, I can't cultivate anyone, so I have to find you a guy who is a voice actor. ”
"Father! No matter what kind of work Murakami-kun does, I like him! ”
Dongshan's father had a cold face, but he sighed in his heart that his education for so many years was not in vain.
But when I think of the man who is now the number one man in my daughter's heart, he is no longer himself, so how do I see how Yu Murakami is an eyesore, and the coldness on his face is a lot more real.
"I'm sorry." Yu Murakami said, "Please give me time, time to think and judge." The only thing I can guarantee is that I will never do anything to be sorry for them until I know what I want. ”
"Men's Guaranteed ......"
Before his father's words were finished, Higashiyama said, "I believe in Murakami-kun!" ”
Yu Murakami nodded apologetically at her, and Higashiyama smiled at him.
Dongshan's father had a cold face, which was a tacit acquiescence.
Yu Murakami looked at Shinobu Sakura again.
From the moment he spoke, Shishinobu Sakura, who had not said a word, suddenly smiled.
"Okay, I believe in Suzune's vision."
She looked at Yu Murakami's face.
"It's just that, Murakami-kun, it doesn't matter how long you think about it, but if Suzune is badly injured and collapses in the end, I hope you can also take responsibility and restore her to her original state, and then go to find another woman."
"......" Yu Murakami really had nothing to say for a while.
"Me too!" Higashiyama raised his hand and said, "I also want to restore the promise of the original!" ”
If there were only two people now, Yu Murakami and her, he would definitely rub her balls and let her loosen her hair.
"You little one." Miss Shishin kneaded Higashiyama's little face dissatisfiedly.
"Hmm-" Higashiyama closed her eyes, still pinching her face by her, posing {I'm a junior, I'm very well-behaved}.
"Let's go, come with me to see Suzune."
"Hmm~!"
"By the way, you don't want to get along with Suzune for the sake of Murakami-kun."
"Of course not! Suzune and I are going to be together forever! ”
"That's good, Auntie told you that men only need to rely on them, and they are usually best friends......"
......
Two men in the corner, watching the two women leave the lounge.
"Murakami-kun, as a man, I can understand you." Higashiyama's father sat down beside him, "But I also hope you can understand a father." If it weren't for you, you wouldn't have ......."
His fingers and eyes were sharp for a moment, and then he let go of his frowning brow, and just said, "I don't want to see her sad and aggrieved." ”
Maybe he's giving an explanation for his actions, maybe he's giving a warning to Murakami.
"Me too." Yu Murakami said.
Dongshan's father turned his face to the side and stared at him, "I hope you can do what you say." ”
"I can't promise anything, I can only do my best."
Father Higashiyama nodded, his eyes looking somewhere in the lounge.
After a long time, just when Yu Murakami thought that the other party had ended the conversation, silently waited for his daughter to return, and he was ready to start drawing manga.
"I ...... Never mind. ”
Dongshan's father stopped talking again, sighed, got up and walked away slightly.
The sense of responsibility as heavy as a mountain weighs on Murakami's heart.
An hour later, the female voice actors who finished the performance returned to the lounge one after another, and instead of changing into their clothes, they gathered to take pictures.
The sound of the piano and violin on the stage reached Yu Murakami's ears.
"The Sorrow of Love", composer: Chrysler, 12 episodes of the animation.
Yu Murakami remembers it very well.
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After the event, the women of Sakuraso went to dinner with their elders, and Yu Murakami walked out of the concert hall alone with his sketches.
It is the time when the horizon divides the sunset in half.
Yu Murakami didn't know where the nearest station was, and he didn't bother to navigate, so he walked towards Tokyo Tower, which glowed orange on his left.
How can you get a ride there?
With this in mind, by the time he found a bus stop by a river, it was already completely dark.
With long black hair, straight buttocks, and a graceful back, a peerless beauty stands under the bus stop sign and looks at Tokyo Tower from afar.
Murakami walked over and looked at it from the same angle as her, but didn't find anything noteworthy.
"Ahh Taneda Risa was startled, and her bag slipped off her shoulders.
When he turned around and saw that it was Yu Murakami, he slapped him angrily: "You're going to die!" Scared the hell out of me! I thought there was an idiot doing something to me. ”
She put her bag back on her shoulders and patted her chest in horror.
"What to do? What can be done in this public? ”
"Don't talk about it, yesterday I saw a movie in which a lewd man was secretly on the street to a woman's back or something, and now there is a psychological shadow."
"What, what?"
"You did it on purpose!" The beautiful eyes of Risa Taneda reveal a not very kind light in the dark.
Yu Murakami smiled, "Didn't you go to dinner with your mother?" ”
"Eat."
"Eaten?"
Although he didn't know the way, it did take a lot of time to get here, but it didn't take a woman the effort to eat a meal.
"Halfway through eating, my mother started to talk about the blind date, and she was so annoyed that she left directly after eating." Taneda Risa explained.
"Is it Haode Temple again? The gardenias bloom well there and are a great place for blind dates. ”
"Flowers bloom well? Aren't people beautiful? ”
"Beauty."
The peerless beauty said angrily: "It's really perfunctory." ”
"Then are you going on a blind date?" Yu Murakami asked her.
"Men really like to be jealous, don't worry." She shook her head helplessly, "I'll protect myself for you." ”
"......" Yu Murakami changed the subject, "still have a job at night?" ”
Voice actors often have live broadcasts, broadcasts, etc., in the evenings.
"No, what about you?"
"Same."
"In that case, why don't you just go to me and get the comic tool? You can choose what you can use yourself, and you won't have to worry about it. ”
"Now?"
"yes, what's wrong?"
Risa Taneda's natural expression and tone made it difficult for Yu Murakami to associate her with the timid image of a road idiot who was worried just now.
But since the other party doesn't care, and he has no intention of becoming an idiot, plus there is nothing to do, Yu Murakami agrees.
As if they had discussed, as soon as the two finished speaking, the bus came.
The two got into the car, and Risa Taneda went straight to the back seat, and Yu Murakami followed.
After she sat down, she looked at Yu Murakami narrowly: "Do you know why I'm sitting here?" ”
She put on a look that you wouldn't have guessed.
"You're going to the hospital?" Yu Murakami asked.
"April is Your Lies", there is a scene where the heroine takes the bus back to the hospital, and she sits in the last row.
"Can you guess?" She laughed, "But it's not to go to the hospital, it's what I mean by being the heroine." And you, Murakami-kun, you are the male protagonist. ”
"I can play the piano, the question is, can you play the violin?"
"Yes, but it's not good."
"Yes, yes."
"Hahaha, what's your tone? How is it the same as talking about cross talk! ”
"Is there one?"
"No one told you?"
"You're the first."
"Am I your first?" Risa Taneda asked curiously.
"Say I'm the first to have a strange tone."
"You're so cowardly." Risa Taneda tidied up her beautiful long black hair, "Is it because you don't have money or a house, so you don't dare to boldly pursue me?" ”
Yu Murakami clasped his hands on his chest, leaned back against his seat, closed his eyes, and sighed leisurely: "I'm tired." I'm going to sleep. ”
"Coward!"
The orange glow of Tokyo Tower from the back window suddenly changed, and Risa Taneda looked back and saw the pink halo and the huge love heart on it clearly.
When the car arrived in Ebisu, Risa Taneda woke up Yu Murakami who really slept.
"You're there, Murakami."
Although I don't know why, Murakami stretched and replied, "Not really." ”
Risa Taneda shook her head and led him to the elevator in the apartment.
The apartment is neither luxurious nor imposing, it is decent, one bedroom and one living room.
There was only one low table in the living room, and a fluffy blanket was spread under the low table.
In addition, there were neither chairs nor sofas for guests to sit on, as if the host had anticipated that there would definitely be no such thing as a guest coming to the door.
"I'm going to change my clothes." Risa Taneda walked into the bedroom.
Murakami hadn't taken two steps in the living room when she poked her head out again and advised, "Don't step on the blanket, remember to take off your shoes when you go up." ”
Without waiting for him to answer, he shrank back again.
Yu Murakami didn't plan to stay long, so he didn't take off his shoes. He walked to the window and looked at Tokyo at night.
Shibuya is not far from here, and the traffic there is bustling and the night scene is lively, and Yu Murakami can see it very clearly.
Risa Taneda quickly came out and wore what was estimated to be a sportswear from high school.
Capable and young.
She rolled up her sleeves, revealing her snow-white wrists, and opened a cabinet: "I don't know where to put things, I have to look for them." ”
"Need help?"
"Don't mess around." Risa Taneda kept moving, "What can you do in a white shirt?" ”
A shirt of 1,000 yen can be cherished by such a peerless beauty, and it is not in vain that this "clothes student" is not in vain.
"It's dot paper."
"It's a dip pen."
"It's all kinds of rulers."
......
Soon there was a whole bunch of things on the ground.
Yu Murakami took the net electronics and the dipping pen: "These two things, how to use them?" ”
Risa Taneda stopped rummaging, and the living room fell silent.
"You don't know?"
“...... Understand some. ”
"How do you use it?"
"Hmmm......"
"Tokyoite?"
"Yes."
Taneda Risa sighed helplessly and pointed to the low table: "Move the things to the table." Remember to take off your shoes. ”
Yu Murakami moved everything on the ground to the table and sat on the blanket with nothing to do.
There was a magazine on the low table, and Murakami Yu looked at it, and it was full of game information, which game won what award, which game was released this month, and so on.
"What about the book I gave you?" He asked Risa, who was still rummaging.
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing to do, pass the time."
"On the bedside table in the bedroom, go get it yourself."
Murakami got up, too lazy to write in bed, and walked into the bedroom with socks on.
The bedroom layout is completely different from the living room.
Soft chairs, televisions, game consoles, computers, etc., are messily arranged;
On the bed, freshly changed coats, skirts, and underwear are stacked together;
The only neat things in the room were the rows of clay figures.
Yu Murakami walked to the bed, and regardless of the number of volumes, he took a random copy.
When he came out, Risa Taneda had just finished rummaging and walked to the low table with a bunch of things.
What's the point of him passing the time with books?
"Sit next to me." Risa Taneda said.
Murakami sat down.
"Look at this dipping pen, it's very flexible;
Carbon ink can keep the blackness of the lines in the manuscript after a long period of storage, but if you use a ballpoint pen or oil-based pen, it may change color after a long time.
Dots ......"
Taneda Risa told him all the various uses of a large number of tools.
"Do you really need so many tools to draw comics?" Yu Murakami asked.
"Of course not. Divide hand-drawn and computer-drawn, hand-drawn more. And tools are such things, how to say, you can draw with a pencil and a workbook at the beginning, but as you draw slowly, you will want to change to a better tool. ”
"That's it. Then I'd better choose computer drawing, hand-drawn seems to be troublesome. ”
"Everything." Risa Taneda said indifferently, "I have a complete trackpad in my bedroom, you can use it well." ”
"In the bedroom, you're using it yourself, right?"
"It's okay to be idle, and when you want to draw, I'll use it."
"Then I'll buy one myself."
"Do you know what to buy? Which brand is good? Risa Taneda asked.
"If you want to buy it, there's always a way to know." Yu Murakami replied honestly.
"Yes, you know a lot of cartoonist friends." Taneda Risa nodded, and suddenly remembered and said, "Then didn't you come for nothing today?" ”
"It's nothing, there's nothing to do when I go back to Sakuraso anyway."
"Have you eaten?"
"Nope."
"I'll treat you to it!"
"Haven't you eaten it?" Yu Murakami asked.
"I'm not full, you wait." Risa Taneda stood up neatly, and the unrestrained thing in her chest trembled.
"Wait, you're cooking?"
"Yes, don't worry, I guarantee that it tastes good!"
"Got a good dish? Or did you practice it later? ”
"You just have to wait."
Soon, Risa Taneda came over with two buckets of instant noodles and then took Sprite from the refrigerator.
"How? It must taste good, right? But wait another two minutes before you can eat it. ”
"Do you usually eat this?"
"yes, and no one cooks me dinner." Taneda Risa handed it to Sprite and gave it to him, "How about it, do you want to share a room with me and cook for me alone?" ”
"You don't have a second bedroom here, do you?" Yu Murakami drank slowly.
"Let's sleep together."
"Didn't your mother still let you go on a blind date? Sleeping with me doesn't affect you? ”
"Wouldn't it be nice if the blind date was you?"
Murakami had nothing to say, so he silently lowered his head and drank Sprite.
Taneda Risa said again, "Do you want to eat while watching something?" ”
"Yes."
She walked into the bedroom and came out again, with her laptop in hand.
"What movie to watch?" Her fingers fiddled with the touchpad, "Do you want to see the one I told you?" Pervert doing that kind of thing to a girl on the road? ”
"It's yours, seed sauce."
After Yu Murakami said this, Taneda Risa immediately left the computer, stretched his waist, and yawned exaggeratedly: "It's not." ”
After doing this set of actions, she asked Yu Murakami: "Do you owe a beating?" ”
"Not really."
"I feel so bad!"
When the two of them ate instant noodles, they watched the movie of the road idiot.
Actually, it's not much, {whatever}, it's shot from the back, and the viewer can only guess what happened through movements and expressions.
"You know what {what} is, right?"
"Peeing?"
"When you go! Remember to throw the garbage out of me! ”
"Hmm."
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Back at Sakuraso, it's already eight o'clock.
The others hadn't come back yet, and after taking a bath, Murakami Yu listened to the cat talk about how good his [white] was, and fed the [Falling Soup Chicken] snow peas and peeled the ham sausage for [Xingxing].
At nine o'clock, there was a sound of the door opening.
"Brother Yu! We're back! ”
"Murakami-kun~!"
"Murakami-kun, have you had dinner? I brought you something. ”
"The things outside are really unpalatable, Murakami, you can make me something to eat, please~~, noodles are okay!"