Chapter 246: Wake Up
Iā" He was silent for a moment.
"If you can only inhale and exhale, the air conditioner next to you will be much more useful than you." She interrupted.
Shigo Harano smiled bitterly, really.
There are 12 words for life's troubles: I can't let go, I can't think about it, I can't see through it, and I can't forget it. With a simple mood, a complicated life, and a bumpy road. Life is simple and happy, and life is happy.
The threefold realm of life: the first layer is to see far. With a grand goal of life, do not worry about the small profits in front of you, and do not stumble on the mood for the small things in front of you. The second layer is to see through. Phenomena are complex, and seeing the essence through phenomena is an ability and a unique vision. The third layer is bearish. Put fame and fortune out of the way, look down on the complexity of the world, and calm down.
To perceive life is to perceive oneself. If you want to understand life, you must first read yourself. An indifferent state of mind is the maturity of life. Simple things, when you think deeply, become complicated. In this world, there is a mood called load-bearing, which is called weight-bearing if you can lift and put it down, and what you can't lift and put down is called weight-bearing. Love others by addition, resentment by subtraction, and gratitude by multiplication.
No one can dance with a heavy load on their backs, so you'll have to travel light. put down, and there is such a tangled and complicated mood. Let it go, we are too small in this universe, our life is just a flash of thought, please cherish every moment.
In the process of life, whether it is the situation or hope, those self-paranoia really increase the difficulty of life, a simple mood, a simple face, adapt to give up those complicated things, including those pessimism and apprehension, and restore the peace and calmness of the heart.
The thinking of life should not be too complicated, life needs to be borne and persistent, there is no need to emphasize how heavy those negative emotions hurt, stop looking at things with a pessimistic mood, and let the power of inner peace and happiness far outweigh the reasons for sadness and entanglement, those troubles created by ignorance are themselves lacking in wisdom.
There are some things, you really don't see clearly, see clearly, heartache; Some people, you really don't understand, understand, hurt. An indifferent state of mind is the maturity of life. Simple things, when you think deeply, become complicated.
An impetuous heart, will aggravate the twists and turns of life, will make life more complicated, give birth to more extraneous branches, life is through the story of life, just like through the flow of the four seasons, adjust the mentality, live a good life every day, to appreciate the light and shadow of this way, the important thing is not their own inner mood, you need to learn to praise the scenery of this way.
The taste of life, need to be tasted with heart, whether it is disappointed or happy, but also in the mood of browsing the scenery along the way, the people of the world, carrying the joys and sorrows of the world, the wide world, has never been narrow, only the narrowness of the heart lives into an incurable loneliness, those inner heaviness and complexity, the life of people into a kind of hardship. People are sophisticated and familiar, and those who can be lost, why not let go.
Suddenly, Shingo Harano felt a pain in the back of his hand, and when he looked down, he saw that it was another hand pinching the back of his hand.
"What's wrong?"
"Does it hurt?"
"It hurts." He replied subconsciously.
"Reach out." She said.
"Huh?"
"Stick out."
Shingo Harano obediently did so, holding out one of his hands in front of her.
Kitagawa Yukino directly raised one of his hands, grabbed his hand, and stayed in mid-air.
"Uh..."
She grabbed his hand and placed it on the left side of her face.
Shingo Harano felt a little cold, and after a few seconds, it became a little hotter, and in his eyes, Kitagawa Yukino's face was visibly rosy.
"I'm real."
She laughed, a little choked.
Shingo Harano's mind was empty for a while, and he didn't expect such a scene to happen.
"You, don't cry." Shingo Harano was a little flustered, and wiped her tears with the hand she was holding and the hand on her face, but she stopped her.
"Are you really good the way you look now? Originally, we couldn't understand what each other was thinking, because even if we knew each other, we didn't necessarily understand each other. Her expression was indifferent, but the tears kept falling, and her voice was choked, which had betrayed her true mood.
Shingo Harano lowered his head, feeling like a piece of waste.
Looking at his other hand, because he had not eaten well for a long time, coupled with staying in the room all the time, he was not only a little thinner than before, but even a little pale.
Myself... It's about to become a waste.
He raised his head and looked at Kitagawa Yukino, and after a few seconds, smiled slightly.
"I see."
"Understand what?"
"Everything."
After laughing for a while, he reached out to wipe his tears for Kitagawa Yukino, and this time she didn't refuse, allowing his hand to caress her face gently.
Yuan Ye Shingo quickly pulled him to sit down again, took a deep breath, considered the language, and said slowly: "Actually, I don't have anything to do, it's just that life is a little messy." ā
Kitagawa Yukino lowered his head slightly, just listening to him, and he didn't know if he could listen to him.
"So it's like you're sleeping all the time, and you can't wake up all the time?"
"I..."
Kitagawa Yukino raised his head, his eyes were red again, and he said in a choked voice: "You still have me, can't you let me give you a little happiness?" ā
Shingo Harano sat on the couch in a daze, looking at her appearance that had never appeared, and didn't know what to say for a while.
Before he knew it, tears flowed out, and he felt it.
Do it yourself... It seems that he is very irresponsible to everyone, and he doesn't have the appearance of a man at all.
"Yukino, I'm sorry! I'm sorry! It's all my fault..."
His tears flowed silently, and he hugged Yukino who was sitting opposite, caressing her back and comforting her, and comforting himself.
It's just that Kitagawa Yukino's mood seems to have been so unstable for the first time in so many years, and Shingo Harano can feel her undulating chest when she holds her.
After comforting for a while, the two hugged each other and cried silently, crying for a while, the tears were dry, but the two were still hugging each other.
Shingo Harano closed his eyes, suddenly felt a warm lip, and opened his eyes in some surprise.
Xue Nai's face appeared in front of him, not as cold as before, but a little more gentle.
Her lips were a little cold, but they were extraordinarily gentle, gentle, with the smell of cold Hokkaido wind.
Suddenly kissed by her, Shigo Harano was a little confused, he couldn't figure out the current situation, so he sat in place and let her kiss him.
Xue Nai should have no experience in this area, and pressed his lips against his lips for a long time.