Ai Fukuhara was playing with the autumn water in a daze, and her mouth was whispering.

It wasn't until Shingo Harano slowed down and slowly got closer that he could vaguely hear what she said.

"It's late autumn in the blink of an eye, but I can't spend it with you, and I don't know if you received that letter..."

Ai Fukuhara clenched the lake water in her hand hard, but the harder she tried, the faster the lake water ran, as if time could never grasp it in her hand.

Finally she sighed faintly and muttered to herself.

"Shingo and I haven't seen each other like this, it seems a bit like the old dead in the East, but doesn't the TV series say that there are lovers who eventually become married?"

When she first came, she was still looking forward to it, after all, it was her hometown, and she had found her relatives in this world - that uncle didn't count.

My grandfather and grandmother were very kind to her, and they moved their parents' graves back to their hometown, which was also a wish of her father before he died, but she couldn't be happy.

She found that when you leave someone, it's really sad.

There is nothing fun in the countryside, and the most enjoyable thing to kill is to sit around after dinner with the family to drink tea, chat, watch TV, or play chess and cards and other fiddling with flowers and plants.

This kind of life of a family of three, two generations of grandparents and grandchildren together Ai Fukuhara's grandparents naturally enjoy it very much, but it is not very good for her, because her mind is full of thoughts.

At that time, she suddenly made the decision to leave Tokyo and leave Shingo Harano's side, not because she didn't really want to care about those family affections and the like, but because she was afraid.

I'm afraid of what happens to my senior sister and the person I like, although I chose to accept it in the end, but it's too ridiculous to think about it carefully, so I left and let myself be quiet.

But it's hard to leave if you want to go here, the old man is so good to himself, every time he excuses himself to go back, he is teary-eyed, and her temperament is so weak, how can she resist the tears of the two old men.

Love is to be tolerant rather than indulgent, love is caring rather than pampering, love is intermingling rather than unrequited love, love is all kinds of flavors and not all sweet... True love is not necessarily a perfect match in the eyes of others, but the mutual fit of the hearts of people who love each other, in order to make each other's lives better and silently dedicated, this love not only warms themselves.

It also warms those worldly hearts, true love is when you can love, know how to cherish, true love, when you can't love, know how to let go of yourself, let go is to have everything... Please love well when you cherish it, and bless it when you let go.

True love is a kind of care and care that comes from the heart, there are no flowery words, no grandiose actions, only in every word and deed you can feel it. So plain and so firm. On the contrary, swearing, promising illustrates its uncertainty, never believing sweet words.

Ai Fukuhara was able to suppress her thoughts at first, and devoted herself to things like raising flowers and plants, basically when the family chatted, she sat aside and listened quietly, occasionally reaching out to serve tea to the two old people, and when the teacup was empty, she continued silently.

As the saying goes, "if you don't see each other for a day, it's like every other autumn", and this metaphor is more vivid between lovers. Once a girl falls in love with a boy, she is reluctant to part with her, and her thoughts will come to her heart more and more.

When a girl misses her lover the most, her mind is all about her, as if there is only thought left in this world, and she will be listless when doing other things. At this time, girls feel that every minute and second is very long, and they want to see their lover all the time.

When a girl misses her lover, she will look at things and think about people, and she will be in a daze when she sees something about her lover, and her thoughts have already been thrown out of the clouds. Because I miss it, I want to pay attention to everything about my lover, her photos, her dynamics, and her mood.

In addition to missing, I will also worry, worry that she will not take care of herself alone, worry that she will feel lonely, and feel guilty that she cannot always rely on and warm her. Although these are more uncomfortable and guilty for girls, they can make themselves feel extremely happy.

When a girl misses her lover the most, even if she eats her favorite things and watches her favorite TV, she will make herself feel as if the other person is very close to her, and these are the connections between herself and her lover.

The emotions that girls miss are beyond their control, and they are involuntary in the depths of their feelings. This kind of longing comes from deep love, and this kind of love can make a big difference for a girl.

02 Fantasy will appear at any time, and I will often dream of my lover

The so-called "thinking about the day and dreaming at night", when a girl loves someone too much, not only will she miss her often, but she will even dream of her. Maybe sometimes girls will temporarily forget the person they miss because they are busy, but once girls are free, or in the dead of night, they will uncontrollably miss their love.

When a girl is alone, the loneliness and vulnerability in her heart are more obvious, and at this time, the girl will involuntarily miss her lover, fantasize about what the two will look like together, and even imagine the situation when the two are together after a long time.

Such fantasies will pull the girl's mind deeper and deeper, unable to extricate herself, and after missing, it is easy to appear in the figure of the lover in the dream. These fantasies and dreams generated by the love in the heart will make the girl feel happy, and even if she wakes up, she can't help but recall her dreams, as if they were all real things.

Sometimes dreams are more like a release of a girl's thoughts, which comes from the fact that girls love each other too much and miss each other too much. This kind of longing also inadvertently reminds the girl how much she loves that person.

Even if the two are together, the girl is full of missing and afraid of the other party leaving.

When a girl likes a boy too much, she will want to look at each other every minute, even if she is separated for a while, her heart is full of longing and anxiety, and she is afraid that the other person will leave.

When you love someone too much, you will feel that time flies quickly when you are together, and you are afraid that the time to part will come too soon. Sometimes even if the other party is right in front of her, the girl's heart is full of misses, and her mind is full of each other, as if the whole world has become a world of two.

No matter when, the eyes don't want to leave each other, they want to watch him laugh, watch him make trouble, watch his every movement, every expression. is the only way to make girls truly feel the existence of each other, and all these manifestations of themselves are just because they love each other too much.

Because I love each other too much, I want to participate in everything about each other, grasp all the moments when the two are together, and feel every second of happiness.

Thinking of this, I could only think silently in a place where no one was, and it took several days to even write that letter before I dared to send it.

Isn't it really useless for you...

In the face of other competitors, it is okay to surrender automatically, but it is really embarrassing to take the initiative to "abdicate and make way for Xian" to escape...

Her little face suddenly crumpled, and the word sad was almost engraved on her face.

If it is just a superposition of sadness and despair, it is just a synonym for anger, unwillingness, grievance, catharsis, powerlessness, and regret.

I have really experienced all the processes of sadness and despair, witnessed with my own eyes, heard with my own ears, felt with my heart, stabbed with my heart, experienced tears that could not be suppressed to a decisive vow to cry without tears to no tears to shed, despair may only be left with a laugh or disdain, or even a blank face or even feel funny.

Life is irreproducible and varied. The world in the eyes of others may be gorgeous and colorful, unable to withstand a little haze, not the surprise of rain and sunny weather, but a leopard in the tube, staring at the haze and forgetting the wonderful.

In the eyes of others, the world may be seen as light refracted in the haze, and they can't suppress their excitement, because where there is light, there is the sun, and where there is sun, there is hope. Without extreme contrasts, there can be no melocrity, ordinariness and greatness. Born ordinary, we must also have our feet on the ordinary to see the "ordinary" farther away.

The helplessness of sadness and despair may be just a glass of wine, a word of comfort, a hug, and an encouragement, these are not the most expensive requests in a lonely life, and how can these withstand the tears shed by the crowd in the wind.

The kite can't fly the clouds, and it can't escape the constraints of the line. The hunter and the bear on the seesaw on the cliff are desperate for each other's survival, the bear raises his palm or the hunter pulls the trigger, each other is trying to survive, but it has become the final despair.

Snuggling up to each other can never feel the pain and joy of loneliness, and the more lonely people can't perceive the cold and warmth of snuggling, the world is very exciting, and despair is not the spice of this world?

Freedom may be the best prescription for despair, and time is the best medicine to soothe the wound of despair.

Standing not far behind her, Yuan Ye Shingo's face was dark, but she didn't expect that she would not be able to escape the influence of the bloody plot wherever she went.

Relationships are not all smooth sailing, and the person who is by your side now is not necessarily the person who accompanies you to the end. Some feelings are getting deeper and deeper in the run-in, but there are also many feelings that are getting more and more disappointed in the run-in, knowing that they are completely dead.

When I first got together, I felt that I could grow old with each other, and I would never let go of death. Full of ambition and confidence in this relationship, feeling that nothing can beat you.

But time will teach you what it means to be disappointed, what it means to be dead-hearted, and what it means not to force yourself together if it is not suitable. Feelings are a matter of two people, only you are trying to maintain this relationship, but the other party doesn't care at all, and may want to separate, even if you put in all your efforts, then this relationship is fruitless.

You work hard for this relationship, but the other party dismisses it, is it a feeling of disappointment? But it's just disappointment, not to the extreme.

When you are extremely disappointed in a person, even if the other party has done something that made you very angry before, you can't raise your interest in talking about him, as if what you do with the other party has nothing to do with you, obviously you used to lose your temper, but now you don't feel angry at all, it's not that your temper has improved, it's just that you have been disappointed to the extreme.

I used to chat with each other every day, and it seemed that there was an endless amount of things to say. If the other party doesn't reply to the message, you will be very anxious, and although you will be angry if the other party is slow to reply to the message, as long as the other party talks to you, you will still laugh unconsciously.

But when you're disappointed to the extreme, looking at the other party's line avatar, you don't want to click on it, you don't know what to say to the other party, and you talk less and less.

When I like each other very much, I want to know each other's whereabouts every day, I want to know what he is doing, I go to each other's circle of friends several times a day, and I like and comment immediately when I find that the other party posts on my circle of friends. But when you are disappointed to the extreme, even if the other party takes the initiative to tell you about his whereabouts, you are no longer interested, and you will not go to the other party's circle of friends to look at it over and over again, even if you see photos of the other party and other girls, you may not bother to ask what the situation is.

is extremely disappointed in a person, that is, he may still have the desire to go to the future with him, but he has no confidence to go on. You already know very clearly that you are no longer possible, but you still have a little bit of not giving up, and you still want to see each other again to make yourself completely dead.

After being disappointed to the extreme, I suddenly felt as if I didn't care about the other party so much, I used to be very sensitive to his news, but now it doesn't matter if the other party is good or bad news, whether it's good or bad, it has nothing to do with me, there is no fluctuation in my heart, I just know that the other party is the person I loved before, and then I don't feel anything.

The feeling of extreme disappointment is to face the person I used to like very much, but now I feel that I was blind at the beginning. I feel like it's a waste of strength to quarrel with the other party, and no matter what the other party has, it doesn't seem to arouse the slightest interest in me.

So Shigo Harano came, just because he didn't want this matter to become his or her regret.

Don't let your lover be disappointed again and again, the other party can give you a chance or twice, but it is impossible to tolerate you all the time, so you must cherish it, don't wait until the other party is really completely disappointed before you want to redeem it, it is useless at that time, you are just a dispensable person to him.

Now even if she goes back, I'm afraid that Senior Sister Kitagawa will be with Shingo a long time ago, and even her own room will be occupied by her, won't she be laughed at when she goes back?

The more Ai Fukuhara thinks about it, the more uncomfortable she feels in her heart, now she is no longer the little girl who didn't understand anything at the beginning, she looks chic when she walks away like this, but the pain in her heart is only known to herself.

It's obviously just abdicating to make way for the virtuous, alas, it's all self-inflicted.

Click.

The sound of a dead leaf being trampled came from behind him.

Ai Fukuhara was about to turn around to investigate, but was blindfolded by a pair of powerful big hands.

"Don't move!"

Shingo Harano deliberately lowered his throat and pressed her eyes hard.

"Ahh

Ai Fukuhara was stunned for a moment, and then realized that something was wrong, and suddenly became scared.