Tamura has always felt that he is a hero and useless, and in his philosophy, a soldier is born for war, and a soldier who has no war to fight is what a soldier can talk about. On the title page of his diary he wrote the motto: Don't explode in silence, die in silence.

Tamura felt that this sentence reflected his state of mind at this time. The troops are still in a peaceful environment, and the daily training, because there is no clear goal, the training becomes only a process and loses results. On such a relatively quiet day, Tamura felt bored. It was at this moment that he saw the delicate and elegant Shilan like the morning mist, and in an instant, it seemed that the floodgates in his heart were suddenly opened, and a vibrant feeling was about to emerge from his heart.

That day, he only glanced at Shi Lan, and she stayed in his heart, making him feel like he couldn't stop. Tamura didn't understand how the beautiful Shi Lan could communicate with Liu Dong, who was not good-looking, and the two of them also sent books back. Thinking of this, his heart was sour, not a taste. In the dull and boring life, Shi Lan entered Tamura's heart like a wisp of wind and a piece of sunshine, which made him suddenly enlightened, and it turned out that there were such beautiful thoughts and expectations in life.

At noon, Tamura came to the division hospital leisurely, he searched upstairs and downstairs, and finally saw Shi Lan who was giving infusion to the patient in the infusion room. He stood by the infusion room door and watched her until she straightened up and saw him. Shi Lan didn't have any impression of Tamura, thinking that he was also a patient who wanted an infusion, so she said to him: Bring it.

Tamura was stunned for a moment: What?

List, how can you get an infusion without a doctor's order?

I don't have infusions.

Shi Lan looked at him puzzled, the eyes exposed above the mask were dark and beautiful, and at this time she was looking at him with a sound and color, and Tamura's heart was pounding.

He hooked his hand at her: I'm here for you.

She asked curiously: Is there something?

Of course there is.

She glanced at the patient who was receiving the infusion and walked out. Tamura said, "It's not convenient to talk here," and walked downstairs without looking back, and finally stopped by a tree in front of the hospital. In front of and behind them, they were covered with hospital sheets and covers, fluttering gently in the wind.

She had already taken off her mask at this time and said calmly: I'm sorry, I don't know you.

Tamura grinned: After listening to my introduction, you will know each other. My name is Tamura, and I am connected to the division and police.

After speaking, he emphasized again: He is in the same class as Liu Dong, and he is also a soldier of the same year.

Shi Lan still looked at him reservedly and said, "Do you have anything to do with me?"

Tamura leaned his body against the tree and put on a posture of long talk: I heard that you love to read and write poetry?

Shi Lan's slender eyebrows raised upward, and looked at Tamura vigilantly: That's what you're here for?

Isn't that okay?

I'm still busy, I'm sorry.

Shi Lan threw down this sentence and left, her curly figure wrapped in a white coat made her feel fluttering. Watching her figure disappear into the hospital's outpatient building, Tamura whistled loudly, sniffed again, and walked back in a shaky manner.

Tamura thinks that Shilan has a lot of personality, which is good, and if you don't have a little personality, it's not fun. At this time, Shi Lan was like a difficult high ground in front of him, the more difficult it was to conquer, the more it could stimulate his fighting spirit. Otherwise, what's the point of saying that you will take it and take it? There is no suspense or excitement. Tamura flashed his fingers, whistled, and left the hospital in good spirits.

In the evening, the company had dinner, and as soon as Liu Dong came out of the cafeteria, he was stopped by Tamura, who was standing at the door waiting for him, and he hooked his hand at Liu Dong and said: Come, let's talk.

He had a natural sense of superiority among Liu Dong and the soldiers of the whole company. When he talked to anyone in the company, he was so arrogant that he didn't take anyone seriously.

Liu Dong followed Tamura suspiciously and came to the playground. At this time, the playground was empty, Tamura was sitting under the basketball hoop, and Liu Dong was standing there, looking at him.

Tamura rolled his eyes and said, "What do you mean by that Shilan?" According to the regulations, soldiers are not allowed to fall in love at the station.

Liu Dong explained a little nervously: I have nothing with her, I told you, we met in a journalism training class, we just borrowed books from each other to see, it's as simple as that.

Tamura saw that Liu Dong was serious, so he wanted to sing the fake play, and he said with a straight face: You don't know yet, even many people in the city have reflected on you, they said that you met a female soldier in the division hospital, and the two of them frowned, in the name of borrowing and returning books, in fact, you are in love.

When Liu Dong heard Tamura say this, he blushed and defended his neck roughly: Nonsense, I, we have nothing at all, you have seen it.

I see that it is used for, and others think so.

Liu Dong looked like a catastrophe was about to come and didn't know what to do.

Tamura waved his hand generously: "That's it, don't meet again in the future, if you return the book, give it to me, and I'll send it to her."

At this time, Liu Dong was grateful to Tamura, and he muttered: Thank you, then aren't you afraid of what others say?

Tamura made a look of standing up, and said righteously: I'm not afraid! I am not afraid of shadows, you look at my face, this is the embodiment of justice, others will not say anything.

Liu Dong looked at Tamura's face seriously, and didn't see how righteous Tamura's face was compared to himself. Liu Dong asked: Then why did you do this?

Tamura stood up and patted Liu Dong on the shoulder: Who asked me to be your deputy squad leader in the recruit company. I think you are self-motivated, your articles are so well written, and this little thing has affected your progress, is it worth it?

Of course, the answer is no in Liu Dong's heart, Shi Lan's appearance has excited him, and he has also thought of many words about beauty. Every time he opened the book that Shi Lan lent him and sniffed the elegant breath emanating from the pages, he would feel an unprecedented sense of happiness in his heart, as if Shi Lan was standing in front of him, looking at him with those talking eyes. He understands what it's like, but he can't see the future and the result, so he can only be inexplicably excited and restless. Who knows that this sense of happiness did not last long, and he was hit by Tamura on the head and lost his direction; But it was Tamura's reminder that made him realize the seriousness of the problem, that he wanted to improve, not only to perform well, but also to be successful in the army, and then he seemed to see his mother, brother and sister looking at him again. The family made such a big sacrifice for him, can he be worthy of his relatives if he doesn't work hard?

Tamura's few words were like an initiation, which made him wake up suddenly, and the sober Liu Dong took Tamura's hand: Tamura, thank you so much.

Tamura said indifferently: Catch up with Ming'er, if you have anything to say, after you finish reading Shi Lan's book, I will help you pay it back, if you don't meet Shi Lan, no one will suspect that you are in love anymore.

Liu Dong nodded again and again.

That night, when Liu Dong went to the company's duty room to read a book, he couldn't concentrate, and for a while there was Shi Lan's shadow in front of him, and then his mother, brother, and sister, and these shadows dangled in front of his eyes, so disturbing that he didn't read the book all night.

Early the next morning, Liu Dong found Tamura, handed Shi Lan's book to him and said: You can help me return the book to Shi Lan.

Tamura took the book, put it in his military satchel, patted his chest and said: Don't worry, I promise to complete the task.

Tamura appeared in the division hospital again, and he found Shi Lan with ease. Shi Lan was mopping the floor in the corridor, and the corridor had been cleaned by her. Shi Lan saw Tamura and asked strangely: Why are you here again?

I'll give you the book back.

Will you return my book?

Tamura took out the book from his satchel and said: This is the book you lent Liu Dong, and he finished reading it.

Then why didn't he come?

I don't know about that, so you can ask him to go. When I came to the hospital on an errand, he asked me to help him return the book.

Shi Lan took the book and glanced at Tamura, at this time, there were fine beads of sweat on Shi Lan's forehead, shiny, and she looked more and more cute.

Tamura said without words: You love to read, don't you? I also have a lot of books there, and I'll lend them to you.

Shi Lan didn't speak, and dragged up the corridor with a mop.

Tamura stood there for a while, saw that he didn't have much to gain, then left, and after taking two steps, he stopped and said, "I'll come back in two days."

Shi Lan didn't seem to hear him, and he left quickly.

Shi Lan met Liu Dong a few days later at the outpost in front of the division's troops. She stood at the sentry post and looked up at Liu Dong: Why don't you return the book yourself?

Liu Dong said without squinting: I am not free.

If I don't have time, I can come and pick it up.

Liu Dong didn't speak, staring straight ahead.

Shi Lan continued to raise her face and asked, "Then will we still exchange books in the future?"

Liu Dong said expressionlessly: It's not good that we have a lot of contacts, so let's write a letter if we have something in the future.

Let's just take these few steps, what kind of letter to write, are you tired? Shi Lan muttered in her mouth, and suddenly she seemed to understand something, turned around and left. Liu Dong looked at Shi Lan's departing back, and closed his eyes hard, and when he opened his eyes again, Shi Lan had already disappeared. There was something damp in his eyes.