Chapter Seventy-Four: State of Mind

"Cash card?" Saten Tears also said suspiciously, "Is it a rumor about 'walking in the alley and picking up a cash card in an envelope that someone doesn't know'?" I also saw it on the website today. ”

Zuo Tian Tears said that he suddenly became excited, "Now, let's look for it together after eating?" ”

"No, classmate Zuotian, even if you find it, these things will be handed over to the Discipline Inspection Commissioner!" Kuroko Shirai reminded from the side.

"I said Kuroko, you're too rigid, aren't you? All day long, the members of the Discipline Committee, the members of the Discipline Committee or something! Mikoto Misaka said dissatisfied.

A few people were talking about something, Inoue Yinghua had completely stopped paying attention, and there was only one thing on his mind now......

The sisters are being experimented on, and the sisters are dying!

I don't know where in this school city,It's being tortured by one party!

Because he has no capital to participate in and change this matter, he has been deliberately ignoring and deliberately not thinking about it, trying to suppress those who want to change their fate.

Now that the fuse of the incident has clearly appeared in front of Inoue Yinghua, he can no longer restrain his inner feelings.

But what if you can't restrain yourself? Can you change without restraint? Or do you want to simply die?

Why is it so weak?

Why did I come to School City?

Isn't it to save my sisters? It's obviously a must-do for every sister fan!

Why can't I do it?

Why is there no ability?

And why be afraid of death?

Why, exactly?

Why is all this going on?

Anxiety, self-blame, remorse, heartache, unwillingness, helplessness!

All kinds of emotions were intertwined in Inoue's heart, and he couldn't help but clench his fists, and he couldn't help but endure the expression of struggle and pain on his face even in front of several girls.

"Inoue-san, what's wrong with you?" None of Mikoto Misaka noticed that something was wrong with Hideka Inoue, but it was Kuroko Shirai, who was sitting opposite Hideka Inoue, who asked first.

!!

Inoue Yinghua was shocked when he heard this, and quickly suppressed the surging emotions, trying to make the facial expression look natural, and then smiled reluctantly.

"It's nothing, maybe I can't get used to the smell of beef and mutton for a while, and my stomach is a little uncomfortable."

Saten's tears, Mikoto Mikoto and Hatsuharu Shiori also noticed Inoue's depressed mood at this time, and they all looked at Inoue Hideka worriedly.

The lies told by Inoue Hideka have no credibility at all, and that expression doesn't look like an upset stomach, right?

Shirai Kuroko heard Inoue's obvious lie but did not refute it, but showed a thoughtful look.

"Ah, hurry up and eat! Tears, food! What are you watching me do? ”

Inoue Yinghua wanted to make an atmosphere that seemed to descend under the same demeanor as usual, but his eyebrows, which couldn't stretch his smile no matter how hard he smiled, could only make people more worried.

Saten looked at Inoue Yinghua with tears and didn't say anything, just got up and walked to the kitchen and took out the snake meat that had been put aside before.

smiled cheerfully, "Since Yinghua is mixed with beef and mutton, why don't you use snake meat to neutralize it?" ”

"Ahh No! Don't want it! Inoue Hideka hasn't spoken yet, and Mikoto Misaka has already shouted against it.

"No, no. Zuotian, hurry up and throw it away! Chu Chun Li waved his hand and resolutely refused.

"It's obviously a rare ingredient, you guys are tyrannical things!" Shirai Kuroko said with great pity.

"Well~~ Tears, you still don't want to scare Sister Misaka and Hatsuharu, in fact, you're also scared, right?"

Inoue Yinghua saw that Satian Tears was smiling happily, but the hand holding the snake meat trembled slightly, how could he not understand Zuotian Tears' intentions?

She just wanted to cheer herself up!

At the moment, he put aside those unhappy things for the time being, and said with a smile to Zuotian tears.

"Ah, haha, forget it!" As if he had been pardoned, Saten ran back to the kitchen with the snake meat, threw the snake meat on the counter, and returned to Inoue Yinghua to sit down.

In order to prove that he had recovered his spirits, Inoue Yinghua took the initiative to pick up the prawns that Saten tears bought and wanted to put them in the pot.

But as soon as he picked it up, he was stopped by a few people, and Zuo Tian tears directly snatched the plate in Inoue Yinghua's hand, and said righteously:

"Yinghua, the seafood should be put last, otherwise the taste will be mixed! Really, don't make a mess if you don't understand it! Just sit and eat, don't move! ”

"Haha~~ Really?" Inoue Hideka scratched his head in embarrassment and sneered.

The guests and hosts enjoyed the meal, and except for the small episode in the middle, several people ate happily as usual.

After eating, tidying up the dining table and kitchen, several people went out to look for the envelope with the cash card under the drive of Zuotian's tears.

Hatsuharu Katori was forced to go, Mikoto Misaka wanted to join in the fun because she couldn't help but be idle, and Kuroko Shirai followed her mount wherever her sister went.

Inoue Yinghua refused on the grounds of training, and Satian Tears was also used to Inoue Yinghua leaving the group under this pretext, so he didn't force it, and left Inoue Yinghua's dormitory with a few people.

Sitting on the bed, Inoue Yinghua looked at the dormitory that suddenly became deserted, and complicated emotions came to his heart again.

Thinking of that plan, thinking of the tragic situation of my sisters being tortured and killed-

Dismembered ...... Reflux by the blood...... Crushed by a container...... The bullet fired by oneself hits one's eyebrow because of the reflection......

Thinking of this, Inoue Yinghua's heart couldn't be quiet.

Holding his head in pain, he curled up on the bed, his body trembling slightly from the violent ups and downs of his feelings.

He hates.

Hate your own weakness, hate the strength of your opponent.

Hate your greed for life and fear of death, and hate the cruelty of this world.

Hates the injustice of fate, makes himself a powerless person, hates fate for giving him the opportunity to come to the place of his dreams, but can only watch those tragedies happen in front of his eyes.

If it could only be like this, he would rather not witness this tragic world!

He'd rather not come here!

Just watch your favorite anime fantasies in your previous life, at least, not so painful......

There are twelve more days, and in twelve more days, Mai Trin's hero will appear, and her sisters will not die again, and when Ma will solve all this, he will be the protagonist of this world.

I'm not......

Just survive these twelve days......

Just get through it......

Thinking like this, Inoue Hideka got up from the bed, sat on the bed, and began to do physical strengthening training again.

An hour later, Inoue Yinghua frowned, opened his eyes expressionlessly, covered his head with his hands, and grabbed his hair hard.

It didn't work! An hour has passed, and the progress of the training has not progressed in the slightest!

Clench your fists and slam them on the bed!

Inoue Yinghua himself has great strength, and in his excitement, he directly smashed the bed board.

He himself fell out of bed in embarrassment, rolled on the floor, and slammed his head on the low table.

Immediately, bright red blood flowed from the corners of his forehead.

Inoue Yinghua didn't care about the bleeding forehead, it should be said that he didn't know that the forehead was bleeding at all.

Under the emotion, Inoue Yinghua, who was already accustomed to pain and bleeding, did not feel the pain in his head at all.

He just lay motionless on the ground, his eyes glazed over, and his eyes looking at the ceiling were not focused.

If it weren't obvious that his chest was slightly heaving, it would even make people feel like a dead man was lying here.

And so it was, all the time, all the time......

Lying on the ground in this position, the sky outside gradually darkened, and Inoue Yinghua fell asleep unconsciously.

It was still in this position, and as time passed, the sky gradually became clearer......