Li Shuwen was lying on the ground, looking at the blue sky, it was so beautiful, if his body was no longer in pain, it would definitely be even more beautiful.

When he closed his eyes, the pain hit, the wind howled, and the pain kept him from thinking quietly about where he was going.

He knew he was going to die, but he didn't want to kill himself, so he just died like this, which was really a wreck.

I haven't experienced the joy of life, I've been working, eating, living, living in the worst places, drinking the worst wine, eating the worst meals, and I also want to eat delicious food!

It's just that when I have a little spare money, I can't eat.

The unclothed Li Shuwen scared off the foraging ants, but there were still flies, insects and ants gnawing at the flesh and blood he dropped.

Li Shuwen wants to go home, he misses home. I miss my father's home, but I can't go back.

Thinking of the city where he had worked hard for more than ten years, and his father's struggle all his life to have a small house of his own in that crowded southern city, it was gone.

He remembered the city that had been submerged by the sea, and now he could feel that there were so many sea creatures there, and it had become a world of the sea, and it was so beautiful that he could see it when he closed his eyes.

When I saw the small home that belonged to him, it had become Xiaoyu's home.

At that time, my father was still there, and I wanted to fight hard to build a small family of my own in that city, but it was really difficult, they worked hard, although they were very tired, but they had their own home, although they still had heavy debts, but that was their place in that city, and Li Shuwen's father had to fight for one thing all his life.

Later, the waves came, and everything turned to dust.

Then there is only that one home, the countryside, he once thought that he couldn't struggle in the big city, he was too tired, he took the money and went back to the countryside, started a small house, and spent the rest of his life in such a mess, not to cause trouble to others, not to let others cause trouble.

So he saved money just to make his father easier, and he got used to it, but he never experienced a different life in his life.

When I looked up, all I saw were dirty faces.

Relatives didn't welcome him very much, and in the end, Li Shuwen didn't return to the small village, but at this time, they were dead, and it was time to move into the wall.

I don't know why I can see the mud house of my house if I want to see it, Li Shuwen knows the direction, drags the broken body, and steps on the dirt step by step.

Li Shuwen is like an elephant, the elephant dies and wants to find the elephant cemetery, and he wants to find his own home as a cemetery, and death seems to be getting closer and closer.

I don't know if it's because of the pain, he is tireless, tired, sleepless, and sleepy.

When he got home, it was already dark, and he didn't know how long he had been gone, nor how many days he had walked.

The starry sky, it's really beautiful, I heard that there is a more beautiful scenery in the north and south poles, "Aurora", the starry sky is dotted, and from time to time there is a starlight bursting out of a warm light, and then after many days, the star can no longer be seen.

Li Shuwen closed his eyes, only felt the stinging, leaned against the door, and found that the lock had rusted, although he did not have the key now.

Li Shuwen grabbed the lock with his hand, and with a little force, the iron lock cracked.

He paused for a long time in front of the door, thinking, "I'm really on my own." He hadn't spoken for a long time, he hadn't drunk water, his voice was still transparent, just a few words could make his face more painful, the blood was flowing down again, and he felt the smell of blood in his throat, it was the first time Li Shuwen drank "water" in so many days.

Li Shuwen pushed open the dusty wooden door for a long time, moss cobwebs, musty smell, and a thick layer of ash everywhere.

"I'm back." Li Shuwen wanted to say this sentence even if he was in pain, but there was no father in front of him, no grandparents, and some of them were just turned into photos.

They were looking at Li Shuwen, and Li Shuwen was also looking at them, and their thoughts came to their hearts again, gently stroking the photo with their cracked hands, not daring to push too hard, and gently brushing away the dust.

Li Shuwen walked out of the hut, opened the kitchen hut with the method just now, and saw that only a thin layer of wood was left that was once stuffed.

Picking up the wood and putting it on the stove, Li Shuwen remembered that he didn't have a lighter.

He thought he would have left the lighter next to the stove before, but he couldn't find it.

I became like this, and I don't know if I can breathe fire.

Endure the pain of tearing, open your mouth, "Fire! "In the silence of the night, there was the chirping of insects.

What does fire look like? There was some heat in his chest, "Ahem, cough." He coughed up with blood, and the flame was only a handful, and it ignited the blood.

There was also some hot mouth, the corners of the mouth were burned, and the chest became more and more stuffy and painful.

Watching the flames burn, red and blue, like the flames carried by the first-class stars, but the flames were huge, and this was only a little bit.

Li Shuwen lifted the pot stuck on the stove, and the ground was already black and hot.

Maybe there will be hot water soon.

Li Shuwen took the pot to the door and looked at the pressurized well, pressing up and down to draw water, but the pressurized well was obviously dry, the activity friction made a dry sound, and the water outlet was also covered with moss and dried up and died because there was no water.

If there was water? "Ahem." Li Shuwen covered his chest, and this time he didn't spit out anything, but his chest collapsed.

Maybe Li Shuwen didn't want to take a bath with his own saliva.

Pushing open the stone slab of the well, there is still water underneath, but I don't know why it can't be pumped.

The moon is imprinted on the water, like a breeze blowing, and there are a few ripples.

Li Shuwen suddenly remembered his grandfather's baby, a bucket with rope, and his grandfather said that he was like that when he was a child, he fetched water.

He knew that his grandfather would not throw him away, he was very precious to these old objects, often said that they had been decades, and they were still very useful, and he always collected a lot of things that Li Shuwen did not agree with or thought were tattered, and slowly, there were a lot of meaningless things at home, but grandpa liked them.

Looking through the boxes and cabinets in the messy room, a knife came into view, grandpa always bought a lot of knives, this one was given to Li Shuwen, but soon he forgot this small object again.

"Boom!" The sound of a bucket hitting the water.

I don't know why the firewood burned so vigorously, and the well water was soon burned hot.

Li Shuwen carried the hot water and came to the courtyard, the moon was so round and bright, you could see him slightly.

He tore off the few strips of cloth on his body, added some cold water, and drenched his head.

The head was wet, the darker blood clots washed down the warm water, Li Shuwen stroked the body, the cracked but not dry skin, every gap seemed to be able to be stuffed into a finger, and the pain made him slowly caress the cleaned dirt.

Blood, pieces of flesh, mixed with dirt.....

The watermark was bloody, and the moon turned red.

From a distance, Li Shuwen's body was covered with starlight, and the water stains were washed along the cracks.

The warm water glides over the skin and stimulates the aching body, but it has a different feeling, like pain, but also like a warm touch.

Li Shuwen closed his eyes, felt the wind, felt the fragrance of the earth, felt the smell of water, and the temperature of the fire, as if everything was beautiful.

Even if he was going to die, for a long, long time, he fell asleep, like a child, and smiled.

The pain was still there, but the pain couldn't make him frown anymore, he seemed to have dreamed of something good in a dream, maybe he dreamed that the sky was a quilt and the ground was a bed.

He didn't feel tired, he fell asleep, and for a long time he experienced the opportunity to sleep again, and he didn't want to wake up, and he fell asleep in a daze, which felt so good.

Soon, however, the water became cold, and he woke up.

"Am I asleep? It's so comfortable! Li Shuwen said happily, cracking his mouth and smiling, his mood didn't seem to be so depressed, just because of a dream.

Even if laughter hurts him more, he still wants to laugh, and the pain and laughter tell him that he is still alive.

His chest seemed to be burned, and he was a little out of breath when he laughed.

Li Shuwen looked at the moon with cracked pupils: "Today's moon is so round and big, as if it is about to fall down." ”

Maybe this moon is going to fall down, many people have already fled to outer space, but can they really escape?

Li Shuwen looked at his body, he didn't die after so much blood: "Am I still human?" ”

He went into the scenery and picked up all the clothes and quilt covers and washed them, smelling it before washing, it felt so good, as if there was still temperature.

"Grandparents, Mom, Dad, Mom, I'll do your laundry!"

Li Shuwen washed it for a day, from dark to bright, and cleaned it back and forth in the small room, even if the roof was not spared, because he returned here, as if everything had no goal and he didn't know what to do, only these could make him forget the pain and wait for death.

A bucket of water washed away the flesh of the previous night, and the flesh flowed down the water to the vegetable field, into the ditch, and finally became invisible.

In the room where the leaves are wiped with water, the musty smell dissipates, leaving behind the moisture of the water and the fragrance of the leaves.

Li Shuwen, who has been running naked, is now standing in front of the mirror, he only needs this mirror to be wiped clean, and the blurred mirror surface can actually see terrible black, red and blue cracks.

Li Shuwen held the rag and wiped it off, the skin and flesh on his hair had been cracked, as if a dog had gnawed it, and his face was full of irregular textures.

He stopped, just a face.

He lowered his head and looked at the lines on his body, as if with a slight break, the other person was torn apart, and the bones of his feet were pierced out, but he didn't know why he could still stand.

The blood has stopped, and the cracked places have turned into black in various colors, and the blood on Li Shuwen's body seems to be not dry, it has been flowing in his body, and he can feel the warmth of the blood.

The wind stopped, the rain stopped, and Li Shuwen felt that he could do it again, as if he could still live!

Who would want to die if they could live? He wants to cultivate vegetable fields and grow vegetables, although he can't eat them, he wants to grow flowers and grass, which is beautiful! He wants to plant trees on Valentine's Day, fall in love with trees on Arbor Day, and let the trees be planted in his hands!

"Maybe even if I only live for a minute, I will face it with the hottest heart and the most beautiful smile!

In the land of this hometown, flowers bloom, vegetables are grown, and towering trees are grown! ”

Li Shuwen shouted!

"Even if I live like this, I want to live."

Li Shuwen's mouth cracked, but he smiled happily!

Time never goes back to the past, the wheel of time just keeps moving forward......

"Songs apart!" It's dawn.