There are some things that you can't figure out until you are dying.

He remembered that the first time he met Cloudchief Fasever, he was talking to his grandfather, and he only knew that the man had red hair, and he didn't know his name or that he was the deputy commander of the Legion of Light. Unexpectedly, he suddenly turned into a demon slaughtering the city, whose face looked very haggard that day.

On that day, a man ran into the town in a very embarrassed manner, and that man was the deputy chief of the fortress. Panting and telling the crowd that the fortress had just been slaughtered, and that everyone but him had been killed, and that the person who had done this was the deputy commander of the Legion of Light, Yunchang Fisfer, who was likely to carry out a massacre in the town, and he desperately urged all the townspeople to flee quickly. Perhaps due to exhaustion, the deputy commander of the fortress suddenly fainted in shock when he saw his evacuation advice reach the whole town, and never woke up again.

When he heard of the shock, his grandfather did not flee in the direction of the flight with most of them, but rushed in the opposite direction - wanting to see if his son was alive or dead.

He had to flee with his grandmother and his mother, who was pregnant with Rokka. Still, they were a step too late - it wasn't long before the demon descended on the town, blocking all exits.

In the blink of an eye, the town was littered with corpses. He was completely terrified.

He hid with his mother and grandmother in a dilapidated building. Luckily, they fled with some dry rations, and they held on for days. But before I knew it, I ran out of dry food.

He finally couldn't help it.

"Mom, I'm hungry......"

"Bear with me!" your mother didn't say anything!" said Grandmother.

"But, Mom...... We've run out of food, and there's no way to go on like this...... "Mother said.

"How many days has this been, and I don't know what happened to the old man......" said Grandmother.

"It must have been a few days, and that man must have already left, right?" said the mother, "Why don't I go out and have a look, and if it's safe to do so, I'll go find something to eat,"

"No, do you know what your situation is now?" said the grandmother, "what will happen to the child in your womb if something goes wrong!

"It's all right, ma," said the mother, "and you have bad legs, and you may be in greater danger if you go out." ”

"Then you must be careful......"

Subsequently, the mother left. After about half an hour, she returned, carrying snacks she had picked up from the rubble.

"Great, Mom really brought it back!"

As soon as he was happy, he was stunned by the sudden explosion. He saw his mother drowned in the flames.

Then, a large hole opened in the ground, and he and his grandmother fell......

He and his grandmother survived, and later found his grandfather's remains. So the grandfather and grandson had to rely on each other. But after all, his grandmother was old and sickly, and she left him when he was ten years old.

This time he was truly orphaned. He wandered, wandered, and finally fainted from hunger.

"Am I going to die, but in such a troubled world, it may be normal to die like this......"

Vaguely, he heard his grandmother's dying instructions: "Listen, Ultramarine...... Although you have suffered a catastrophe and your family has been ruined, you must not be blinded by hatred, because revenge will only add to new hatred and will only cost you your life in vain...... In such a troubled world, survival is the unchanging truth......"

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"Are you still alive?"

Ultramarine opened her eyes and saw that it was Zaixing who had awakened herself. He tried to stand up, but found that his body could not exert his strength at all, and the consciousness he had just regained seemed to be gradually losing again.

"You have a lot of organs on your hands now, plus you just landed on ......your head," Zaixing paused for a moment, "It's a shame that you still have a breath." ”

"Are you here to mock me...... Ultramarine said in a very weak voice, "and yes, I'm really doing it myself...... Give me a good ...... So that I can be with my dead family...... Reunited......"

"Now that you know we are...... Why, brother...... Why are you still making enemies of us everywhere?" Zaixing asked.

"Because I can't let go of hatred...... If I let go of my hatred, I'll lose my ability to think......" Ultramarine said, "This is my witchcraft contract, and it's my destiny......"

Zaixing raised the scepter, his hand clenched it. After some time, he tossed the scepter aside.

"You want to die like this, it's not so easy to ......" After saying that, he squatted down and searched Ultramarine's body, but found nothing.

"Are you looking for the last Senluo stone, don't bother with it, I'm still wondering why I didn't disappear......" Ultramarine said.

"In that case...... said as Zaixing retrieved the Apollo Scepter and cast a green light onto Ultramarine's body.

Ultramarine, who was already unconscious, suddenly felt a sharp pain, and hurriedly said, "What the hell are you doing......

"This Apollo Scepter can be used with medical weapons, and although I can't use it like Commander Bright, it can at least be used as an emergency," Zai Xing said, "I said I wouldn't let you die so easily, because ...... My conscience does not allow ......"

"What conscience?" asked Ultramarine.

"You have done a lot of evil, and once you die, you will not be able to wash away your sins, you must atone for your sins well, and I will also help you atone for your sins......" Zai Xing said, "because...... I'm your brother......"

At this time, Ultramarine felt two drops of water on her hand and asked, "Is it raining?"

"yes, it's raining......"

At the moment, the weather is sunny, but Zaixing is already in tears.

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"Why don't you understand some things until you're dying?"

If he insisted on giving an answer to this question, perhaps it was his bad luck to meet such a woman.

That woman is the one who has fallen because of hatred, she is ruthless and will do anything bad, but it is this woman who gives him motherly love. Now that I think about it, I don't know how much use is mixed in this love, but he is young and ignorant, but he slowly agrees with this woman's values.

"How nice it would have been if I had met Zaixing's adoptive mother......

Ever since he made the contract to practice witchcraft, he has never looked back.

"Yes, I did everything on my own, and I can't blame anyone else...... "but now, I can finally be freed from the bondage of hatred......"

Gradually, his thinking stopped.