Su Xiaoxiao, who was late
In fact, Tamura has never forgotten Su Xiaoxiao.
Even in his married life, he often secretly compared Shi Lan with Su Xiaoxiao, and also imagined the situation with Su Xiaoxiao, but the result was unknown, so he could only admit the reality. He and Shi Lan's married life is happy, romantic and practical. If Shi Lan hadn't died in that wildfire, they would have had children of their own. Before that, they had already agreed to have a child. The two always argued about giving birth to a boy and a girl, and even named the imaginary child, the boy was called Tian Di, and the girl was called Tian Yun, but before all this could be realized, Shi Lan was sacrificed.
In the early days of Shi Lan's sacrifice, Su Xiaoxiao had faded out of his mind, and all that flashed in front of him was Shi Lan's shadow, and her smiles, sighs and words were replayed in his memory like a movie. Any item in the room reminded him of Shi Lan. At that time, longing and sentimentality made him particularly vulnerable, and a casual word would also make him sad and red-eyed, and he was shrouded in a sad mood. After such a long time, he was still immersed in the emotions of missing Shi Lan.
The news brought by Liu Dong made his heart return to the small farm yard in Xiematun. What he didn't expect was that Su Xiaoxiao was still waiting for him, which made his heart hit hard.
When he decided to marry Shi Lan, he wrote a letter to Su Xiaoxiao. The letter was sent, but his heart was not calm, and he waited for her reply, even if she scolded him for being a person who did not keep his promises, it would make him feel at ease. But she never replied, and endured all this alone. The thought of this made him want to slap himself hard. He scolded himself in his heart, but his conscience was not at peace, so he would often think of Su Xiaoxiao after marriage. Every time I think about it, I feel a dull pain in my heart.
Changed. Today's Tamura can only silently bless Su Xiaoxiao in his heart. Shi Lan left him, and his eyes were almost blind, such a good girl, he had failed her, what reason did he have to disturb her current life? But now everything that Liu Dong passed on to him about Su Xiaoxiao still made him distracted for several days.
On that day, he sat in the duty room of the company headquarters as always. A soldier shouted at the door: report.
He replied habitually: Come in.
The warrior entered, and he vaguely saw a woman behind him. Just as he was puzzled, the soldier said: Company commander, this is a guest looking for you.
After saying this, the warrior withdrew. He stood there, his heart suddenly stopped. Although he couldn't see the person clearly, he realized that it was Su Xiaoxiao by feeling. He exclaimed in a different tone: Little?!
Brother-
Su Xiaoxiao choked and grabbed his hand. Smelling the familiar smell on her body, his heart "banged", like a flood opening the floodgates, and the indescribable taste came surging.
Brother, how did you become like this? Can't you see me? Su Xiaoxiao's eyes were full of tears.
Tamura squeezed out a smile, but tears fell, and he covered up and said: Xiaoxiao, I didn't expect you to come......
Su Xiaoxiao looked at him intently, at the person she was thinking about. For a few years, she has been waiting for him, but she has been waiting for the news of his marriage. In those days, she didn't know how she got over, and the promise of love drifted away like a falling flower, leaving her to wait alone. Thinking of that heart-wrenching love, she tried her best to calm herself down.
Unexpectedly, Liu Dong brought her unexpected news. If the news brought by Liu Dong is good, she will silently bless Tamura; But when she learned that something had happened to Tamura, she couldn't stand it anymore. She cried sadly all night, and Tamura's shadow resurfaced tenaciously in her heart again. Her life was given by him, and he was suffering now, how could she be indifferent? In those days, she didn't think about tea and dinner, she couldn't do anything, and her mind was full of the shadow of Tamura. She wanted to see him, she knew he needed her at this time, and if he really didn't need her anymore, her heart would be completely dead. So, she appeared in front of him again without hesitation.
When she faced Tamura, all the shyness and the hidden pain of the past were gone. She said calmly: Brother, I won't leave this time, I will take care of you and take care of you for the rest of your life.
Looking at Su Xiaoxiao's resolute expression, Tamura didn't speak for a long time, but two lines of tears flowed down his cheeks.
After a while, he said in a heavy tone: Xiaoxiao, I am no longer the Tamura I used to be, and my eyes can no longer see.
No, you're still the same person you used to be. After Su Xiaoxiao finished speaking, she hugged him all of a sudden.
He stood there stiffly, not knowing what to do for a while, and his heart was full of flavors. Finally, he said with a sigh: Xiaoxiao, I can't stand you.
She stretched out her hand to cover his mouth, and said in a choked voice: Brother, I'm too late to make you suffer.
He hugged her and said in his heart: Xiaoxiao, you are a good person, I want to be good to you in this life. But he said: Xiaoxiao, calm down, my eyes are out of sight. I'm a wreck, and I'll drag you down for the rest of your life.
Su Xiaoxiao raised her head, she was already in tears, she cried and said: Brother, don't forget, you gave me this life.
Su's small persistence completely crushed Tamura.
When Tian Cun returned home with Su Xiaoxiao, Yang Peipei and Tian Liaoshen suddenly understood everything. This girl Yang Peipei has seen it, if it weren't for her "careful arrangement", maybe Tamura would marry Su Xiaoxiao, and life would be different. The life she designed for Tamura fell apart in front of her. All these changes have made Yang Peipei a lot older, both physically and mentally. For Tamura's future, she racked her brains, and when Su Xiaoxiao appeared in front of her, she seemed to have thought through everything at once - as long as Tamura was happy, she would be happy for him as a mother. Now Tamura became the whole of her later life.
That night, she and Su Xiaoxiao had a deep conversation. She said straight to the point: You like Tamura, I know this, but that was before. You have also seen it in Tamura now, his eyes may be cured, or he may not be able to see for the rest of his life, you have to think about it.
Su Xiaoxiao said: Auntie, don't say it, if I hadn't thought about it, I wouldn't have come to him.
Yang Peipei sighed, her voice softened, and she said softly: Child, don't blame me, I am Tamura's mother, whose child is distressed. He can't stand any more blows, I'm afraid that you will have three long and two short in the future, I can ......
Auntie, don't worry, as long as Tamura doesn't dislike me, don't say that he can't see, even if he is paralyzed in bed, I will take care of him for the rest of my life. Su Xiaoxiao said these words in tears.
Yang Peipei looked at Su Xiaoxiao seriously, and she saw a familiar thing in this rural girl-simple love. Just as she loved her son, her restless heart finally settled down.
That time, Yang Peipei said to Tian Liaoshen: I think this little child is okay, when we are old, I will hand over Tiancun to her, I can rest assured.
Tian Liaoshen also said: You, you are worried about your life. What is not to worry about, I have long said that when the children are older, they should be allowed to walk on their own.
Yang Peipei said unconvinced: Li'er is this Li'er, but you men can't understand the heart of being a mother......
Tian Liaoshen didn't wait for her to finish speaking, then shook his head and sighed.
Soon, Tamura and Su Xiaoxiao got married. None of them were alarmed.
Tamura got married, and Yang Peipei breathed a sigh of relief, as if she had found a satisfactory guardian for her son again. Tamura's eyes still reassured her, and she ran to the general hospital of the military region twice in three days to inquire about cornea donation. As soon as she walked up the stairs of the hospital, she would think of Wang Guixiang, and her heart would beat wildly, making her heart weak and short of breath. Tamura's biological mother was close at hand, and the thought of this made her heart go upset.